This is a random idea i got from no where, please read and rate but please no rudecomments criticism you enjoy ignore the bad spelling and grammer
warning:Suicide references, if u don't like reading something to do with suicide turn away now, you were warned
Disclaimer:I don't own Kingdom Hearts that belongs to square enix,if i did own it Riku would belong to me^^
Seeing that sight,seeing the person I love slip right out of my grasp is just too much to losing them to one of my friends how am i supposed to be happy with that? Do they expect me to be happy? do they expect me to go to their wedding with a smile on my face and say"congratulations". Yeah congratulations, you took the only girl I ever loved away from me.I fought my hardest to come back for you, I you even notice me the night of the meteor shower? do you notice me on the beach, watching you kiss him? when you saw me I didn't even get an explanation, I just gave you your charm and left. Now I find myself sitting here thinking back to all those days we spent on the Island, you me and Riku.I wonder how Riku is, he's been gone for a month now, he must really like living in Radient Gardens.I wonder if he'll eve come back.I never got to tell him how much I cared...listen to me I'm saying i love you with all my heart even thought you're with another and can never be with I'm also saying I have feelings for Riku, a guy that could never be anything more than my best who doesn't feel the same as me.
So now as I sit here, in my secret place.I find myself think of all the things I should have said but didn' there's only one thing left, there's only one way to end these feelings.I slowily pick up my pocket knife and start cutting at random spots on my pain feels so good, it doesn't even feel like the blood slowly flows down my arms all I can do is think about that face, that beautiful silver hair, and how i wish it was mine.I don't care that you went with another Kairi, if you didnt i never would've realised where my true feelings lay.I'm sorry Riku, I couldn't wait any longer.I couldn't stand the pain of being alone anymore.I add more deep cuts to my arms and let the blood flow of what would've been if the Islands never got destroyed, if i was never left alone by my family,If you Riku never believed you were a creature of sounds of the waves echoing through out the secret place sound so peaceful.I just want to be at peace, away from pain and desperate to end it all, I grab the knife and slice both my wrists letting the crimson blood flow for the last I drift away from this world all i can think of is Riku and why i didn't just tell him the least i can finally be at peace now, you've both moved on an now i can finally do the same.