"That Isn't Why"
Disclaimer: I don't own Gravititation or any of its characters in anyway. I only own my writing and if I end up having a plot, I would own my plot too, but so far I haven't thought of one. Hope I will soon, because I want to continue this story. The scene near the end of the story is what I saw from the series of Yuki's memory of him and his sensei. Please don't sue me.
Chapter 1: Why me?
Eiri was in the dark. He couldn't see anything at all, he didn't know why he was hurt so badly. Something told him to wake up; he didn't hear anything he just felt he needed to. No matter how much he tried, it seemed the feeling that he needed to awaken built up. It kept getting stronger, and the way a chill tingled up and down his spine as a cold, clammy hand touched his cheek…
"Eiri…" said a smooth voice. "Such a sweet, polite little boy…" The man continued to pet
Eiri's head, "what a good boy…" Eiri's eyes shot up, he was so confused. As his blurry vision started to focus, he saw his a familiar figure and he realized it was his sensei.
"Sensei." He let out a weak giggle, and then realized the compliments Yuki just gave him. That made him blush and look down trying to hide his face, "Sensei…"Yuki was a little confused for a moment.
'Why is Eiri acting so strange, doesn't he realize…' Eiri was scared of the way his sensei smiled and laughed. Yuki's eyes narrowed as he turned to face Eiri. The boy's eyes had widened in shock.
"S-sensei… Y-you're eyes… they're…" Eiri gasped. 'Those eyes, they're so evil, they can't be sensei's…' Eiri jumped back, it all started to come back to him.
*Flashback*
"Thanks for letting me stay later, so I can finish it." Eiri put up his writing materials then smiled and looked up at his sensei. Yuki just stood there and took another big gulp from his beer bottle and turned completely around so his back was facing Eiri.
"Hm. Sensei, what's wrong?" Yuki turned around halfway.
"Come on now, Eiri. Are you going to leave so soon? Why don't you stay a bit longer?"
"Huh? Sensei, I would like to, but don't think I can stay any longer. Tohma will worry..." Eiri said, cupping his hands together and beaming at Yuki. Noticing how happy Eiri was, Yuki smiled slyly and turned around a little bit more. Obviously, you could tell that Yuki was drunk by the way his eyes were a little distorted. When Eiri saw this it made him worry a bit.
"Forget about Tohma this time, I don't see why you should even think of him… especially when it's our time alone. I am disgusted by this, you know." Eiri was starting to get really scared, this was too much for him, and he hardly understood was his sensei was saying.
"Sensei, I don't understand." Yuki turned to face Eiri and smiled slyly.
"Don't tell me you don't understand. Aren't you attracted to me? I can tell by the way you look at me, and how you write your little stories. Filled with romance and happiness, just like the way your life is." Eiri started shaking at how Yuki knew about his attraction to him, but being as sensitive as he was, got hurt by how Yuki talked about his "little stories". Eiri did get a little mad over something Yuki said, even if it was his sensei.
"H-how…" Eiri stopped talking for a second when he realized that he was about to admit his love to Yuki. He didn't want his sensei to know about that yet, so he quickly said something else on his mind. "How can you say that, sensei? What I really can't believe is that you think that my life is happy. Happy? I know sometimes I act like I am, and sometimes it's true, but I think you've forgotten why I moved here in the first place!" What Eiri said made Yuki smirk, but he did have an annoyed look on his face.
"I believe you're not answering my question, but since you have to be a brat, I will tell you that I do remember why you came here!" Eiri looked hurt that his sensei was talking to him like that, but he still had enough courage to talk.
"Oh really?" Eiri had tears in his eyes. "I was teased in Japan, and I got beaten up, really badly at times. Just because I looked American! It was so horrible; more than once kids have made me unconscious! It didn't matter that I was really Japanese, oh no, that just cared about how I looked. That's why I moved here, it may not seem that bad to you, but I really got hurt!" Yuki started chuckling, which made Eiri cry even more. "Why are you laughing!? Can't you see how sad I am, don't you even care!?"
"Oh, I don't see how you do it." Yuki took a rest from laughing to choke out. "Here you seem like such a good boy. You know, I was teased once too, here in America, just because I was Japanese and had an accent. People here resented me for reasons that weren't even my fault, like the attack on Pearl Harbor. Heh, but for me, I didn't have a way out. They didn't only tease me, hurt me physically and emotionally, they took away something of mine they could never give back." Eiri couldn't believe what he was hearing; he never knew this about his sensei, and now he felt empathy for him and was sorry that he yelled at him earlier.
"Sensei… I'm so…"
"I'm not finished talking! Do you know what they took away from me Eiri?" Yuki started to walk closer to him and Eiri started to slowly step back, it seemed like Yuki was just feeding from the fear in Eiri's eyes. "What's wrong Eiri, why won't you tell me? Why won't you speak to me? Well, I know what they took..." (AN: his sanity???) "They took what I'm about to take from you…" Yuki had a big evil grin on his face.
"No, stop this! You're drunk! You don't know what you're saying." Eiri covered his ears, "Please stop…" Eiri found himself thinking of Tohma, how he had taken him to America, if he hadn't then he wouldn't be there right now, but if he was in Japan right now… Eiri didn't know- or want- to think about that right now. To Eiri's horror, Yuki had caought up to him and had a firm grip on his wrist. His mind exploded with many dreadful thoughts, and he felt so dizzy, but the next thing he knew, he was shouting.
"Let go!" Eiri looked down at his sensei, 'Oh no, did I - " Yuki slowly got up to his feet. "Sensei..."
"Please stop calling me that, Eiri-kun." Yuki started walking towards Eiri again, trapping the boy against the wall. Eiri was shaking so hard, he didn't know what to do and he was so scared. "It's ok, you've always been such a good, polite boy." Yuki stooped down and sniffed the (AN: omg...) bulge in Eiri's pants and slowly made his way up.
"S-stop it." Eiri spit out, very scared.
"Stop?" asked Yuki a little taken aback. "Why?" Yuki got serious, but tautingly, he said, "Haven't you been looking at me all this time?"
"That was - I -" The boy managed to speak again. Yuki leaned in close to Eiri's face.
"This is what you wanted..." Yuki stopped at the sudden sound of the door opening.
"Hey, what are you doing?" said one of the big, ugly guys that came in. Eiri couldn't help but notice how dirty and terrifying they looked, and he didn't understand them very well because they were speaking in English. Yuki took a step back from Eiri and smiled.
"Come on," said the other fat, ugly guy, seeming to talk to both Yuki and Eiri. Yuki just kept on smiling and took a deep breath.
"I'm going to miss this." Yuki watched as the two guys seemed to taunt Eiri.
"Be a good boy..." One of them had laughed. "Move Yuki" The other one pulled out some money from his pocket.
"C'mon, I'm giving ya ten bucks!"
"Heh." Yuki stepped back again. "After you." Eiri was so scared, he couldn't move at all except for his excessive shaking.
'How can sensei... How can he do this? Why? Why me?' "Sensei" Eiri looked at Yuki, giving a look that Eiri hoped to God would make Yuki stop this. There was hurt in his eyes, fear in his eyes, shock in his eyes. However, Yuki had no sympathy.
"Hmph." Yuki turned around and walked away. Eiri was shaking harder and forgot to breathe. One of the American guys sharply held him by the shoulder and press him tightly against the wall.
'Why?' Eiri thought, right before his head hit the wall. This is when he blacked out and was in the dark, but he couldn't escape the pain.
*Flashback End*
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AN: Hmm, do you like it? Please review and I will write the next chapter. Hehe, sucks to have to be left with that, eh? Bwahahaha! I'm so sorry if they seem out of character! But I hope you'll live with it, this is my first Gravi fic, please review nicely! Thanx!
Disclaimer: I don't own Gravititation or any of its characters in anyway. I only own my writing and if I end up having a plot, I would own my plot too, but so far I haven't thought of one. Hope I will soon, because I want to continue this story. The scene near the end of the story is what I saw from the series of Yuki's memory of him and his sensei. Please don't sue me.
Chapter 1: Why me?
Eiri was in the dark. He couldn't see anything at all, he didn't know why he was hurt so badly. Something told him to wake up; he didn't hear anything he just felt he needed to. No matter how much he tried, it seemed the feeling that he needed to awaken built up. It kept getting stronger, and the way a chill tingled up and down his spine as a cold, clammy hand touched his cheek…
"Eiri…" said a smooth voice. "Such a sweet, polite little boy…" The man continued to pet
Eiri's head, "what a good boy…" Eiri's eyes shot up, he was so confused. As his blurry vision started to focus, he saw his a familiar figure and he realized it was his sensei.
"Sensei." He let out a weak giggle, and then realized the compliments Yuki just gave him. That made him blush and look down trying to hide his face, "Sensei…"Yuki was a little confused for a moment.
'Why is Eiri acting so strange, doesn't he realize…' Eiri was scared of the way his sensei smiled and laughed. Yuki's eyes narrowed as he turned to face Eiri. The boy's eyes had widened in shock.
"S-sensei… Y-you're eyes… they're…" Eiri gasped. 'Those eyes, they're so evil, they can't be sensei's…' Eiri jumped back, it all started to come back to him.
*Flashback*
"Thanks for letting me stay later, so I can finish it." Eiri put up his writing materials then smiled and looked up at his sensei. Yuki just stood there and took another big gulp from his beer bottle and turned completely around so his back was facing Eiri.
"Hm. Sensei, what's wrong?" Yuki turned around halfway.
"Come on now, Eiri. Are you going to leave so soon? Why don't you stay a bit longer?"
"Huh? Sensei, I would like to, but don't think I can stay any longer. Tohma will worry..." Eiri said, cupping his hands together and beaming at Yuki. Noticing how happy Eiri was, Yuki smiled slyly and turned around a little bit more. Obviously, you could tell that Yuki was drunk by the way his eyes were a little distorted. When Eiri saw this it made him worry a bit.
"Forget about Tohma this time, I don't see why you should even think of him… especially when it's our time alone. I am disgusted by this, you know." Eiri was starting to get really scared, this was too much for him, and he hardly understood was his sensei was saying.
"Sensei, I don't understand." Yuki turned to face Eiri and smiled slyly.
"Don't tell me you don't understand. Aren't you attracted to me? I can tell by the way you look at me, and how you write your little stories. Filled with romance and happiness, just like the way your life is." Eiri started shaking at how Yuki knew about his attraction to him, but being as sensitive as he was, got hurt by how Yuki talked about his "little stories". Eiri did get a little mad over something Yuki said, even if it was his sensei.
"H-how…" Eiri stopped talking for a second when he realized that he was about to admit his love to Yuki. He didn't want his sensei to know about that yet, so he quickly said something else on his mind. "How can you say that, sensei? What I really can't believe is that you think that my life is happy. Happy? I know sometimes I act like I am, and sometimes it's true, but I think you've forgotten why I moved here in the first place!" What Eiri said made Yuki smirk, but he did have an annoyed look on his face.
"I believe you're not answering my question, but since you have to be a brat, I will tell you that I do remember why you came here!" Eiri looked hurt that his sensei was talking to him like that, but he still had enough courage to talk.
"Oh really?" Eiri had tears in his eyes. "I was teased in Japan, and I got beaten up, really badly at times. Just because I looked American! It was so horrible; more than once kids have made me unconscious! It didn't matter that I was really Japanese, oh no, that just cared about how I looked. That's why I moved here, it may not seem that bad to you, but I really got hurt!" Yuki started chuckling, which made Eiri cry even more. "Why are you laughing!? Can't you see how sad I am, don't you even care!?"
"Oh, I don't see how you do it." Yuki took a rest from laughing to choke out. "Here you seem like such a good boy. You know, I was teased once too, here in America, just because I was Japanese and had an accent. People here resented me for reasons that weren't even my fault, like the attack on Pearl Harbor. Heh, but for me, I didn't have a way out. They didn't only tease me, hurt me physically and emotionally, they took away something of mine they could never give back." Eiri couldn't believe what he was hearing; he never knew this about his sensei, and now he felt empathy for him and was sorry that he yelled at him earlier.
"Sensei… I'm so…"
"I'm not finished talking! Do you know what they took away from me Eiri?" Yuki started to walk closer to him and Eiri started to slowly step back, it seemed like Yuki was just feeding from the fear in Eiri's eyes. "What's wrong Eiri, why won't you tell me? Why won't you speak to me? Well, I know what they took..." (AN: his sanity???) "They took what I'm about to take from you…" Yuki had a big evil grin on his face.
"No, stop this! You're drunk! You don't know what you're saying." Eiri covered his ears, "Please stop…" Eiri found himself thinking of Tohma, how he had taken him to America, if he hadn't then he wouldn't be there right now, but if he was in Japan right now… Eiri didn't know- or want- to think about that right now. To Eiri's horror, Yuki had caought up to him and had a firm grip on his wrist. His mind exploded with many dreadful thoughts, and he felt so dizzy, but the next thing he knew, he was shouting.
"Let go!" Eiri looked down at his sensei, 'Oh no, did I - " Yuki slowly got up to his feet. "Sensei..."
"Please stop calling me that, Eiri-kun." Yuki started walking towards Eiri again, trapping the boy against the wall. Eiri was shaking so hard, he didn't know what to do and he was so scared. "It's ok, you've always been such a good, polite boy." Yuki stooped down and sniffed the (AN: omg...) bulge in Eiri's pants and slowly made his way up.
"S-stop it." Eiri spit out, very scared.
"Stop?" asked Yuki a little taken aback. "Why?" Yuki got serious, but tautingly, he said, "Haven't you been looking at me all this time?"
"That was - I -" The boy managed to speak again. Yuki leaned in close to Eiri's face.
"This is what you wanted..." Yuki stopped at the sudden sound of the door opening.
"Hey, what are you doing?" said one of the big, ugly guys that came in. Eiri couldn't help but notice how dirty and terrifying they looked, and he didn't understand them very well because they were speaking in English. Yuki took a step back from Eiri and smiled.
"Come on," said the other fat, ugly guy, seeming to talk to both Yuki and Eiri. Yuki just kept on smiling and took a deep breath.
"I'm going to miss this." Yuki watched as the two guys seemed to taunt Eiri.
"Be a good boy..." One of them had laughed. "Move Yuki" The other one pulled out some money from his pocket.
"C'mon, I'm giving ya ten bucks!"
"Heh." Yuki stepped back again. "After you." Eiri was so scared, he couldn't move at all except for his excessive shaking.
'How can sensei... How can he do this? Why? Why me?' "Sensei" Eiri looked at Yuki, giving a look that Eiri hoped to God would make Yuki stop this. There was hurt in his eyes, fear in his eyes, shock in his eyes. However, Yuki had no sympathy.
"Hmph." Yuki turned around and walked away. Eiri was shaking harder and forgot to breathe. One of the American guys sharply held him by the shoulder and press him tightly against the wall.
'Why?' Eiri thought, right before his head hit the wall. This is when he blacked out and was in the dark, but he couldn't escape the pain.
*Flashback End*
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AN: Hmm, do you like it? Please review and I will write the next chapter. Hehe, sucks to have to be left with that, eh? Bwahahaha! I'm so sorry if they seem out of character! But I hope you'll live with it, this is my first Gravi fic, please review nicely! Thanx!