Hay Guys! This story idea popped into my head so I got writing. Reviews really needed as to if I should continue on it or leave it… Let me know what you all think though This is a twist of when Bella asks to be changed into a vampire, Rosalie becomes the only one who can change her.
She's family now… Rosalie's point of view
"... I vote no. This isn't the life I would choose to live. I'm sorry. I can't watch you throw it all away like this" I said looking deep into Bella's eyes.
"Emmett?" She asked.
"I vote hell yeah!" He left my side waking up to her and spinning her around in his arms.
"Life is so much more fun now that your here!" He smiled putting her down.
I held back more growl, clenching my fists behind my back.
"Alice?" Her petty little voice asked.
"You know I already consider you my sister! Of course I vote yes..." She cheered.
"Edward?"
"Why are you doing this to me?" He whispered. His eyes showed nothing but pain.
"This is what I want, you have to accept what is..."
"Because you've given me no choice!" He yelled.
"I'll be 80. Old, wrinkly and grey. An you'll still be 17... Forever."
"We'll find away. Please don't do this to me. Don't make me."
"Just shut up" she said. "Esme?"
"We want you to be happy Bella, if your happiness is here. Than we vote yes. You're already a part of the family to us."
"So it's decided.." Carlisle interrupted. "After graduation Edward will..."
"I won't." He stated. Turning to face bella. "I would never."
"Edward I want you to be the one to do it." Bella explained.
"Don't you get it?" I yelled. My anger had become too much.
"He doesn't want to live with the regret knowing he took your soul and turned you into a heartless monster! Why are you being so selfish? It can't just be about you want!" I screamed.
"Rosalie!" Everyone shouted at me.
"Manners!" Esme called.
"I'm sick of this!" I yelled. "Look what's she's done to this family! Do you have no memory of the chaos she has caused us already and the more of which to come!"
"Carlisle honey, you have done it too much. And jasper can't control his thirst, Alice doesn't want to hurt bella, Emmett's too strong, Edward now refuses and I can't because I have never tasted human before." Esme babbled on about who should change bella.
"Is anyone listening to me?" I whispered. Looking around no one was. "Fine." I brushed past everyone walking up the stairs away from them all.
"Rosalie will you do it?" Bella called to me. I stopped on the top stair.
"If I did. I would purposely kill you." I seethed through my teeth as carried on walking at the room.
I calmly walked to Edward and Bella's room as if nothing was wrong at all.
Reaching his room I awed at the sight of it.
Pictures of them cuddling together hung up on the wall. Some of her clothes put on top of his sofa. A bed of which he bought her so she could come round and sleep.
Just how sweet! Sweet makes me sick!
I ran over to the wall ripping down every Picture there was. I picked up his chest of draws throwing them across the room screaming with anger. I clawed all their CDs and books down from the shelves. Shredding them as they landed to the floor.
Clinging onto the bed I tore through every layer with feathers flying all over the place.
Lastly I grabbed the TV off the wall and held it above my head about to throw it.
"Stop..." Emmett whispered standing in the doorway.
"How could you!" I screamed throwing the TV at him. "How could you?" I repeated in a whisper.
"She's happy..." He said looking down at the floor, avoiding contact with me.
"Oh that's fantastic Emmett. She's happy, oh good. Wow that knocks all my worries out my head. I'm so glad she's okay, wouldn't want anything happening to our princess now would we?" My voice full of venom.
"She's a good person Rosalie. She wants this, you have to respect that. It's her choice not yours."
"It's the wrong choice!"
"No... I don't think it is. She's in love with a guy who she is crazy about. She wants to be with him forever- we can make that happen." He looked up at me as I looked down.
"It's just an old love story." I mumbled.
"Oh yeah. And you call her the selfish one? Somehow I feel like this whole
Bella thing really just comes back to you."
"Excuse me? Rosalie will you come take a walk with me?" Edward asked coming into the doorway.
"Listen man, we'll be 5 minutes, me and Rose are just talking it out.." Emmett said.
"Suit yourself." I spat walking past Emmett.
Joining Edward outside we walked into the forest and then through to the little meadow.
"About your room..." I started.
"It doesn't matter. I didn't come here to talk about that with you." He interrupted.
"It's not long till graduation..."
"You thought you could take me out here and change my mind Edward?"
"Rosalie we're both more alike than you think... Neither of us want this to happen."
"Then why are you letting it?"
"I want Bella to be happy..."
"Happy? Stuck as a forever frozen monster? With no soul, no heart, no life."
"She understands the risks"
"I cannot believe you! Don't bother I'm out of here." I turned around and started walking away.
"Stop! You're the only one who can Rosalie." He whimpered. "Don't do it for Bella, do it for me."
"No I won't! She'll regret it Edward, every day for the rest of forever. I'm not going to be the one to do that to her."
"She's a big girl Rosalie, she knows what she wants."
"I can't let her throw it all away. Edward I won't be able stop once I've started."
"You changed Emmett because you loved him, so why can't Bella change for loving me?"
"Emmett didn't have anything to loose!"
"He had everything to lose!"
"It's different..." I mumbled.
"It's not. You wanted him forever. You wanted him to love and hold you until the end of time. Bella has the exact same feelings about me."
"Don't twist the story!"
"I make a deal with the devil... -100 years from now. If Bella isn't happy, I'll let you kill me in return."
"100 years? What about everything that happens in between?"
"We're vampires, nothing else could happen." He chuckled.
"I'm not ready to say yes yet." I started walking back home and he sighed.
"That's doesn't mean I'm still going to say no." I called back to him.
"Thank you." He whispered.
When we arrived back home I went straight to my room and sat on the window sill staring outside.
I day dreamed about being a bird. A bird so that I could fly far far away.
It wasn't long before my mind snapped back to reality when I saw Edward and
Bella outside together, holding hands and talking.
I would never have that like them. Although I always wish I did. The chance to live a life. Grow old with the one I loved. Have grey hair and wrinkles. Be surrounded by beautiful grandchildren, their laughter... Of course barely anyone understood that that's what I want.
Being caught up in the moment, two giant arms wrapped around my waist as two legs slid either side of mine.
Little kisses appeared on my neck and down to my shoulder.
It was my Emmett.
"I'm sorry I voted yes..." He started making me feel guilty.
"You don't have to be sorry for having your own opinion. Even if it was an opinion against your own wife." I stated.
"I'm not getting into this fight with you baby. If you're going to be like that then I'll just leave."
"No please. Stay with me."
"Forever." He whispered against my neck.
"I'm sorry... It's just.. Well... You know.. Bella.. She's just.. Well she's." I started to stutter not knowing what to say.
"You don't have to say it baby, I already know." He mumbled against my neck.
"Wow I'm horrible aren't I."
"No... You're just open and strong minded. Oh and stubborn and erm..."
"It's okay I get it."
"Well actually I was going to say beautiful and gorgeous but.."
"Oh em, you're so sweet to me." I awed.
"No I'm just in love with you. You're my second language."
"You know there are 4 different love languages. And 3 of them are physical..." I said smirking.
"Maybe we should try them out, I was thinking actually it would be fun making our own in fact."
"Oh really?"
"But on one condition baby.."
"What's that?"
"You're got to stop giving Bella a hard time. For me baby at least."
"Your right." I huffed.
"Fuck I am? True dat brov"
"Don't ruin the moment!" I giggled embraced in his arms.
"Come to bed with me." He whispered in his musky sleeping voice.
"Mmmm I shouldn't." I said closing my eyes. He planted little kisses along the ack of my shoulder.
"Emmett if I do, I won't be able to stop." I whispered talking about changing Bella.
"Rosalie you have full control over your blood in take. You'll stop"
"What if I don't?"
"You can do this. I've seen it."
"I can't end her life..."
"Then start a new one."
"It's not that simple. If she smells that good, I can only imagine how she tastes."
"Don't think about it."
"How can I not? My eyes will go red, I'll be in a state of blood frenzy. The
volutri will come after me. I will hate myself and..."
"Stop! You worry to much. What happens happens okay. I wouldn't let anything to happen to you."
"But what happens will only be bad..."
"Then if it is we move on. Simple as."
"It won't be easy to move on."
"No one said it would be Rosalie. But I'll be there with you. For all of it."
"Thank you... How do I stop?"
"I'll hold your hand. We'll cuddle every night for eternity if that makes you feel better. We'll talk for hours on end..."
"You would do that? Just for me?"
"I would do that and everything else for you Rosalie. You are my life."
"Even if I drive you crazy?"
"Even if you drive me crazy! Which you do... A lot."
"I love you." I sighed smiling.
"I think I love you more..."
"That's impossible."
"Oh I beg to differ." He chuckled. "Now I think we should finish the evening off with style. It is Bella's birthday after all."
"She's still here..." I asked slightly shocked. Surely Bella would have gone home to Charlie by now.
"Yeah she's here. And the party isn't over yet so let's go finish it off."
We jumped down and walked back to the living room hand in hand.
"Ooohhh just in time for pictures and presents!" Alice cheered.
"Smile guys!" She held up Bella's new camera and took a picture of me and emmett together.
"Edward. Bella. Join them!" She called. Both of them came and joined us at the bottom of the stairs.
"I won't bite." I said pulling Bella closer to my side. "Yet."
She let out a dry laugh. We all smiled and had Alice take about a million pictures.
"Okay so the birthday girl gets presents!" Alice smiled.
"This is from me and jasper." She handed a box with a new leather jacket Bella had asked for.
"Oh you guys! You shouldn't have..." Bella gasped.
"Birthday girls get what birthday girls asked for!" Esme laughed.
Alice handed me and little box of which I handed to Bella.
"Alice picked it out." I stated.
"Um oh wow thanks." Bella pulled out a little bracelet with matching earrings.
"Emmett?" Jasper asked.
I turned to see my husband holding up a big box tied with a bow. Alice must have helped him.
"Now it wouldn't be a birthday without an Emmett present!" He grinned handing her the box.
She shook it a little but it was empty.
She gave him a questioning look on confusion.
"Already installed it in your truck. If only that piece of crap had a good sound system up and working..."
"Don't hate the truck." She smiled.
"Oh right. Sorry."
"Hay thanks. It's really thoughtful."
"Yeah no worries... I got a phew hints from Alice about it." He winked.
"Okay so ladies shall we get the cake?" Esme asked leaving the room and going to the kitchen as Alice and Bella followed after.
"So... Dating an older woman? That's hot!" Emmett started the conversation with Edward. Edward simply chuckled at him.
"What?" Emmett asked.
I rolled my eyes; sometimes he couldn't help but be thick.
"He's a 109 Emmett. Bella's 18." Jasper spotted out.
"Yeah but in human's years... Edwards 17 and Bella's 18."
"I'm not even going to bother." Jasper mumbled looking away.
"I stopped a long time ago." I smirked looking at Emmett.
Esme and the girls came and rejoined us with some cake.
"It's really lovely esme," Bella smiled taking a bite. The only one to take and eat a bite.
"You left a card..." I pointed over to a little table by the fire place.
"Oh yeah!" She put the cake on the side waking over the picked up the envelope and started opening.
Her little finger sliced the top edge of the card fold. A single drop of blood fell to floor in what felt like slow motion.
"Ahh.. Paper cut." She sighed.
Jaspers eyes blinked to black as he saw and smelt everything he wanted.
Launching himself quickly.
Edward jumped in front of Bella pushing her backwards. She flew across the room smashing into the wall, and then falling down and hitting a table, snapping it in half.
"JASPER NO!" Alice screamed trying to grab him but he slipped out of her arms.
"Emmett!" I yelled. Emmett raced over to jasper grabbing him from behind in his classical bear hug. Of course emmett was the strongest of the house so jasper couldn't break the connection emmett had on him.
Lifting him up, emmett pulled jasper out of the room.
"Bella!"
I ran to her on the floor with her whole arm covered in blood.
"Carlisle's going to sort this out. We'll clean this up." I bent down on my feet ducking down to her level. Gently I touched her arm transferring some blood on to my hand.
I brought it up to my face shaking. It smelt so good... She smelt so good...
She looked so good... Just one bite... A little lick...
"ROSALIE NO!" Emmett grabbed me from behind picking me up and pinning me to the far wall away from her.
"You're better than that!" He growled trying to snap me out of my blood frenzy.
"She's going to be changed anyway!" I yelled trying to push him away.
"She won't die like this! I won't let her. I won't let you do that to her!" He yelled. "Don't be a monster." He whispered bringing his face down to mine.
Resting his fore head against mine I stopped struggling against him.
My body relaxed and I was no longer tense.
I leaned my head to the side to see past him and see Bella on the floor crying with Carlisle by her side.
Emmett kissed my neck.
"I'll go get the first aid kit." I said.
"Are you sure you can do it?" Emmett asked pulling away.
"Trust me..." He let go as I raced to the kitchen and got the first aid kit.
Racing back I came and crouched down with Bella.
"I'll clean it up." I said collecting the blood stained glass from a vase that had smashed against Bella's skin as she came into contact with the table.
Emmett stood in front of the door as jasper desperately tried to break it down from the other side.
"Give it a rest!" Emmett called to him.
I gathered up the remains of the table and glass taking it outside and setting it alight.
I stared as it all burnt to black pieces in almost no time at all.
"Carlisle is just stitching her arm up." Emmett came and joined me.
"Is she okay?"
"A little shocked. But Carlisle said she was lucky..."
I mentally sighed.
"That was really close. Is jasper okay?" I hugged emmett.
"He's angrier at himself than anything else... Alice tried to calm him down a little. But I'm pretty sure he's beating himself up still."
"Where's Edward gone?"
"He left for some fresh air... He wasn't feeling too good after what had happened."
We walked back into the house and into Carlisle's practice room.
Bella was on the bed whilst Carlisle finished covering her arm.
"It was a good thing Edward was there." She sighed, moving her eyes into contact with mine. "He knocked me out of the way."
"Yeah... Lucky for you. Erm listen I'm sorry about what happened." I apologized.
"Oh no it's okay. You meant no harm." She nodded. "Will you do it for me?"
"I will try..."
"THANK YOU SO MUCH!" She yelled. I nodded and smile looking down at the ground.
It's wrong, I repeated in my head a thousand times.
"You should probably go get home, and rest up. It is school tomorrow after all and I'm sure Charlie's a little worried about what is taking you so long." Carlisle interrupted.
"Yeah you're right... He's probably going crazy right now." She mumbled.
Jumping down from the table she smiled us all a goodbye and left to go to her truck.
"Rosalie you can't get cold feet.." Carlisle stated.
"It's fine dad, I'll keep her feet extremely warm." Emmett winked.
"I'm serious Rosalie. You can't say yes to Bella transformation and then drop out."
"I know..." I mumbled looking down at my feet. "I know." I whispered.
"It's been a late night, why don't you both go see if jasper is okay."
We both nodded, leaving the office and heading to jasper and Alice's room.
Walking in jasper was on the bed while Alice was fussing with her hair in the bathroom.
"Coast is clear. The eagle has left the nest. I repeat the eagle has left the nest." Emmett said, I playfully slapped him across the chest.
"Ouch." He mumbled.
"Bella's gone. She's fine. Carlisle stitched her up. And I made the decision to change her." I said.
"I could have killed her." Jasper stated looking out the window.
"But hay you didn't." Emmett butted in.
"I didn't because of you. Thanks man, I really owe it to you."
"We all get bad days... It's no problem."
"Not like that."
"Jazz everyone slips up at some point, I told you already." Alice came out of the bathroom and sat with him.
"I'm angry that I did it." He said.
"We can't all be perfect. And your still new honey. Your blood control can't be amazing- no one's is." Alice tried to soothe him.
"Emmett why don't you take jasper hunting. Clear his mind, feed his thirst." I mumbled to Emmett.
"Yeah that sounds great." Jasper said standing up hearing me.
"Okay, I'm now going hunting..." Emmett said sounding confused.
"See you." I said smiling.
"Bye baby..." He whispered leaning down and kissing my lips. "Won't be long."
"There's no rush." I breathed.
He nodded and left with jasper by his side.
"God that was so close. I thought he was getting better, I really did." Alice complained.
"He is better." I assured her.
"So... You're doing it?"
"Appears so."
"But why?"
"I don't know. It seemed like the right thing to do."
"Oh my. You care about her!"
"What? I do not."
"Okay sure... You know it is really sweet for you to do so."
"Yeah well... Don't expect much."
"If I had known you weren't this selfish, well... There is so much I would have asked for!"
"Exactly. I'm not giving you shit."
"Yet." She smirked.
"You won't break me, I made of stone." I laughed walking out.
I walked into the living room where the smell of wet dog flew into my sense.
"Someone forgot to lock the dog cage door..." I called.
"Hay Rosalie how's it going?" Jacob stood up from the couch.
"What are you doing here? It's not your land. Bella's gone home."
"I didn't come for Bella, in fact I sort of came for you..."
"Well I'm not interested so go chew your bone somewhere else."
"Your changing Bella.."
"How do you know about that?"
"Small town. News travels fast."
"You were spying on us."
"I kept my distance. I had to make sure Bella had a safe birthday."
I laughed at him. "You and me both know this isn't about Bella's safety
anymore."
"Only while she's human. Graduation is soon and it won't be long before you turn her into a blood sucking demon."
"It's no one's decision but hers."
"That's not what you said before."
"Times change Jacob. So do people."
"You'll back out."
"That's what you want..."
"Maybe so. I came here to tell you that once she's changed the tribe rules won't apply to her. She'll be our enemy no longer friend. I'm warning you- she will be slaughtered."
"We won't let her. She won't run within an inch of your land."
"Don't do this. You're risking everything."
"She's risking everything. She knows the consequences and she's willing to accept on everything. She wants this Jacob. She wants Edward not you."
"I don't love her."
"Then why'd you come Jacob? If you knew your own answers to the questions..."
"I can't let her do it. She'll loose everyone and everything." He yelled.
"Then she's the one to blame. Don't you dare raise your voice at me. If I was in control you know I wouldn't let this happen!" I took a deep breath. "I wouldn't let her throw it all away." I whispered.
"Then don't."
"Get out Jacob. It's not up to you to change her mind." Carlisle interrupted us.
"I was just leaving anyway. You'll regret it more than her." He mumbled brushing past and leaving.
"Don't listen to Jacob. He doesn't know what he's talking about Rose." Carlisle assured me.
"Does it make me a heartless killer?" I asked turning to face him.
"Not at all, in fact it sort of makes you the hero."
I scoffed. "Hero?"
"The hero of Bella's life story."
I nodded and left the room. Walking outside, I sat on the rocking chair staring out into the night. Counting the starts one by one as I did as a child. Dreaming beyond every mountain ever to grow.
Suddenly a cold circle shaped object smashed against the back of my head.
Emmett.
"Mr. Cullen, I hope that was not a snow ball you just through at your wife."
"Mrs. Cullen I have no idea what you are talking about." I turned around to see him smirking at me.
"It's cold out here..." He said.
"You would know."
"Maybe I should perhaps make a contribution as to warming you up a little."
"If you're inviting me to bed than yes." His whole face lit up with excitement.
"Well then beautiful, we shall go have some birthday sex"
"It's not either of our birthdays" I laughed.
"It's still a birthday. And we're still having sex, therefore we're having birthday sex. A little slow there mrs Cullen. Feeling blonde today?" He winked.
"You're going to pay for that one." I smirked getting up from the chair and walking over to him.
"I always do... With pleasure."