Disclaimer: These characters are based on the characters in the Twilight Saga. They are Stephanie Meyer's, I do not claim them in any way. I just made a little change.
Thanks to Stephanie for bringing us this wonderful story and characters.
Bella POV:
I was nervous, but ready. I counted down from three in my head.
One, two, three.
I jumped, I felt the air blowing my hair up, I've never been so scared in my entire life.
I felt my body crash in the water, my body went limp. The waves were too big and I couldn't keep myself from crashing into the rocks.
Water filled my mouth, I couldn't breath. I wish I would have done this with Jacob.
I tried to fight through the waves, but my little human muscles couldn't do it.
My head hit one big rock, and I fell into a deep sleep of darkness.
"Bella!? Bella!?" A familiar voice screaming my name over and over again.
I wanted to say his name, but I couldn't get the words out.
"Edward?" I whispered so low, that I couldn't even hear it.
I couldn't bring myself to open my eyes. The light was just too bright.
"Bella, no, please, Bella no." His voice sounded so far away.
Oh man, this is officially what death feels like. Everything you loved, you just leave it behind. I wish I could open my eyes and see my precious angel, that once belonged to me.
I could no longer her my love's voice screaming my name. Finally, I opened my eyes and saw nothing but bright lights.
Edward POV:
Her body seemed so much heavier. Was this it? I lived in a world where she no longer existed?
I knew I shouldn't have left. If it was possible for me to cry, I would have made one of the largest river of all time.
I can't bring myself to forgive the decision I made to leave her. There's nothing I want more than to be with her right now.
To kiss her warm lips, to hear her heart beat ten times faster than usual when I would put my hand in hers. To hold her safely in my arms and call her My Bella.
I suggested we bury her body in our meadow. The place we both fell in love, the place we had our first gentle kiss.
I ran, ran till I made it to our meadow, and there she was. I could already see the words on her head stone.
Isabella Marie Swan
Beloved Daughter, Love, and Friend.
September 13, 1988 – June 7, 2005
I reached in my pocket and pulled out a letter, it said:
Bella. My love.
I can't bring myself to forgive the decision I made to leave you. You and I both know that I never stopped loving you. I'm so sorry my love. I know I am never going to be able to hear your heartbeat ever again, or see your cheeks flush red when I make a comment about how beautiful you look.
You were the light to my darkness. I love you Bella, I will always love you, every minute I was away, I would see yourself in my mind, when I told I didn't love you anymore, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy.
I'm sorry, I want to say it millions of times. I will see you soon enough my love.
With all the love that my heart can possible hold.
-Edward
I took the note and placed in by her headstone. An imaginary tear fell down and hit it.
I looked up, and it started to rain.
I smiled her favorite crooked smile, and walked away.
Right now is the time I would usually crawl through her window and sing her to sleep.
Since I had nothing else to do, I figured I would talk to Alice.
"Alice, I can't live in a world where she doesn't exist. I just can't." I quivered when I said 'she doesn't exist'.
"I know Edward, we all miss her." Alice looked down as if she was about to cry.
I got up and stalked toward the door. "Where are you going?"
"Away from here!"
Alice POV:
"What are you talking about!?"
He was already out the door. I tried to keep up with him.
"Edward! Don't leave," I screamed, "You'll break Esme's heart!"
He was gone, he confused his scent so I couldn't follow him. I raced back inside to let Carlisle know.
"Carlisle!" I yelled louder than necessary.
"What it is?" He was in sight in a matter of seconds.
"He's gone."
"Well, if that's what Edward wants to do, it's his decision."
"I guess you're right about that."