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Orphans

I'm an orphan.

I've always been an orphan, and I'll always be an orphan. I can't change it.

Fate is a cruel, bitter old bitch.

My god son is an orphan.

He's always been an orphan, and he'll always be an orphan.

Irony.

I never really understood the word so well as I do now.

It's ironic that I, an orphan myself, would be named godfather to another orphan.

Remus must have known. I can't think of any other reason for him to be so adamant that I, a seventeen year old kid, be named sole guardian for his baby.

He must have known, somehow, that he and Tonks wouldn't survive. He wanted someone who would understand.

Boy, do I ever.

Teddy's seventeen now.

He's so like his father and mother.

It goes unspoken. By me, at least. I know more than anyone what pain it causes to be compared to someone you'll never get the change to meet.

My godson is graduating today.

I know he wished his mum and dad were here.

I also know that that's a pain that will never, ever go away.

You just… learn to live with it.

I smile sadly at Teddy as he catches my eye.

His amber eyes look suspiciously bright under his mop of unruly, turquoise hair. I know that mine look the same.

He nods at me, and I nod back.

I understand.

So does he.

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