There she was sitting on the train. Her back on the old her. She didn't want anything to do with it. She was lucky to have gotten the invite to mahanttan to help with a law firm a old friend from the bueru had running. She had a chance to start over. No Ric, Sonny, Alexis, and NO Carly. She was leaving Port Charlces never to return if her life depended on it. She never told Ric she was released from the hospital. Her and Sonny was over and had been the moment he had over heard her and his bother talk about that unforgetable night they shared only once. She loved the man she was running away from. The train had been booked soild. Her hopes of getting away was slim. She had been sitting in the trainstation crying. Which is did alot ever since it was over between her and Sonny. There was a hand on her shoulder. "are you ok?" "Yes. im just trying to get away from the life i have here but it seems to be no way to get away." she said looking up into Elizebeths eyes. "Why don't you join us. There is more then enough room" "oh no i don't want to impose on your honeymoon" she said. "i insist." "thank you" reese said as she hugged elizebeth and got onto the train to where she sat now. She had made herself comfortable in one of the anquie chairs. looking out the window. They were loading the train. She looked down as she saw the people come aboard. She kept to herself until that voice came to her. "What are you doing on here?" she looked up and saw Ric. "business" she said cold. She hated that she ever felt anything for him or his bother. he went and sat down next to a women on the couch. She reconzied it as Alexis. Elizebeth had told her that there was another private car she could have to herself if she need it. She grabbed her purse and was going to go there to be alone. Emily, nicholas, courtney, jax, elizebeth and lucky was in a corner behind her when she stood laughing. she looked down as she walked forward not seeing that there was a man standing there. She accidently ran into him. "Sorry" she said looking up and seeing it was Sonny. She didn't say anything else just hurried on past him. Everyone was happy but her. She walked into the empty car shutting the door behind her. She hadn't expected all those feelings to come rushing back to her when she saw Sonny. That was the first time she had seen him since he left her hospital room. She sat down in one of the big couchs that was against the wall and her back was to the door. She was holding herself close, crying, looking out the window. It had gotten to crowed in the car so sonny decided to leave. He quietly walked into the car in which Reese was. He could hear her crying. He still had feelings for her and wanted her more then ever. She looked so beutiful, the natural glow she had made her ten times more prettier. Still caring for her he walked up to her. Put a hand on her shoulder. "Are you ok?" he asked. "yeah." she said wiping her eyes. "What are you doing alone?" he asked. "Its what i do best" she said. Not looking at him. She couldn't do it. It hurt to bad to look into his eyes that she had betrayed so many times and this last time did it in for them. He didn't know what to say. He removed his hand and went and sat down in one of the other chairs and started to read the paper. Reese had fallen asleep. Sonny couldn't help but watch her sleep. He remembered all the hours he spent watching her sleep the nights they spent together. He loved those moments. She was perfection. She had a different face about her. She was sad, hurt, in pain. She wasn't the same as when they first meet. There was so much about her that she changed to make Sonny happy. He knew this all and knew that she had sacificed herself for him and he treated her like hell. She started to rustle but not wake. She was having a dream. "I didn't mean to. Im sorry... DON'T GO" she yelled out. She was dreaming of the moment in which Sonny left her for good this time and he knew it. tears was running down her cheeks. She woke and sat up wiping her eyes and looked at Sonny. To see if he heard anything. he was reading that paper. She had settled down a little. Reese had gotten sick of the ackward silence. "Why are you going to Mahanattan?" she asked. "Im going to roselawn. You?" he said putting his paper. "Buisness" she said simply. she couldn't help it. "Sonny" she said looking down. "Yeah Reese" he said. "I really didn't mean for everything to happen" she said. "I know but that doesn't change anything." he said. "I know. but i still want us to be on some what of a good term sonny. i could never live with the fact that you hate me for the rest of my life." she said looking at him. "i could never hate you" he said. and that was that they had stopped talking. She had gotten up and was walking over to get something to drink. When all of a sudden the train rocketed her. Sonny watched in horror as he watched reese Fly out the window. "REESE" sonny yelled as he was thrown from his car onto the floor everything tumbling and flying. Reese laid outside of the train trapped underneath it. and sonny was covered in debius. Reese was unconcious. Sonny was waking up. He moved the chair and other stuff off of him. He was coverd in dirt. he had manage to free and was outside. "REESE" he yelled out loud. No reply. he started looking around. He saw a shimmer from underneath the train. ''Oh my god Reese" he ran over to train. She was trapped underneath it. He could see her. The train was elavated off the ground by the rocks in what appeared to be a cave. "Reese can you hear me" sonny said into her. No reply or sign of breathing. he needed to get her out. He looked around for anything to get her out but he couldnt find anything. "SOMEONE HELP" he could hear voices. he was bending down looking into reese when. Emily, Ric, alexis came walking over some rocks. "Sonny you ok?" asked emily. "Ya i am but Reese isn't" he said. "Where is she?" asked emily and ric. "Under there. i don't know how to get her out. i can't tell if she is breathing." he said making room emily got down on her legs and looked in at her. Emily could fit in that little space she moved on her tummy to reached Reese. she checked her pulse. "she is breathing. it doesn't look like anything is broken." emily told out to them. Reese was getting worse. Emily looked around it didn't looking like reese was pinned where she would be able to move with a help of sonny or ric. Emily was to weak to pull out her and Reese. She scooted back. "It looks like she can be pulled out. But only carefullly. We are going to need to get stuff to help her so i can examaine her. She isn't in good condition sonny." emily told them. "what do you need?" asked ric. "Water, lights, coats, blankets anything to keep her warm and hydrated." said emily. "Done" said Ric. Alexis went with him to help carry stuff. Emily was pacing back and forth waiting on ric and alexis to get back. Sonny was on his tummy rubbing reese's arm that was free. The arm that made it where he found her. "Come on reese wake up i need you" sonny said. Ric and alexis finally come and emily starts to set everything up. Alexis stepped out of the way and helpped emily set up while the guys try to figure out how to pull reese out safely. Ric saw that there was big enough gap for only one of them to go in there. The other would stay behind and watch out in case somethign started to cave in. Sonny wanted to be the hero and go in after her. but ric was trying to stop him. "Sonny let me go she will need you when she starts to wake up" he said. "im not going to die RIC, im going in after her. I love her you need to stay behind so that you can be with your wife and baby. YOu have more to lose them i do." sonny said. "She is my friend also." ric said. "Ya well. i have more priority then you right now" said sonny "so just back off and go be with your Wife" snapped at ric. "fine sonny have it your way." ric got up and walked over to alexis and put his arm around her. THey were sitting on a rock now. Sonny looked at emily. "You ready?" he asked. "Yap you?" she asked back. "ya im trying to work my way past the clasptaphoiba to save the women i love." he said "good luck" emily said as sonny turned around getting ready to get down to go in. When the train started to shift. It moving futher and further down ontop of reese. "NO..." screamed sonny. Emily had pulled him back from going in after her. Rocks moved. The train was still elavated but who knew for how long. Sonny arm was over his eyes so the dust wouldnt get in his eyes. when everything finally settled he looked in at her. she was still able to be moved out from under the train but now it was almost on top of her. If the rocks or train was to move anymore the train would crush reese to death. He wasn't going to let that happen. he went in after her dragging her out. She wasn't breathing it had slowed to what seemed like a stop. He pulled her out carefully rocks tumbling the train shaking. the train all of a sudden comes crashing down. "NOOO" yelled emilly not able to see in threw all the dust. when the dust had finally settled. she could see sonny setting rocking something in his arm back and forth as she grew closer to sonny she saw that it was reese's head. The rest of her was laying next to them. He had tears in her eyes. They had barely made it out from underneath the train in time. But reese wasnt breathing now. "Sonny" said alexis. She had never seen him so distroyed. she knew he had truely loved her. Ric just stood there in disbelif. "she can't be" he said. Yes he loved her but not in the way alexis should care. They were their for each other they were true friends till the end. Emily moved in. "sonny let me look her over" sonny stood up softly placing her head down. Emily moved over her chest there was a faint beating of her heart. Emily whispered "reese im not letting you go. We all need you in some way" she said. No one could hear her. from what Emily could tell that the reason reese wasn't breathing right was because she had a punchered lung. "does anyone have a ball point pen or a small knife or something. I got to relieve some of the presure." no one had anything. Being the smart one there alexis took out a earing. "Will this work?" she handed it to alexis. "Anything is worth a try" said emily. she ripped open reeses shirt exposing her body to all to see. Her only in her pants and bra. looking lifeless. Carefully Emily dug the earring into reese side. it didnt work. "I need something longer it won't reach." now reese was bleeding majorly from the small puncher wound. There was a rustle behind them and They all looked it was jason. "JASON THANK GOOD" siad emily runnign to him hugging him. "Hey all whats wrong with her" he nodded towards reese. "She is in bad shape jason do you have your knife?" "sure do." "can i use it?" "here ya go" emily took the knife and went back to reese. This time it worked. "Sonny hold this here she is loosing blood. keep the pressure though" said emily. Reese was starting to breath again "thank you" mouth sonny. sonny held her in his arms as he still applied pressure to her wound. Reese still didn't regain conciousness. Everyone left sonny alone with reese. he rubbed her hair back. "come on reese wake up. There is so much we need to discuss. Im sorry baby. I know you loved me and i treated you like shit. But i need you. I know that. You make me happy when you walk into a room. You make me feel whole. Come on reese. Please come back to me. I need you more then ever." Nothing came out of reese she just laid there motionless. Hours and hours went by. Finally the rescue crew found them sonny never left her side. until they forced him to when they took her to the hospital. But sonny was there right behind them when he could. Ric and alexis stood outside the door. Sonny looked up at them and got up and left reese. It was the first time since they had been back. "Alexis can you wait with her while i go get some coffee. i don't want her to be left alone" "yes of course" she walked into the room and sat next to her. sonny walked off. He still wasn't happy with is brother. He would rather believe in alexis then him right now. He came back a couple minutes later and thanked alexis and they left. Sonny paced reese room back and forth for hours and hours. he wasn't goign to leave her. He had spent the last 4 days there waiting on her to awake. He was alseep in the chair next to reese when she woke up that night. The doctors thought she would never wake up. she slowly moved and looked at sonny wondering why he was there adn what she was doing in the hospital. "Sonny" she weakly said. He thought he was dreaming. "sonny what are you doing here?" she asked not relizing she was in the hospital. She started to sit up. He got up quickly when he relized she was awake. "Take it easy reese." he put some pillows behind her head to make her comfortable. "You gave us quite a scare" reese hadn't known what happen. "what are you talking about sonny?" she asked. "you mean you dont remember" "no. the last thing i know is i was on a train ready to leave town from you and everyone else" she said. "ya we were all on that train. there was an accident reese. A train colliaded with another one. You were out of it for quite awhile" he was leaving out why she was out. "so how long was i out" he looked at her "well if you count down in that tunnel about 5 days" he said she was worried. "5 days what the hell happened to make me out for 5 days?" she looked at him worried. "well when we climbed out of the train. me, ric, alexis and emily. you where no where to be found so i started looking for you. I saw something shiny under the train it was your bracelet. you where stuck under the train" a nurse came in so he stoped talking then she left "is that it?" she asked. "no. thats not even close to being it" he moved to her bed. "the train was elavated so we could get out out safely. well the first attempt wasnt go good the train started to slide with the rocks and it was almost touching you. so i went in again and pulled you out just in time because right when i pulled you out the train came crashing down" tears was in his eyes because this next part was hard reese knew it too. "i was afraid i lost you" he choked down. "sonny what is it?" he took a deep breath "i was holding you when it came down. you were not breathing. you were almost dead. Ifi t wasnt for emily you would of died down there in that tunnel" she looked at him "what did emily do?" "you had a punchered lung. she tried relieving it with an earring but it didnt work so jason showed up and she used that. then not that long after the rescues showed up. and ive been here waiting for you to wake up. they said you might never wake up. but i knew you would" she looked down. "can you answer me this one question" "yes of course what is it?" he asked. "why did you go in for me? why are you here now. I betrayed and hurt you but yet you help save me. Why" he looked in her eyes "because i relized on that train when we were in the car alone together that i still love you reese and i didn't want you to leave. Im still not ready for you to leave my life. I want you to be apart of it. I would of rather died then stand by do nothing watching you died a horrible death. i am here now because i want to be here when you woke i wanted to be the one you saw first the one that means i hope still alot to you. I love you reese" he reached down and kissed her. she couldn't believe this sonny was saying he loved her. she didn't know what to do when he broke that kiss. "I love you too" she smiled and he smiled she saw the dimples. she reached her hand up to his face and her smile vanished as she traced his dimples. "whats wrong?" he asked. "those dimples i haven't seen in awhile. Im the reason why they disappered" "but your the reason why they are back" she smiled. "you get some rest im going to go home and get a shower. ill be back after that." "ok i will bye sonny" "bye reese" he gave her another kiss and walked out. she layed down on her side. she feel asleep dreaming of sonny. he had gone home and taken a shower grabbing a little box on the table. and went back to reese. she was asleep and so he was quiet. He had also stoped and gotten a dozen roses. and sat it all up when she woke she would see in one of the chairs in the room. the flower and a little box with a note. he then left the room watching from outside. her door left was closed but he could see in from the blinds. When she had woke she had seen it all. She slowly got out of bed and went to it. she smelled the roses and smiled. She then picked up the box that had the note on it and went and sat down on her bed. and sat the box down next to it. She started to read the note. "i am so glad that your sweet angelic face is back in my life. I sat there and watched you sleep and i just wanted to take you in my arms and kiss you. You are everything i ever wanted. In that box you might be wondering what is in it. You might be right. ill leave it up to you. but i do love you with all my heart reese i just wish i would of told you sooner. with lotz of love Sonny" she sat the note down and picked up the box. it was to smalle to be a necklace and to big to be earrings. She opened it. There was a ring. the biggest diamond ring she ever saw it was so beutiful. he came in and quietly said "so will you" she turned around and looked at him. "yes but are you sure you want to be with me" "very much" he went infront of her and took the ring out of the box and put it on her. "i would love to have you as my wife reese" he kissed her passionately. the kiss stopped and he looked into his eyes "god your beutiful" said sonny. she kissed him again. there was a knock on the door. Reese broke the kiss "come in" she looked around sonny at the door. In came Monica "You need to be getting your rest and you need to go home. you know she is fine and now she needs to heal" said monica. Sonny looked at her. "I'll be back in the morning" he said and he kissed her. she smiled and watched him leave. Monica came up to her and sat down on the stool next to her. "How are you feeling?" "ok i guess" monica looked at the vitals. "you were almost free Reese. You were going to be safe. Are you seriously going to stay for a man like Sonny" said monica. Reese looked down. "I know i was free and safe but then the train crashed and Sonny saved me. I know that you are not fond of him and i know i shoudn't stay but he wants me for real this time with out any second guessing. I love him. And i hope this works out" said reese. "i hope so too for yours and emily's sake" she got up and was heading out reese looked at her. "What do u mean for emily to?" "nothing get some rest" monica said. "No tell me" "Fine its just seems since you were gone and Carly is Carly that they have gotten a little close is all and i don't want to see either of you get hurt because of him" "thanks for telling me Monica" " your welcome ill check on you in the morning" monica reached and turned the light off. Reese couldn't sleep now. was what monica said true had Emily and Sonny gotten closer then she relized. She thought about when she would walk in on them with micheal when she was living at the house. They seemed happy. Reese finally feel asleep. Her mind was on over load. The next morning Reese was walking around and looking out her window thinking of returning Sonny's ring. She seemed sad and confused. Sonny was standing outside her door looking in. He couldnt see her. He opened the door quitely and went in. He saw her at the window looking out the window holding the ring in her hands not on her finger. "Reese" he said. She looked over her shoulder and gave a faint smile. "Hey" he could tell something was wrong. He went up to her "if everything ok?" "im not sure sonny" he looked down at her hand "are you going to give it back to me?" "i don't know" "what changed?" "i love you, you know that right" "yes i do but why are you giving it back to me" "i didn't say i was" "but your thinking about it. do u think i don't love you?" "no its not that. Its just" she trailed off. "Just what" "what about emily?" "what about her?" "You guys are close now and I am not going to come back here and pick up my life again if its not going to work" "what are you talking about are you saying if i want to be with emily to tell you" "its ok if you do i will so understand" "i did not ask Emily to marry me i asked you. I am not romatinicly envolved with her she is like another sister to me" he walked over to her and picked her chin up. "Are you sure about that?" "possitive" he took her in his arms kissing her on her forehead then holding her in his arms. "So you going to keep it?" "i guess" she said she still wasn't possitive about it. Monica came in "You didn't waste no time" she said towards sonny. "How are you feeling Reese?" "ok i guess" she was lieing she wasnt going to tell her infront of Sonny she was hurtting. "Honey can you go get me some coffee or something" she was trying to get him to leave "sure thing" he kissed her and left. "ok now the truth" said monica she could tell that she wasn't feeling so hot. reese worked her way back over to the bed. "i hurt badly" "where" "here" she moved towards the lower part of her stomach. "thats expected" "why?" "because last night after i left i went to the lab to get some of your labs results and it turns out reese that you were pregnant. almost 4 months. did you know u where pregnant?" "yes but" "but sonny didn't know" "right" "i see but i got to tell you he will find out" "but why?" "because you need a cnr if you ever want to have another kid" "oh" "well do we have to tell him how long exactly far along i was?" "no i guess not. do u want to go now or wait on him to be back" "well i you can send a nurse in here to tell him ill be out soon but yes lets get this over with." "ok you were not showing reese. you were not taking care of yourself" "i know i also wasn't sure if it was ric's or sonnys but im going with sonny" "i know" she wheelchair reese out and she sent in a nurse. sonny was looking around her room when she was getting the cnr. "mr. corthinos" "yes. wheres reese" "she will be right back i was told to come and tell you she is getting a cnr done right now" "DNR?" "ya its because of her miscarriage" "Her what" "opps, i must be going she will be right back" Sonny sat down in disbleif "miscarrage reese was pregrnant" he said to himself. just then Reese was wheeled in by monica.