A/N: Hey! I thought of this while writing my other one-shot, Your Beautiful Soul. Hope you like!
IMPORTANT! MUST READ! Okay, I jammed my finger and I was planning to update Fairy Tales Just Aren't For Me but since I jammed my finger, I might update next week since all this weekend I'm extremely busy. I might - and this is only a might - update it today or tomorrow is I can manage to type the last page. I'll try my best.
Disclaimer: I do now own Ella Enchanted or this song, which belongs to Jesse McCartney (the song.)
EDIT NOTE: Since we are no longer allowed to have song lyrics, I sadly will have to delete these. Sorry! But where there are III, that means those are where the lyrics should've been.
Why don't You Just Kiss her?
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I, Prince Charmont of Kyrria, fell in love with Lady Eleanor of Frell, also known as Ella. She has become a great friend – a wonderful friend – whom I can tell everything I wish and never bore her. But, my stupid feelings will ruin our friendship relationship. I love her and I don't know if she loves me as well, or thinks of me other than a mere friend. If only I hadn't fallen in love with her smile, her life, and everything about this girl, our easygoing friendship would have continued and my mind would be at peace, and not wondering what should I do.
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Being with her, suffocates me, knowing that I love her but doing nothing about it. I want to hold her in my hands, hold her tight, but I hold back, scared of what would happen. Would she love me as well or would she look at me with disgust? Being a prince doesn't help either. What if she was only after my crown if she told me she loved me? What if she was just like those other minxes, after gold and wealth, luxury and fame?
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I lie in bed sometimes, wondering what she would say if I would kiss her. Would she run away, would she kiss me back? Would she love me, or would she hate me? I wish she would make her feelings apparent, I am dying to know if she loves me as I love her.
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Every time I see her, my heart fills with emotions, with love, but I bite back the words. I act like a caring friend, but not like a lovesick man that I am. I know I need to tell her, need to show her, that I love her, that I want her by my side forever and ever. But how? What if she rejects me?
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The answer might seem easy; just tell her. But I can't, I am scared. Yes, I am a coward, I know. And I am suppose to be future king and I can barely tell a woman I love her. It's hard, you know. You might believe it to be easy but it's not. Even though my heart screams for me to tell her, to hold her, to kiss her, I hide those feelings and she never knows. What if she gets married before I can tell her how I feel? I try telling myself this when I'm with her, to push myself to tell her. But after I say it, fear comes with it. What if she doesn't feel the way I feel about her? What if I am just a friend, nothing more? But I know that I have to tell her...I know I have to...
I love Ella of Frell with all my heart, with all my love. But how do you tell someone that you love them when they are supposed to be only a friend? How do you get up the nerve to kiss them without the fear of rejection plaguing your mind?
How do you, a lovesick man, tell the woman that you love, that you love them? Why don't I kiss her, before it's too late? Why is this so hard to admit to a lady that you are deeply in love with them? So many questions...but where are the answers? Why don't I just kiss her? Why? Why can I not admit my feelings to Ella of Frell? Why does she hold such a power over me?
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A/N: Hope you liked! Please review!