"Confession 1and 2"
Editor: Noseless Wonder
A T/P & G/B, A/U Story
Written by: Mysterious
Trunks-25
Goten-24
Pan-19
Bra-18
Dragonball/Z/GT and all characters contained therein are property of
Akira Toriyama and Toei, so please don't sue me.
(Prologue)
*Pan's POV*
I'm sitting on my bed thinking about the angel who has stolen my heart. I'm in love with my best friend's brother, a man who is fourteen years older than me. That 'small' difference, however, doesn't stop me from thinking about him every second of the day. Sometimes, I think I'm going to go crazy when he plagues my every thought. I love this man with all my heart, but could he possibly love me the way I love him? I'm sitting here on my bed like every other night, wondering about the past three years and how things have changed so much... ever since Grandpa left us. How can one life change so many people?
Nobody really talks about him anymore. When they do, they change the subject as soon as it starts. I miss him very much and can't stop thinking about him. I wonder if he's thinking of us, wherever he might be. I hope one day he'll come back to us.
When Grandpa left, Vegeta was very depressed. Even though he would not say he missed him, you could see it in his eyes. Mom and Dad didn't take it that hard. They kept saying that he would return, but I knew he wouldn't. To me, it seemed that they were in denial.
Grandma cried her heart out for three straight days. It nearly killed me to see her hurt so much. We did all we could to make her feel better, but we knew nothing could take away the pain in her heart. Uncle Goten took it real bad, not because his father left him, but because of what it was doing to his mother. He's become distant with everyone including, Trunks, his best friend since birth. I'm the only one he talks to other than Grandma. He built a wall around himself, afraid of anyone getting close and seeing that he was in pain. I love my family, and would do anything for them, even at the cost of my life, if need be. I wish I could take away the pain, but I can't.
Bulma took it hard too. She went back to working at Capsule Corporation, in order to make herself too busy to think about her best friend, the alien Saiyan boy. Bra cried. You might not believe me when I say this, but after her mourning ended, she wanted to learn to fight. You should have seen Vegeta's face when she said those words to him.
It shocked everyone in the room. At once, everyone asked her why. With tears filling her eyes, she said that she wouldn't allow anymore friends or family to be taken away from her. She wanted to become stronger. Vegeta wrapped his arms around his daughter, a smile of pride and sadness lacing his features because he knew his little girl was no longer so little. She was becoming a woman by putting herself in danger to protect those she held dear. Even though he would never let her fight, he would train her, if that was what she truly wanted.
Trunks just kept staring out the window like he was waiting for something to happen. I remember that like it was yesterday because that is the day I discovered I truly loved him. I walked up to him and asked him if he was alright. He turned and looked at me with sad eyes as he grabbed my hands and walked outside. I never expected he would pull me into his arms and cry. I don't know how long we were outside, but it didn't matter. Here was a man that I loved with all my heart, crying and in my arms, of all people. We stayed like that for a long while, that's all I knew. At that moment, time had no meaning.
Soon, I felt him move away. From the sudden loss of his embrace I reflexively looked up to the most beautiful blue eyes in the whole wide world. Those eyes can show so much and yet, they can hide everything. He just stared at me for a while, blue eyes staring into brown eyes. There was this look in his face that I just couldn't place. I smiled at him.
He actually smiled back at me and said, "Thanks Pan. I just needed a shoulder to cry on."
"I know how you feel Trunks. I'll miss him just as much as you will." I said.
"I know Panny." he said, still looking at me with that look I just couldn't place.
"I'm glad you know that, but don't ever call me Panny again. I'm not a kid."
"Yeah, I know that." He chuckled, as he walked to the door. Before he went in, he turned and said, "Thanks Pan."
"You don't have to thank me. I did nothing."
"You did plenty. I will never forget this." he said, opening the door and walking in.
I stayed outside, looking up at the stars with a smile on my face at what had just
happened between me and Trunks. I wondered if I will ever have the courage
to tell the lavender haired man my true feelings for him.
"One day " I said as I walked in the house with my family and friends.
* End of Flash Back*
That was three years ago and now look at me, I'm seventeen and a coward. Will you ever be mine? Can Trunks and I be more than just friends? Maybe one day, but for now I'll have to keep you in my dreams... and my heart. "Sweet dreams my Prince."
"As the night, comes.
And the day passes by.
I see your vision in the sweetest light.
I'll hold you, threw the darkest of nights.
Until dawn, and we open are eyes."
*Trunks' POV*
It's late and I can't get her out of my mind. She means so much to me and it's killing me to keep it from her. Every day, seeing her is heaven, but not being able to hold her is hell. She looks more beautiful with each passing year. I can't remember when I truly fell in love with her, but I know it was sometime in space. Every time she was in danger, I felt some kind of... sensation, that I couldn't understand. All I knew was that I had to protect her, no matter what the cost.
The little things she did for me were the most precious. I can recall the moment I had to dress up as a girl to retrieve a Dragon Ball. That was a very embarrassing day, and she never let me forget it. We all had a good laugh, but her and Goku promised never to tell anyone. As far as I know, they never did. They kept their promise. I'm sure if they had told someone, I would have heard about it by now.
I love her so much. I feel alone without her. I just hope I have the chance to tell her just how much she means to me.
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Chapter 2
* The Son's Home *
*Pan's POV*
When I woke up this morning, something told me it was going to be a long day. First, I woke up from a very erotic dream. Then, my mother walks in my room and tells me that dad and her are leaving for two weeks. Boy was I shocked. They were leaving me all alone. Well, that was soon thrown out the window. My thought of fun was dumped into the trash the moment I heard my mother say something about me staying at the Briefs for those two weeks.
"Damn." What am I going to do now? I'll be staying in the same house where Trunks sleeps! What am I going to do?
For these past three years, all I've wanted to do was kiss him like there was no tomorrow... among other things. It's really not that bad, if you think about it.
Maybe staying at the Briefs could have its advantages. I mean, maybe this is the moment I need to spill my feelings to the Capsule Corp. President. That's right girl, you'll just go over there and have fun for two weeks. Nothing to it... At least, I hope so.
* Capsule Corp. *
*Trunks' POV*
I woke up today after the best dream a man could have only to be harassed by my mother. Boy, does she know when to interrupted someone at the wrong time. Then, she started talking about being on time for work and that Gohan and Videl were going to be away for two weeks. Then, she told me that Pan would be staying with us.
As soon as she said that angel's name, I felt like my heart would explode. Pan... that name that has been on my mind for the past three years.
What am I going to say to her when she gets here? It's been a long time since we talked. I can remember that day. It was when Goku left. Everyone was very upset and asking questions that they knew would never be answered.
All I could think about was how Pan was hiding her feelings by helping every one else with their pain, never tending or succumbing to her own. I was pissed because he left his wife without saying goodbye. Not to mention, Goten and Gohan. Did he even think of how they would feel not having him around? And what about Pan? she loved him and they became really close when we were in space
looking for the black star Dragon Balls. What was he thinking?
From what I can recall, I was looking outside the window when Pan came up to me. All I could think about was the anger I had for Goku and what he was doing to everyone. The next thing I knew, I was taking her outside with me. Then, I pulled her close and cried. When I finally let her go, I looked into her big brown eyes and everything was suddenly alright. She just smiled. I told her thanks, and that I just needed someone to cry with. She made me feel complete simply by letting me hold her. Yes, she was only fourteen, but I couldn't help the way I was feeling. I loved this girl, but I couldn't show her how much she meant to me. I wanted to take her away from all this, but Gohan would kill me if I touched her in any way. So, I started to walk to the door after saying a few words to each other. Before I went inside, I looked back and told her thanks for being that someone I needed.
She stayed out there for awhile. I knew I shouldn't have, but I watched her from the window. She looked so cute and that smile could melt any man's heart. I knew that I would wait for her until the end of time. When she's old enough, I'll tell her my feelings.
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Okay, I did a whole makeover on this story. I took off and added some new things. I hope I did a lot better than the first time I posted this story.
Editor: Noseless Wonder
A T/P & G/B, A/U Story
Written by: Mysterious
Trunks-25
Goten-24
Pan-19
Bra-18
Dragonball/Z/GT and all characters contained therein are property of
Akira Toriyama and Toei, so please don't sue me.
(Prologue)
*Pan's POV*
I'm sitting on my bed thinking about the angel who has stolen my heart. I'm in love with my best friend's brother, a man who is fourteen years older than me. That 'small' difference, however, doesn't stop me from thinking about him every second of the day. Sometimes, I think I'm going to go crazy when he plagues my every thought. I love this man with all my heart, but could he possibly love me the way I love him? I'm sitting here on my bed like every other night, wondering about the past three years and how things have changed so much... ever since Grandpa left us. How can one life change so many people?
Nobody really talks about him anymore. When they do, they change the subject as soon as it starts. I miss him very much and can't stop thinking about him. I wonder if he's thinking of us, wherever he might be. I hope one day he'll come back to us.
When Grandpa left, Vegeta was very depressed. Even though he would not say he missed him, you could see it in his eyes. Mom and Dad didn't take it that hard. They kept saying that he would return, but I knew he wouldn't. To me, it seemed that they were in denial.
Grandma cried her heart out for three straight days. It nearly killed me to see her hurt so much. We did all we could to make her feel better, but we knew nothing could take away the pain in her heart. Uncle Goten took it real bad, not because his father left him, but because of what it was doing to his mother. He's become distant with everyone including, Trunks, his best friend since birth. I'm the only one he talks to other than Grandma. He built a wall around himself, afraid of anyone getting close and seeing that he was in pain. I love my family, and would do anything for them, even at the cost of my life, if need be. I wish I could take away the pain, but I can't.
Bulma took it hard too. She went back to working at Capsule Corporation, in order to make herself too busy to think about her best friend, the alien Saiyan boy. Bra cried. You might not believe me when I say this, but after her mourning ended, she wanted to learn to fight. You should have seen Vegeta's face when she said those words to him.
It shocked everyone in the room. At once, everyone asked her why. With tears filling her eyes, she said that she wouldn't allow anymore friends or family to be taken away from her. She wanted to become stronger. Vegeta wrapped his arms around his daughter, a smile of pride and sadness lacing his features because he knew his little girl was no longer so little. She was becoming a woman by putting herself in danger to protect those she held dear. Even though he would never let her fight, he would train her, if that was what she truly wanted.
Trunks just kept staring out the window like he was waiting for something to happen. I remember that like it was yesterday because that is the day I discovered I truly loved him. I walked up to him and asked him if he was alright. He turned and looked at me with sad eyes as he grabbed my hands and walked outside. I never expected he would pull me into his arms and cry. I don't know how long we were outside, but it didn't matter. Here was a man that I loved with all my heart, crying and in my arms, of all people. We stayed like that for a long while, that's all I knew. At that moment, time had no meaning.
Soon, I felt him move away. From the sudden loss of his embrace I reflexively looked up to the most beautiful blue eyes in the whole wide world. Those eyes can show so much and yet, they can hide everything. He just stared at me for a while, blue eyes staring into brown eyes. There was this look in his face that I just couldn't place. I smiled at him.
He actually smiled back at me and said, "Thanks Pan. I just needed a shoulder to cry on."
"I know how you feel Trunks. I'll miss him just as much as you will." I said.
"I know Panny." he said, still looking at me with that look I just couldn't place.
"I'm glad you know that, but don't ever call me Panny again. I'm not a kid."
"Yeah, I know that." He chuckled, as he walked to the door. Before he went in, he turned and said, "Thanks Pan."
"You don't have to thank me. I did nothing."
"You did plenty. I will never forget this." he said, opening the door and walking in.
I stayed outside, looking up at the stars with a smile on my face at what had just
happened between me and Trunks. I wondered if I will ever have the courage
to tell the lavender haired man my true feelings for him.
"One day " I said as I walked in the house with my family and friends.
* End of Flash Back*
That was three years ago and now look at me, I'm seventeen and a coward. Will you ever be mine? Can Trunks and I be more than just friends? Maybe one day, but for now I'll have to keep you in my dreams... and my heart. "Sweet dreams my Prince."
"As the night, comes.
And the day passes by.
I see your vision in the sweetest light.
I'll hold you, threw the darkest of nights.
Until dawn, and we open are eyes."
*Trunks' POV*
It's late and I can't get her out of my mind. She means so much to me and it's killing me to keep it from her. Every day, seeing her is heaven, but not being able to hold her is hell. She looks more beautiful with each passing year. I can't remember when I truly fell in love with her, but I know it was sometime in space. Every time she was in danger, I felt some kind of... sensation, that I couldn't understand. All I knew was that I had to protect her, no matter what the cost.
The little things she did for me were the most precious. I can recall the moment I had to dress up as a girl to retrieve a Dragon Ball. That was a very embarrassing day, and she never let me forget it. We all had a good laugh, but her and Goku promised never to tell anyone. As far as I know, they never did. They kept their promise. I'm sure if they had told someone, I would have heard about it by now.
I love her so much. I feel alone without her. I just hope I have the chance to tell her just how much she means to me.
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Chapter 2
* The Son's Home *
*Pan's POV*
When I woke up this morning, something told me it was going to be a long day. First, I woke up from a very erotic dream. Then, my mother walks in my room and tells me that dad and her are leaving for two weeks. Boy was I shocked. They were leaving me all alone. Well, that was soon thrown out the window. My thought of fun was dumped into the trash the moment I heard my mother say something about me staying at the Briefs for those two weeks.
"Damn." What am I going to do now? I'll be staying in the same house where Trunks sleeps! What am I going to do?
For these past three years, all I've wanted to do was kiss him like there was no tomorrow... among other things. It's really not that bad, if you think about it.
Maybe staying at the Briefs could have its advantages. I mean, maybe this is the moment I need to spill my feelings to the Capsule Corp. President. That's right girl, you'll just go over there and have fun for two weeks. Nothing to it... At least, I hope so.
* Capsule Corp. *
*Trunks' POV*
I woke up today after the best dream a man could have only to be harassed by my mother. Boy, does she know when to interrupted someone at the wrong time. Then, she started talking about being on time for work and that Gohan and Videl were going to be away for two weeks. Then, she told me that Pan would be staying with us.
As soon as she said that angel's name, I felt like my heart would explode. Pan... that name that has been on my mind for the past three years.
What am I going to say to her when she gets here? It's been a long time since we talked. I can remember that day. It was when Goku left. Everyone was very upset and asking questions that they knew would never be answered.
All I could think about was how Pan was hiding her feelings by helping every one else with their pain, never tending or succumbing to her own. I was pissed because he left his wife without saying goodbye. Not to mention, Goten and Gohan. Did he even think of how they would feel not having him around? And what about Pan? she loved him and they became really close when we were in space
looking for the black star Dragon Balls. What was he thinking?
From what I can recall, I was looking outside the window when Pan came up to me. All I could think about was the anger I had for Goku and what he was doing to everyone. The next thing I knew, I was taking her outside with me. Then, I pulled her close and cried. When I finally let her go, I looked into her big brown eyes and everything was suddenly alright. She just smiled. I told her thanks, and that I just needed someone to cry with. She made me feel complete simply by letting me hold her. Yes, she was only fourteen, but I couldn't help the way I was feeling. I loved this girl, but I couldn't show her how much she meant to me. I wanted to take her away from all this, but Gohan would kill me if I touched her in any way. So, I started to walk to the door after saying a few words to each other. Before I went inside, I looked back and told her thanks for being that someone I needed.
She stayed out there for awhile. I knew I shouldn't have, but I watched her from the window. She looked so cute and that smile could melt any man's heart. I knew that I would wait for her until the end of time. When she's old enough, I'll tell her my feelings.
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Okay, I did a whole makeover on this story. I took off and added some new things. I hope I did a lot better than the first time I posted this story.