Broken Hearts

Goodbye

Today is the day I'll take a big step to finally escape my actual life. I've been building up the courage to do this for almost six months now. You might be asking yourself, what is so bad for a twenty-five year old pop sensation? Well, let me tell you… I got married to Nick Jonas, as known as the love of my life, when I was twenty-two, we have an eighteen month old daughter named Madison Alexa Gray or simply Maddi, everything was going amazing, until that day, the day my life came crashing down, the day I found out my beloved husband was cheating on me…

Flashback

I entered the hotel, I had just gotten back from a meeting with some music producers, I have to admit that being a mother is not as easy as you think, especially when you are a worldwide known pop sensation, there was lack of sleep, no time for yourself because you are just thinking about your son or daughter in my case. But I don't complain about it, I mean it sure means sacrifice but in the end it's all worth it. Anyways, I had just left Mads with my parents since I wanted some alone time with Nick, and we were in Texas due to Nick's work. He was filming a new movie. The truth is he has been acting really weird this past month but I thought it was just lack of sleep. So, I was looking for him when I heard some weird noises coming out of another room so I decided to go check, as I was reaching the door to this room I could hear moaning, this is really weird. I opened the door slowly trying not to make any sound, I couldn't really see anything but a girl on top of a guy in a heated make-out session, I wondered who they were but that was none of my business. At least, I thought so until this guy turned around so now he was on top, he looked so familiar for some reason, he looks just like—wait WHAT?! That can't be Nick, I mean I don't think he would cheat on me, would he? "No, no, no, no!" I told myself "Don't think those things about your husband, I mean we have a child and she's just 3 ½ months old" my thoughts were interrupted by that girl yelling "Nickkk." Now what the heck is that supposed to mean? Then, I felt my heart broke into a million pieces, I could recognize him and plus, if you put all the clues together, this is the result. I couldn't believe it; my husband was having an affair while I was raising our child! That was unfair. I closed the door swiftly without making a sound. I decided to head straight to my room. Once I finally reached my room. I sat on the bed and felt hot tears fall of my eyes. That was the most hurtful and humiliating thing I have ever gone through. At first I wanted to bad to leave, I couldn't go through that. But then, I thought about my daughter. She needed a paternal figure by her side; so, I decided to just let it go and continue my life like that never happened. I had to be strong for Mads.

End of the flashback

I shivered as those thoughts came back to mind; it was really hurtful knowing the love of your life was cheating on you with one of your so called friends. Nobody knew this except for me, I told neither my family nor his, I know I should have told my family or at least my friends, but I couldn't I felt so humiliated and angry yet broken. My thoughts were interrupted by two tinny arms around my leg, I looked down to see my beautiful daughter; she had big ocean blue eyes just like mine she has light brown curly hair and is really tall for her age. She looked confused.

"Mowmmy, why awre we pawcking?" She asked looking around the room.

"Because, we are going on vacations!" I said enthusiastically.

"Rweally?" She said pumped up by my last sentence

"Yep!" I smiled to her, I knew I was lying to her but it was for her well-being. I didn't want to tell her we were going away from her father because she didn't love me anymore.

"Wherew awre we going?" She looked really excited by these vacations.

"We are going to Australia!" That's right when I said I was going far away from him I meant it. I didn't want to see his face anywhere near me. Plus, it was an awesome play to live in.

"wow!" she said cringing her nose, just like I did when I was confused. I laughed at her expression. Of course she had no idea where Australia was she was only eighteen months old.

"Don't worry honey" I said not wanting to explain where Australia was because it would be useless.

"owkay" she said still confused.

"We'll be staying with aunt Brandy there, isn't that great?" I asked her knowing she would be stocked once she knew we were staying at my older sister's place. She had a 6 year old daughter named Natasha.

"Yay!" I saw her face light up when I told her we were going to see Tasha.

I smiled and took her hand to head to her room. She was still in PJ's and I knew I didn't have much time before Nick came home from his 'work trip'. I didn't let her choose what she wanted to wear since all her clothes were already packed. I helped her into a light purple shirt that had 'hello kitten' (A/N: legal) in it, along with white loose shorts and purple sneakers.

"Hey, Madi stay here. I'll just go to put all our things in the car real quick" I said getting ready to leave. She answered with a nod. I grabbed all our suitcases and took them to the car. Our flight wasn't until about 6pm so I wanted to go to Kevin's house where everyone was having a family BBQ, but of course Nick wasn't there. I went upstairs to grab Madi and put her in her seat. I got to the driver's seat and started engineering the car.

"Mowmmy" Madi said looking out the window "Why isn't daddy cowming with us?"

I panicked I didn't know what to tell her, I thought she forgot about that.

"Uhm, well you see daddy's not coming on this trip" I saw her face fell "Because these vacations are just mother-daughter vacations!" I exclaimed

"ohh!" Now I could see a cheeky smile in her face. "Whewre awre we goiwng riwte now?"

"To say bye to your uncles" I simply said

"Owkay"

When we finally got there, I helped Mads out of the car. She immediately ran to ring the bell. As I close the car doors I heard someone asking who was at the door. I turned around to find Joe standing in the door looking for somebody. "Who are you looking for, weirdo?" I asked laughing

He smiled when he saw me "Mileyy!" He ran and gave me a bone-crashing hug. We got pulled away by two arms. Joe looked down to see Madison standing there.

"Madison!" He lowered to see her in the eyes and hugged her.

"Unclew Jowey!" She hugged him as hard as she could. I had a huge grin in my face but then I remembered the reason we were here, and it was to say goodbye. As soon as that grin appeared on my face it faded. Joe pulled away from Madison and I knew I had to fake a smile.

"Come in!" He moved so that we could enter the house.

Once we had greeted everyone in the house, I took Madison to the backyard where all the kids were.

"So, how's everything?" Danielle asked. I sighed silently when she asked that.

"I'm good" I lied "But I've been better" Now that wasn't that much of a lie.

"Okay" She said.

"Where's Nick?" Kevin asked. Obviously he had no idea; well nobody knew where he was. Of course I did, he went on a 'work trip' which means he's busy cheating on her wife.

"Oh, um, I don't really know" I stated looking down.

"What do you mean?" Demi asked

"I don't know anything about him anymore" I looked up and saw everyone's eyes on me, I could see they were really confused, I wanted so bad to tell them what has been happening in the last year but I don't know how to. I knew that If I told them I would cry my eyes out, it hurt me so bad this but I needed to be strong.

"Miley, what did you meant by that?" I looked down as a single tear fell off my eye.

"Are you okay?" Joe asked, I knew he was worried. But I couldn't face them, not yet.

"yeah" I said, my voice sounded hoarsely. I couldn't stand it anymore, I was about to explode. So, I run away. I went out of the house and to my car. I was crying so hard I didn't notice Joe had followed me and was now sitting in the passenger's seat. I looked at him with tears streaming down my face, he opened his arms. I hugged him tightly and sobbed really hard as he started comforting me.

"Shh, Mi" he comforted me "Everything is going to be okay"

I really appreciated his words but I knew nothing was alright; I shook my head no "No Joe! Nothing's alright!" By that time I was sobbing uncontrollably.

"Shh, Mi. Please calm down, so you can explain everything and I can help you" I tried my best at stopping my sobbing. After about 5 minutes I controlled it. So, I started telling him everything. I knew he was shocked, well everyone could tell that since he had his mouth wide open. As I was telling him everything I felt hot salty tears falling off of my eyes.

Once I was finished he offered his arms and I hugged him again. I had told him everything except for the leaving today part. I build up the courage to tell him. It was now or never.

"Joe" I said as I pulled away "Yah, Miles?" he looked at me.

"I-I have to tell you something really important" I was kind of nervous as I said that.

"Ok, shoot!" I had to tell him NOW. It wasn't long till I had to leave with Madison "I'm-I'm leaving to-today" I looked down.

"Wh-what?!" He was shocked. "I'm sorry, but I can't take it anymore. I love Nick so much that it hurts. And I can't take this anymore. I have to be strong for Madi, she thinks we are going on vacations. Please don't hate me"

"What Mi? I don't hate you, I couldn't. I'm sorry my brother is such an a**hole. He doesn't deserve you. And I'll always support you, no matter what. Just know that"

By now, I was already crying. He was so sweet. He was like my older brother, and I was grateful he understood what I was going through "Thanks Joey!" We hugged one last time and went inside. I looked at my watch. It was already 3pm and our flight was for 8pm. We didn't had much time, so I decided to go inside and say goodbye to leave. Otherwise, we'll lose the flight. Once I was inside, I told them I was leaving to Australia for a long time and I told them Joe would tell them after. I went outside to get Madison. We were almost done saying goodbye, the only one left was Kevin.

"I guess this is it" I mumbled

"Yah, Promise you'll take care of yourself and Mads, lil' sis!" Kevin said as he hugged me.

"I promise, Kev" I pulled away. "I got to go!" I took Madison's hand.

"Bye, Miley" Danielle & Demi said as they shed some tears.

"Bye, guys! I love you" I hugged them one last time. "I promise I'll call as soon as I'm setted"

We got to the car and I drove away. Finally escaping my life…

(A/N: I'll leave it there, I know is not that good but it's my first chapter and I'm sorry If I have grammar problems but my native language isn't English, so I'm sorry. Please review and tell me what you think about this. Hope you like it!)