Disclaimer: I do not own any twilight characters or plots. I'm just borrowing it for entertainment purposes. The characters who you are not familiar with and the plot are those i own.

A/N: This is my second fanfic! I will make it not too long or too short, just average length 'cause vacation will soon be over and i'm sure that i'll be busy with school works... that's all! R&R! h0pe y0u like it! :)


Chapter 1: Fall to Spring, Winter to Summer

Ever since we were kids, we've always been best friends. We actually thought that we were siblings. That time, we were so hard to separate that our parents have no choice but let the other sleep over one's house.

I remember once we were playing by the beach. We were running like there's no tomorrow. Jacob was always the one who wins our race and I was always the one who would get hurt. I'd always stumble on a rock then have a wound on my knee. I'd cry and he will too like he was experiencing the same pain I am having. Since then I treat him as my big brother.

We were that close though, as we were growing up, our closeness was decreasing. He met new friends at school and so am I. Our circle of friends now never became one although we attend the same school and most of our schedules are the same.

That's why I am wondering why it became like that. We used to talk to each other like every second and now even a second we don't. We used to hang out at each other's place but now even passing by the front of our house we don't. Why did we become so separated when before we're like super-glued? Why did…

"Miss Carlson! Pay attention please!"

I almost jumped to my feet when I heard Mrs. Levi's angry voice. I was in my music class and I was pressing the wrong note in my keyboard. I quickly composed myself, slightly shaking my head from my daydream and looked at the musical sheet in front of me.

I started where I ended then let myself play gracefully. Since I was little, playing keyboard or piano is my expertise. Jacob would always request me to play and he would always clap his hands during the song then I would find out that he was already asleep after I was finished. I was always mad whenever he did that so I would tickle him whenever I caught him sleeping. But he's a heavy-sleeper so always I would give up on tickling him and I would lay beside him and also sleep.

My music class went fast. The bell rang right before Mrs. Levi's unending sermons started, saving us from boredom.

I went directly to the cafeteria. My friends were already at our usual table at lunch. I went to the counter to get my food. Then, I went back to our table.

In the corner of my eyes, I can see where Jacob and his friends were. Although I'm used to his muscularity, I was always surprised whenever I see him. He was already well-built and very tall even though he's just sixteen. And his face… his face was now different. It's like a mask was worn by him. He was just not him. I cannot feel the warmth and love in his face which I'm seeing right now…

'I miss you, Jake.'

"Macky!" I felt someone shaking slightly my shoulders but I just shrugged. "AIRE MACKONY CARLSON!" [yep, that's my full name]

"What?!" I answered blankly turning around to face Paige Maxwell, my best friend who was sitting beside me.

"Earth to Macky?!" – I raised an eyebrow to her – "That freakin' huge boy is looking at you," she said while pointing at Jacob.

"He got a name, okay? It's Jacob Black," I said while munching a part of my sandwich. Then I suddenly felt that my mouth fell open. I turned my head to where Jacob was. And he was there in his seat looking so gorgeous and fine with a sweet smile on his face; his eyes resting on mine. Paige was right; he was really looking at me.

By the time I lay my eyes on his, it is like all the coldness I felt all those years we were separated were brushed off by the warmth in his eyes. The blueness in the surroundings was suddenly colorful. The fall became spring and the winter became summer. All of the sad emotions I was feeling were turned upside down out of the blue. I can feel that it is the end of a miserable feeling... the beginning of a wonderful life.

'Why is he looking at me like that? What is he up to? Will everything be back to normal, to how it was before?'

A/N: What do you think Jacob will do? Will he talk to Macky or not? ...hmm, i guess that's pretty obvious..haha..please read and review! constructive criticism is accepted... love lots, XaireXjacobX