Tell me where to go. Tell me what to do. Tell me what to say. Tell me how to think. Tell me where I am. Tell me how to be. Tell me how to act….but tell me who am I
I opened my eyes just to be blinded by a bright light. Questions just ran through my head. I tried to ask but nothing came out…no sound. I did hear a voice it was the voice of a man.
"she's waking up, bring some food and stuff we must explain what is going on"
Are they talking about me? Is something wrong? Did I do something wrong? Is something wrong with me? Explain what?
I looked both ways or at least I tried too, all I saw was a white light.
Why can't I see color? Is that what's wrong with me?
All of a sudden I felt something hot and wet on my head. As if on instinct my hand went to my head to inspect the object well, that was until I heard a calm voice a lady's voice.
"shhh, child calm down its just a cloth it will help you, plus I won't hurt you im a nurse just relax. You seem to have a bit of a fever the wet cloth will help, my name is Ashley just to let you know. May I ask what your name is?"
What is my name? who am I? how come I don't know nor do I remember? Why?
The room stayed silent until the nurse's voice rang back.
"child do you know you name?" she asked gently grabbing my hand. I looked down I just kept seeing white nothing more nothing less. I opened my mouth to answer but once again I couldn't speck nothing wanted to come out. I looked back at the nurse I knew where she was standing because of wear she was holding my hand. It was silent no noise was heard. After a minute or so I just heard she sigh.
"child, can you talk?" her hand squeezed mine tighter. I shook my head. She gasped gently. "child, look at me, you cant talk" I looked up to where the voice was coming from. Again I shook my head.
"I will be back don't move please don't" I nodded then I heard a door slam shut. I wanted to cry but how could I? I could tell that I few minutes went by until the door opened again. I heard the man's voice once again
"uhh, child the nurse told me you can't talk." I just looked straight not even trying to find where the voice came from. I merely shook my head to respond. "well alright then, ill write that down I still need to do a checkup I will be back" the door shut again I kept looking straight ahead. In a matter of seconds the doctor came back. "miss can you face me this way" I did what I was told.
"good it seems that you are in control of your body" I smiled a bit at least nothing is wrong with that. I then felt him, grab my ears "they look fine your skin looks fine no damage done, ok now we will see how your eyes work" I felt myself run cold, my eyes. "follow the stick please" he asked. I could see the stick; all I can see is white. I looked down shutting my eyes tightly. I felt my hand ball up. I knew then that I began to sob. I felt his arm on my shoulder I didn't even try to look up. Sighing the man left I heard him shut the door. I brought my knees to my chest and began to cry a bit louder.
Why can't I see? Why can' I talk? What is my name? Where am I? Why am I here? Why couldn't I just die were I was before? Please just tell me who I am?
No one came back after that. At one point I got up to walk around or at least try. I was able to get up but then I fell I couldn't see where I was going so I began to hold the wall. That was until I felt something cold a metal like. Twisting it I opened the door and began to walk out. I heard nothing as if ever one was sleeping. Walking endlessly through the place I was in. then I heard a voice the nurse's voice.
"child, what are you doing out here nightfall has come, an angel should not be out unless you want the devil to get you" she ran to me and grabbed my hand. "we must take you to your room so you can get some rest" I just nodded on the way she bought the earlier events back "I heard your you know blind and mute" she said gently. I looked down in shame, but nodded. She stayed silent and when we got there she just put me in bed. Then she was gone.
Thinking in the darkness I then again felt tears run down my eyes. Questions ran through my head.
What is my name? why wont anybody tell me who I am? Why cant I hear? Why am I mute? Why cant I see color? Why am I blind? What did I do? did I do something wrong?
As the question ran through my head I never noticed when I fell asleep
And done I finished the first chapter don't ask were this idea come from it just did. And I have fallen in love with an anime called hetalia gosh I love it so much. Oh and I don't own anything sadly but oh well.