I love him.
I know that I do.
Hes the most important person in my life by far.
Nobody can replace him.
Nobody could ever impact me the way he does.
Nobody.
He dosent love me. He has my brother... And I hate him for that.
I hate everyone that has taken him away from me. I hate the world for it.
Why did god have to put him in my life? To tourture me? to destroy me? To slowly break me down?
His smile, his face, soul. Everything about him is absoulutly beautiful. And Gerard has it all.
He dose'nt deserve to have him, no one does. Nobody could ever love him like I do.
They would take him for granted.
Use him and throw him away. I couldent bear to see him hurt. It would kill me.