Now that I think about it, I don't know what happened… We've always been friends. I mean, are things going to change? How can they, right? I mean, it was just an innocent kiss. But who am I kidding? I really feel as if that was the spark that ignited all these feelings, these feelings that were always there but they were… mhmmm, what's that word you taught me the other day about volcanoes? Oh right, dormant! Those feeling were there but they were dormant and now that they're awake it's making me see you in a different way. I'm in love with your smile and the way you look at things when you're really concentrating, like when you're trying to beat me at Mario Kart or when you're looking at a music sheet funny, how I've always looked at it but now I really see it in a different light. It's been two weeks since my heart woke up to you, Blaine, two weeks since I went to the party and we played that game Tina made us play… Who knew Tina would be the one that I had to thank for this? Well, I don't know if I should thank her because what if you don't feel this way? Of course you don't, I mean you just called me and told me all about how Kurt has been ignoring your calls and you have no idea how much it hurts me that you hurt, but I am so confused: Is this pain because you hurt or is it because you will never love me the way you love him? I'm scared. The way you make me feel is awesome but at the same time it's terrifying. You're with him and I'm just your faithful goofy friend… but I can't deny it, now I see it that you and I were meant for each other, I know it because when you're not here with me I feel like I can't breathe. I mean can't you see that you are my oxygen and that oxygen is what gives me hope? And there's something in your eyes. It's this thing that lets me know that you maybe feel the same way…. "Sam! We have to go!" his mother yelled from the door. "Coming!" he called, still contemplating whether he should hit send or not?