A/N So this is a short story, even though there are chapters. It's a diary Bella writes in after Edward leaves and it is written to Edward. It's pretty crappy and its a songfic so yeahhh.

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, or the song, but I own YOU!!! hahahha

December 24th, 2007

So many times I was alone I couldn't sleep
You left me drowning in the tears of memory

And ever since you've gone, I found it hard to breathe
Cause there was so much that your heart just couldn't see

A thousand wasted dreams rolling off my eyes

What I felt for the past two years, could not be put into words. Agony, ripping my chest apart. And the worst was not knowing why. Was it me? Did I not love you enough? And I will never know the answer. I know I will never see you again. Unbearable and impossible.

But time's been healing me and I say goodbye

But after meeting Jacob, I felt hope. I knew I could never love him as much as I loved you. I tried my hardest, and I am now Mrs. Isabella Marie Black, wife, mother and heart-broken.

A/N Oo-er next chapter:) And the song is Another You by Cascada. I LOVE CASCADA her music is sooo good. And the song is so sad :(