A/N: ajskfj I don't even know what this is you guys, I don't believe half of it and the last paragraph=NO SENSE, but ajksdfjkdfkj I was in a bad mood and I had to get something out and I'm like LUNA COULDN'T'VE BEEN ALL RIGHT ALL THE TIME and so I just I don't even know gah
here it is though :)
freak
fuh-reeeeeeek
loony
nutter
the words that they come up with
are endless, so it seems
every day
a new taunt that they have to
h u r l at you
and you skip and hum
and blame it all on the Wrackspurts,
but inside (inside, baby)
it hurts/it hurts/it hurts
but you're
luna lovegood
nothing matters to
you; nothing at all
say what you will to her,
she'll just laugh
or she'll twirl her hair back and
smile vaguely at you but she won't
e v e r get angry
she barely even feels, that girl
but
they're
WRONG
'cuz sometimes/sometimes/sometimes
not a l w a y s
(cuz baby, if it was a l w a y s
you'd e x p l o d e)
sometimes their
silly remarks that are probably the works of
wrackspurts, and all that, sometimes
they sting you, sting your very insides because
they're so h o r r i b l e to you and you have
n o o n e
and you never even did anything, not really
you're just you
but everyone seems to think that you
committed a felony by being you
so sometimes (only sometimes, baby, only sometimes)
you wonder if it's even worth it (cuz is it?)
worth being
y/o/u/r/s/e/l/f
worth being
c/r/a/z/y l/o/o/n/y l/o/v/e/g/o/o/d
cuz their words, sometimes (only sometimes, I swear)
those words slash you o/p/e/n
cut you into b\i\t\s
leave you c r u m p l e d and c r y i n g
and is it worth it, all the pain
all the hurt they give you
the words
the sneers
IS ANY OF IT WORTH IT?
CAN ANYONE HEAR ME?
you're screaming, screaming, screaming
for someone, anyone, anyone at all
to see that you can't, not always
you can't always not mind, s/o/m/e/t/i/m/e/s
their words sLasH at the inside of you
knife right through the middle of you and dammit, sometimes they sting
so you wonder if it's worth it; being the zane, the loon, the oddity, the (words you can't repeat)
because it hurts you, when they say those words to you, is it worth it?
Is it worth it?
IS ANY OF IT WORTH IT?
CAN ANYONE HEAR ME?
and then someone does.
/
neville longbottom
(fighting voldemort in a cardigan)
he meets you, he sees you when
you're at your worst, when you've had
enough, he finds you when you're crying quietly
crumpled in the hallway because it's been too
long, and you just want to
you just want to stop, stop being so crazy
stop being yourself
maybe just try your hand at normalcy, for once and the thought,
it makes your insides squirm but you're tired of it, tired of being scorned so,
but he sits with you,
and he asks you, "what's wrong?"
and you whisper to him, you tell him e v e r y t h i n g
because he - he - he listens, like no one does
and when you're done, he tells you,
he tells you, i think you're amazing, luna, they're not worth it,
they're not worth it, they're just human, they shouldn't have
any effect on you, because they're just like you, aren't you?
they've got their hearts, you've got yours,
they can't do anything to you, and you,
you're perfect, don't ever change.
that's all he has to say, that, a smile,
a quick hug, that's all you need,
and suddenly, you're all right.
/
and he teaches you,
and he teaches you that it's all right, it's always all right,
to be who you are, it's perfect to be who you are
and you knew that already, of course,
(you just forget, sometimes)
but it was so splendid to be reminded
that that day, that day you fell in love with that neville longbottom
and you knew he'd never be yours (never)
but it was okay, because everything was okay,
because it was always worth it. (Always.)
and so he gets married, neville does, and he lives happily forever
you find someone too, eventually, but you never forget
that when you were at your lowest, you had that silly boy in a cardigan
teaching you that it was always all right.
mehh.
i realize neville isnt really that eloquent but c'mon who wouldnt love someone like him to come up to us at a time like this?
/review, my pretties :)