Who I Am

Preface

„ I left 6 years ago right away after the Teen Choice Awards 2010 to my new destination, London, but now I am back.

I left everything behind: Family, Friends, Fame, Drama, simply my Life.

I left because i couldn´t stand all the drama anymore, i wanted to be a photpgrapher all my Life, so i began to study here in London.

The only thing i took with me, was Liam.

Yeah, Liam, my boyfriend of 7 years now, i love him with everything i me,

but now that we´re moving back to LA, I´m afraid that some old feelings for a special person will return.

However, right now, i was sitting in a airplane, snuggled up to my boyfriend, on our way back to my future, my destiny and my own personal world of drama.

I never lost contact to Demi, she is still my Best Friend and will hopefully alway be.

She is engaged to Joe for a year now, and that´s a part of why i´m coming back, she asked me to be her maid of honor for the wedding in 2 months...

She´s still a famous singer, unlike me, but i´m happy, that i let it all behind...

Joe, what can I say about Joe...he´s still the goofy person i once loved like a big brother..our bound isn´t as strong like it used to be, but i would still do anything for him. I love him for making Demi the happiest person alive.

Joe and my bound cracked during summer ´09 as thunder striked once again and where I lost Nick for a final time.

It wasn´t my entirly fault and it wasn´t Nicks entirly fault,

we gave it a shot and it simply didn´t work out..

Afterwards it was just way to akward, so we decided to end it, a final goodbye..because we both knew we couldn´t just be friends.

Joe took his side of course, i didn´t hate him, i understood, but somehow we still manage to be close and talk once in a while...

Gosh, how I miss my goofy Joey.

Kevin is still married to Danielle and they both live in Texas now with their 3 old daughter Melodie Rose Jonas, i saw a picture of her once, she´s such a cutie.

As for the Jonas Brothers, they split up 2 years ago, Joe is big in the film buisiness, Kevin runs the boys record label and Nick is still a solo artist with Nick J and the Administration and i have to add, i love his music, he has such a talent and I´m glad he didn´t throw it away....

Nick is solo and still lives next to my family, he enver moved out, God knows why, he´s still close to his brothers, maybe on the fact, that Joe and Demi live liek 5 minutes away...

I´m so glad i´m seeing them all again, but still, i don´t wanna ruin my relationship ti Liam, I love him like i never loved anyone, but if i See Nick again, i just have a bad feeling, it maybe has something to do with our last ecounter at the TCA´s 2010:

I was walking around backstage at the TCA´s 2010, searching for Demi and Joe as i run into one person i clearly didn´t want to run: Nick Jonas.

„Miley? What are you- gosh you look beautiful"

„Nick please, stop it, i have a boyfriend and-"

„ You don´t love him, please just Stay, right here, right now, with me-"

„ Nick, I love Liam!"

„ But you´re not in Love with him"

„ Yes I Am"

I could see tears in his eyes, i didn´t mean to hurt him, but it was the truth, yeah, a part of me still urged for Nick, but my heart belonged to Liam now.

Before i could say another word, i felt a soft, yet passioned kiss on my lips, i was shocked, but i loved the feeling of his soft, tender lips on mine. I kissed him back with all the passion i could bring myself to. In this moment nobody mattered, not Liam, not my cheating, just me and him mattered.

Soon he slided his tiongue in my mouth and one tongue fighting lead to a havy

makeout sassion with my ex-lover.

„ Miley, wha- what are you doing? How could you?", i heared a crushed Liam say.

Yep, that was it. My last ecounter with Nick Jonas, cheating on my boyfriend.

2010, as I looked in Liams teary eyes, i realized something...the makeout session didn´t mean anything to me, i loved Liam with everything in me.

Nick and I were the past and i clearly didn´t see a future in us.

I picked Liam and i never regretted it, it needed time for Liam to forgive but he did forgave me and came to London with me.

But now as i sat up, carefully, not to wake Liam , and starred out the window to see LA under me, i wasn´t so sure anymore.

Was it really a good idea to come back?

What if my feelings for Nick J came back?

I starred out the window for about 20 more minutes and thought about Life, Love and my upcoming adventure, i seriously was afraid of.

WELCOME BACK MILEY, i thought.