Me again and here we go.

Summary: Rachel is under so much pressure she's on the edge, every day she keeps a diary of what happens and how she feels its really a diary of her thoughts and feelings, what happens when a certain cheerio finds it.

I do not own the characters our Glee.

Diary entry :Monday

I feel lonely..People think that just because I keep my head up high when they taunt me that it does not hurt, they don't realize that when I go home, I go home to an empty house I sit there and listen…"silence is defining" I guess I get that now. I miss dad and daddy a lot but I know their happy and that's the main thing this week there in L.A. , I still miss them though.

I don't know how much more I can take at school, I try my best to ignore them but it still gets to me…But it hurts especially from her, she looked so beautiful today ,then again every day she does, she had her favorite book with her today how I know that is because it worn and some pages are dog eared…it hurts more when she says mean things to me its like a part of me is being chipped away slowly and painfully.

Yet again I sit here another day down, but what occurred to me was , what am I counting down to…I haven't any friends and glee club only wants me for my voice, I came across a really nice song today at lunch where I went to my haunt the library its called stolen by dashboard confessional , that was the high of my day and it quickly ended when some jocks came in and started standing around me and pressing the keys on the computer anyway.

It really is getting to me though I don't know how much more I can take….

I cant wait for Broadway to rescue me from this place, I know I have two years left to get out of here but a person can only take so much.

Note to self: stay strong your going to get out of here…...

But as I said there is only so much I can take before I crack- R*

Okay so there it is...

Im also thinking of Quinn keeping a diary anyway

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