Wow i am so excited. I finally figured out how to fix the set up thing! yeah! well i have NO IDEA where this story came from i just wanted to write a poem one day and this is the result. Hope you like it!
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My Suicide Letter
I watched as you walked into the night
Like many times before,
But this time is not like any other time
For now I will see you no more.
I finally confessed to you how I truly felt
I watched your eyes widen in shock,
After a few moments of silence you let out a sigh
And said that it was time to talk.
You took my hand and led me down the dark road
You squeezed it tightly before saying that you felt the same way,
My head lifted but before I went to talk you spun me around
Before saying, "Sorry Babe, not today, not any day.
You know my life doesn't lend to relationships
It can only lead to pain,
I could never trust myself around you
For my reactions I can never tame.
I tried to get you to reconsider
To try and give "us" a chance,
The conversation turned into one we have had before
Mimicking the same words as if a well trained dance.
I held back the tears
That were threatening to fall down my face,
You obviously noticed
For you pulled me into your tight embrace.
You whispered sorry once again
Before you slowly pushed me back,
You took a large step backwards
Which felt like a violent smack.
I saw the guilt flash threw your eyes
Before you turned and walked away,
Your black clothing rustling in the wind
And your hair began to sway.
Your clothes began to blend
And I soon couldn't see you anymore
That image will always be burned in my head
Even when death has opened its door.
The pain in my chest consumed me
I found no reason that I needed to live for,
I took the gun out of the cookie jar
And the pain I felt is now no more.
I still love you
Even though I know you don't love me,
Im still thinking of you
And how my life used to be.
Stephanie
A tear slid down Rangers face as he slowly set the note back on the counter. He slipped into the living room which was now filled with paramedics examining the dead, bloody body. She had shot herself in the chest.
All because of him.
He then became weak. He didn't work, eat, sleep. He spent most of his time sitting in his porsche, on the road he last saw her on. He did love her, he was just afraid she would get hurt if he let her get too close.
I guess now he'll never know.
I watched myself walk away from you
My old self had taken over once again,
But I never knew I would never see you
I never knew this was the end.
You told me that you love me
I admit I was taken aback,
Of course I loved you too
My heart as if covered by a ten pound sack.
I let out a sigh and took your hand
What I told you killed me as well,
You deserved much better then me
When you killed yourself, in my mind rang a little bell.
You only wanted me
And I should have been grateful for that,
If I knew it was going to end like this
I would have taken it all back.
But now your gone
And so am I,
But unlike you
I told everyone I cared about and said goodbye.
Tank is taking care of Rangeman
And Julie should be safe,
Now all I have to worry about
Is if im ever going to see your smiling face.
Love Ranger
Yeah! alright so please review so i can know if you liked it or it sucked like some other stories i have written. Love you all!
