Authors Notes: You better get out the kleenex!
Disclaimer:Don't own 'em don't own the song [by Enya]
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"It's Buffy" I knew from the look in Willow's eyes. Was she hurt? She motioned for me to sit on the couch. She began to explain everything.

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Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows?
Only time...
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She told me the story of Glory and Dawn and the situation. Dawn wasn't real?
"She jumped.......to save Dawn. She- she was so noble" Willow had broken down crying. She leaned into me while I just stared. Buffy was......dead. I couldn't cry. I forgot how to.

//And who can say if your love grows,
As your heart chose?
Only time...//

Memories flooded in my head.....The first time I saw her, and her radiant smile. When we made love for the first time...and the forgotten day. Oh God she had died without even knowing what happened. Should she have known? I regreted everything I did to hurt her and just sat there. I was empty. Nothing left in my body, or my soul.

//Who can say why your heart sighs,
As your love flies?
Only time...//

She was so young. I couldn't take it, there was to much pain. So I ran.


//And who can say why your heart cries,
When your love dies?
Only time...//

I didn't know why I was running. Why was I? What was there to run from? I had gotten to a park and sat down n a bench near by. I held my head in my hands. Her hands. They were so tiny and perfect. It was amazing how vivid I could remember her. Her flawless skin. and pink lips. Her warmth. Everything....


//Who can say when the roads meet,
That love might be,
In your heart.//

It was 5 am. Cordy had fell asleep on the couch and Wesley was at the desk his head on top of a book. I would have laughed but I couldn't in the situation. I walked up to my room and got into bed.

//And who can say when the day sleeps,
If the night keeps all your heart?
Night keeps all your heart...//

Buffy was in my dreams. She looked so real. She touched my face and smiled.
"I love you" She told me.
"Buffy, I can't live without you. You have to come back."
"No, I can't. I will always be with you. Please don't be so sad." She gave me one last look and disapeared.

//Who can say if your love grows,
As your heart chose?
Only time...//

I woke up that morning. I looked around. The thoughts of yesterday came into my head. My mood immediatly became sad again. I smelt the room and smiled inwardly. Vanilla.

//And who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows?
Only time...

Who knows?
Only time...

Who knows?
Only time...//
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