Sailor Moon Fanfic
Blinded.
" Razors pain you;
rivers are damp;
acids stain you;
and drugs cause cramp.
guns aren't lawful;
nooses give;
gas smells awful;
you might as well live." Dorothy Parker, RESUME
Suicide, always an option. Noose, poison, gun, knife, pills, take your pick they all due the same amount of damage, if you are trying to end your life.
I lay here staring out the glass of a small phone booth, knowing that tears are streaming down my face, and all I can feel is the pain where my heart use to reside. I don't feel the dozens of eyes that stare at me, wondering about the blonde girl laying upon the floor of the phone booth. I don't care about them, all that I know is broken hearted-ness.
I should have known that we weren't meant to be. I should have known, instead of being so damn naïve. Yet, alas I have no one to blame for my pain except for myself. I'm the one who constantly clung to him, who always had to be around him, it's my fault, not his.
It doesn't matter what happened on the Moon, that was in the past. We're both different people now. I'm Sailor Moon in this life, not the Moon Princess. He's Darien Shields, not
Prince Endymion of Earth. He's Tuxedo Mask, friend of the Sailor Scouts, not my intended.
Now as I lay here crying I know that I need to start heading home, otherwise my mother is going to be so upset with me. I don't want to go home, Rini is going to be there. I really don't need to deal with her smiling face as she gloats about how Darien was meant for her and not me.
All this started when Rini fell out of the sky.
" No.. Serena don't even start to try and blame this on her, she's just a kid."
Darien dumped me because he doesn't love me, besides what have I done to deserve a guy like Darien? Him and Raye were a hot item before the memories came back, then that made Darien dump Raye for me. God, I deserve to be dumped, I shouldn't have done that to Raye.
Now what am I going to do? If I go home I have to face Rini, if I go to Amy's she's going to make me study, Lita will make me eat, both of them will think that they are trying to cheer me up. Raye, god, Raye will just be as smug as always. And Mina, god love her, I just can't deal with her eternal happiness right now.
So what am I to do.
" Stop staring at me!" I shout to the people walking past as they still stare at me.
I finally push myself up from the floor of the phone booth. I shove the door open and step onto the sidewalk, not really looking where I walk, just walking.
I never noticed the fact that I walked into the street until it was too late. The truck hit me, sending me flying through the air as I landed painfully upon the hood of another car. I heard the people around me shouting for an ambulance an asking me if I was okay.
I smiled as the blackness enveloped me. The pain I was feeling blocked out the pain of my heart. I closed my eyes giving into the void, that promised me I would never awake again. I awaited death in the void.
I awoke to find myself in the hospital. I cursed and fell back to sleep.
End…
See I didn't kill her. Please Review.
Also I have another pen name through Fanfic.net. it's Kalika6955. I have other Sailor Moon fics under that name, this is the first fic under the name of Voicesinmyhead6955.
