I'm back! Classes are officially over on Weds. And this story has been in my mind for weeks now so I thought I'd get started. Please tell me what you guys think!

Summary: Perfect daughter and student Isabella Swan faces life changing problems beginning from the divorce of her parents to meeting a badass player Edward Cullen that'll define her destiny. Tired of always doing the right thing, she rebels and develops a new persona to release the tension that she feels with her parents. But just remember that for every action there will be a consequence sooner or later.

CHAPTER ONE.

"Hello earth to Bella Swan!!" yelled my best friend Alice Brandon in my ear. Alice was pixie like barely reaching 5 feet with black spiky hair and hazel eyes; even though she was so tiny she had an energy that was as boastful as being knocked off by a punching bag. Alice and I had been best friend ever since we were three years old. Ever since then, we've been like peanut butter and jelly. Even though we were nothing alike; for her loudness I was reserved. I didn't talk much, I was known for saying fewer words and for being too nice. I could never hurt anyone's feelings; I felt like I had too be the perfect child, the perfect student, the perfect everything……while Alice did what she wanted as long as she was happy that was all that counted. I envied that, I wish I could tell people how I really feel. I shook my head breaking off my daydream which is something I've been doing a lot lately. My parents are splitting up; the ones who I thought were the perfect couple were done with each other and I was in complete shock. I didn't understand anything and I was torn between which parents to side with. I never realized how hard it was to have divorced parents to have to chose which one to live with, which one to spend the weekend with, which present you liked better, if you could trash them when your with the other one, it was confusing and irritating. It was wrong for a child to be in this place.

"Sorry Ali I was just thinking about something" I said sadly just thinking about the past broke my heart into a million pieces over and over again. I loved my parents, both of them equally for their different personalities and now I was beginning to resent them, for what they were doing to me….but I resented myself more because they didn't know how I was feeling. I kept it hidden now inside my heart with a lock and key.

Alice's eyes softened up and she grabbed my hand she knew that I was having a really hard time dealing with all of this. "Oh Bella still thinking about your parents? You really need to stop torturing yourself sweetie you're just hurting yourself more." I smiled at Alice; she was so complex, sometimes she was a mother, a big sister, a protector, the evil doer, she could be so many things at once without her I would be lost. In a way she was my rock, she was always there for me and without her I wouldn't have done so many things these past years. She gave me the courage that I needed to do what I wanted to do, but was too afraid to do.

"It's just hard, no one understands what I'm going through right now……Renee and Charlie are making this really hard on me. I just want to escape and forget everything…." My voice trailed off. Lately it felt like I've been talking too much when I only say a few words. I know that was barely twenty words probably but that's how I felt. I was depressed and frustrated.

"I bet. I never thought your parents would get a divorce they're always so….perfect." said Alice sympathetically. She understood what I was talking about well somewhat she had seen my parents all the time. It made no sense. Love made no sense. Pain made no sense. Nothing was making sense anymore. Everything I thought I knew was wrong.

"Exactly what I'm saying" I said bitterly. Who the hell understood love? I mean what exactly did love mean? I always thought that the pure definition of love was Charlie and Renee but it can't be that. Their love was perfect and now it was gone; only pure hatred was left. So love had to be the exact opposite of what Charlie and Renee acted; at least true love did. It couldn't be perfect, there had to be arguments, and there had to be drama that must be true love.

"Bells!!" yelled Charlie from the living room. I got off the bed and walked out of my room and down the stairs of my "second house" where I was alternately sleeping one day with Charlie and one day with Renee until they could figure out my living arrangements. Here I was seventeen years old and I had no right to even chose who I wanted to live with; priceless. Maybe it was better this way I couldn't even think about choosing to live with one….it would break one of their hearts and I could never do that to them even if they broke mine. I hated this, having two homes; it was just wrong….and confusing. Sometimes I would leave a math book over at one parent's house and the other one wouldn't drive me there saying they don't want to see each other. They could at least try to be cordial for my sakes but god no heaven forbid they actually smile at one another or at least not scream how much they hate each other at the top of their lungs when whenever they see each other.

"What Dad?" I asked as I walked into the living room. There he was in simple pair of jeans and a black buttoned up shirt with a beer on his hand watching the baseball game. It was so Charlie. Charlie was a laid back type of man he didn't ask for much or said much; it was just the small gestures that let you knew that he loved you. Like for example, every Wednesday when Renee, my mother, went out with her friends my dad would get Mexican food because I was crazy about it and always a huge bag of M&Ms because I had a huge sweet tooth. Or it was that crinkly smile that made his eyes glass over when he was proud of something I did.

"Is Alice staying for dinner?" he asked. He didn't even glance at me he was too interested in his game, in his divorce, in his life, to even notice that I was sad. Maybe I expected too much from them……maybe I needed to stop being so nice.

"I don't know if she wants too" I said shrugging my shoulders even though he couldn't see this gesture.

"Oh…I was planning on going out with the guys tonight to a bar so you should invite her to eat with you; I don't want you to be alone"

"Okay" I didn't know what else to say. Do I say good luck and I hope you score some hot babe or how could you do this, it's only been a month and a half since you and mom separated? So I chose the easy way, just don't say much. That way I can't get into any trouble with them.

"Okay then" said Charlie taking a sip of his beer. He finally glanced at me and gave me a small smile "I won't be home till really late though so you're sure you'll be okay"

"Right, yeah….okay…well I'll see you tomorrow Dad" I walked away from him back to the room and plopped myself onto the bed "Could my life get anymore awkward?"

"Oh everything is going to be fine what you need is a distraction" said Alice with a weird gleam in her eyes. I knew what that meant trouble—but for the first time in my life I wasn't going to object—I needed something crazy. Something reckless maybe that'll make me feel better. That was the thing about Alice she was used to dysfunctional families. Her father had abandoned her and her mother when she was three. She didn't remember the guy, hated or cared about him, he was just something that once was in her life but not there anymore. She was always fine with the changes in her life and if she wasn't she would party like a maniac or cause some disruption in the small town of Forks until she felt better. Usually that meant bringing me alone for the ride.

"I know that look; you're up to no good but…." I smiled at her mischievously and for the first time in a long time I felt like I was taking some sort of control in my life "I'm in. I need to do something crazy to release some tension" I announced to her.

Alice gasped and fell back on the bed putting her hand on her forehead "What? Oh My Lord Isabella Swan wants to do something crazy for once in her life….the world must be ending" said Alice with a huge smile. She was obviously enjoying this a lot more than any normal person should, I guess anyone would enjoy their always good best friend turning crazy on you.

"Just tell me what you want to do" I said quickly before I changed my mind.

"We're going to dress super good tonight because we're going to a party. I met this guy the other day remember I told you about him"

"The one with the weird name" I said with a small smile. Alice had been talking nonstop about him ever since she met him at the mall. Apparently the boy knew how to dress or something like that and looked "totally dreamy" (Alice words not mine for I had yet to meet this super dreamy boy).

"His name is not weird it's' unique" said Alice defending her lover. Her eyes got that whole sparkly thing going on and I envied her yet again maybe if I could fall in love, things would be better because then I would have someone to love and protect me. I mean I had Alice and she was great, the best friend a girl could ever ask for, but I needed more.

"Yes Jasper is a very unique name" I said rolling my eyes. "So what about him?"

"Well he invited me to a college party and we're going tonight. I already told him yes that's why I came over so I could force you to come with me my dear friend" said Alice. She was right, if she wanted me to go with her anywhere I would go eventually even if threw a hissy fit for hours eventually my ass would be in her yellow Porsche.

"You didn't say he was in college….how old is he?" I asked out of curiosity but of course because Alice knew me so well she thought it was of concern, of being a goody-two-shoe.

"Oh no the old Bella is coming back!" said Alice throwing her hands up in the air in mock desperation.

"No I'm not…." I said. I sighed "Ok we'll go but can I at least now how old is he? I mean we are only 17"

"He's only 19; he just turned it a few months ago actually so he's not that old. He's a freshman in college for your information darling and he's a complete sweetheart….maybe he can find someone for you."

"I don't know about that I just want to drink and have fun'" I told her. I didn't want to tell her that I wanted to find someone to love because then Alice would go all nutty on me and set me up on so many blind dates that I would want to jump off the Empire State building just to escape her.

"Awe my Bella is going to get wasted tonight!" said Alice giggling. Apparently I was an entertaining drunk; even though I only had gotten drunk twice in my life but there has been proof (Alice's phone) of my acting all loony and funny. Who knew I could be so "loose" when you give me a few shots of Vodka.

"We just have to wait till Charlie leaves and then we're off into the adventures off the night" I said with a small smile.

Alice and I were in the dining room eating some spaghetti and meatballs when my phone rang. I grabbed it and felt like throwing it across the room but of course I was perfect Bella fine with all of the new changes my parents had imposed on me so I managed to smile as I flipped my phone open "Hi Mom"

"Bella are you okay? Did he even feed you?" asked Renee in that annoying tone that I was beginning to hate. Trust me, it sounds concerned but in reality it's just out of pure annoyance that she does this to me every other night. She calls and asks how I'm doing? But in reality all she wants to do is trash on my father (yes, my father isn't that enough of an excuse to keep her mouth shut? I do love my father unless she forgot.) Mentally rolling my eyes right now as my mother continues to ask questions she knows deep in her heart that my father would never do any of these things.

"Yes Mom" I said interrupting her from asking me anymore questions. "Alice and I are eating spaghetti and meatballs it's really good Mom so please stop worrying okay" I said in an extremely sweet voice that made me want to gag. Alice laughed shaking her head.

"I bet you made it! He treats like if you were his slave making you cook everyday you're there"

"Mom you don't cook either" I pointed out. It was really the maid who cooked for us every night not Mom. Renee couldn't cook to save her life; she would probably poison me if she tried to make something as simple as peanut butter and jelly. My mom was rich, she was the social gala woman who was involved in charities and benefits and social events that you would have to make an appointment to see her (not me but others) but she was a great mom. Maybe she cared a little bit too much about who we were and what we did but it was only for our benefit.

"No, but at least you don't have to do it." Said Renee as this made her meals much better "Anyways I was calling to tell you if you don't mind staying over his house tomorrow too because I met another nice young man today and he invited me to go to a picnic with him."

"Oh I see" I said. That's pretty safe word. Both my parents dating again and I can't even find guys that I'm interested in too date. That was the thing about dating……the guy you weren't interested in is the one who's always chasing you.

"So is that a yes?" she asked. I could hear that this was real concern so I spoke softly trying to make sure that she understood that I loved her and only wanted the best.

"Of course Mom I want you to be happy" I said. Even though you don't think about my happiness

"Thank you sweetie I knew you would understand you always understand everything you're just so mature and wise for your age. Your teacher called me you know"

"Which one?" I asked.

"Mr. Lincoln he says you're an excellent student and wanted to congratulate me on having such an intelligent daughter. He's positive you'll get into all the Ivy leagues that we applied for. You're going to make an excellent doctor honey"

"Yeah" I said. I wasn't interested in any of this. Yes, I was smart enough to have a practically perfect GPA and I was probably going to be Valedictorian with the way things were going now…..but I wasn't interested in going to Ivy League what was the point of paying so much? College is college anywhere. I didn't want to go to the East Coast to go to some fancy college far away from my parents, wait strike that out, well Alice to major in Pre-Med when honestly I didn't want to be a doctor. This is the girl who faints when she smells blood for God Sakes. But my parents had different plans for me….and who was I to break their happiness. Yes, I know you're frustrated with me, I'm even more frustrated which is why I need to do reckless behavior for awhile to get this all of my system maybe I'll grow some "balls" on the way and bring up the courage to speak up to everyone.

"Well I should go I'm going to eat dinner with Charlotte" said Renee in a distracted tone. I could just see her right now in front of her mirror applying make-up as if she was a youngster again. The horrible thing about this was that my mother was drop dead gorgeous for her age, she had blonde hair that sometimes was wavy depending on the weather and had light blue eyes and an awesome figure but when you're 17 and your mother looks that good and begins to dress like if she was twenty and not forty something—it is not a good thing.

"Have fun" I told her.

"I will. Good night sweetie"

"Good night Mom" I hung up the phone and slammed it into the table "I hate this! I hate them!"

Alice dropped her fork into the table and looked at me I could tell there was a slight concern on her face though maybe I was angrier then I thought I was—I didn't know anymore. I didn't know anything. "You really are angry" she pointed out.

"No really?" I said coldly. Then I closed my eyes biting my lip. I hadn't wanted to talk to her like that none of this was all her fault, she was the only thing that was set in my life and I didn't want to lose her either. If I did I'd probably end up in an asylum "Sorry I didn't mean to snap at you" I smiled apologetically at her.

Alice smiled comfortingly at me "It's okay really…..but instead of holding all your anger and frustration why don't you tell them how you really feel? Bella you're always so nice to everyone that's why people walk all over you. You didn't say anything when your parents decided for you, that you would be going to Yale or Harvard to study medicine even though you hate science. Or that what you really like is arts and literature…..or the fact that you hate them for getting a divorce and for putting you in such a shitty position, or that you hate going every Saturday to that stupid tea club for young women of society, you don't stand up for yourself Bella"

"I know" I replied frowning "I know"

"Then do something about it" she said frustrated.

"It's too hard. I don't want to disappoint them Ali they're my parents."

"But they've disappointed you"

"That's different…..they don't know how I feel." I said sadly I felt like such a coward "I just need to do something crazy tonight and tomorrow I'll deal with the consequences of a hangover maybe we can do this once a week or something"

Alice shook her head slowly at me I know that she wished that I would take matters into my own hands but this was all I could do right now "I do love the idea Bella but that's not going to fix things" said Alice sympathetically.

"It's a start" I told her hoping she would drop the subject. I didn't want to talk to about this anymore I just wanted to forget and forget….maybe I could start getting high that doesn't that make people feel better? Ok, maybe that's just a little too far, I do want to stay with my good grades and I don't think I would like to be high anyways. No control whatsoever. I would like to have some control on the stupid things I'm going to commit.

"I guess" she said "But if you ever really need to talk just tell me ok"

"I know Alice you're the best friend a girl could ever have" I told her sincerely.

It was 8:00 and we had arrived at this frat house in Washington State University, only about twenty or so minutes away from Forks, Washington. The campus was beautiful and had a homey feeling to it. It wasn't huge but nor small, it was just right I guess. It was surrounded by mountains and it was extremely green like most of Washington.

"I can't believe I'm wearing this" I muttered to myself as we got out off Alice's yellow Porsche. I was wearing a red silky dress that reached mid-thigh and my boobs were practically busting out. Alice forced me to wear freaking stilettos; I felt like a whore or something but I had to admit I did look really sexy. Alice had done my make-up beautifully and I had curled my hair into loose waves. I was definitely going to get comments on my outfit; I looked older, more mature. Meanwhile Alice was wearing a black polka dot strapless dress that was perfect for her personality her hair was in her usual style spiky and she had the whole smoky eye look.

"You look hot as hell every guy will be starting at you" said Alice smiling proud "I'm a fashion genius"

"This should be illegal" I whispered as I pointed towards my revealing outfit that I would never wear ever. But this was the dangerous me, the one who didn't care about anything or anyone. Well the one who took risks and felt free for once in her life.

Alice laughed linking arms with me "You're so cute when you're embarrassed but seriously you do look beautiful. Now walk with the confidence that I know is somewhere in there you little vixen"

I shook my head smiling "How did we become best friends again?"

"Because opposites attract" stated Alice.

We walked into the fraternity house. It was just what I expected teenagers everywhere drunk looking like idiots and drinking Jello shots off each other or grinding their bodies next to each other. This was going to be awesome…..NOT! No stop being so mature, be stupid and young for once Bella stop thinking about the consequences and the future you have to go let loose, be free for once in your life.

So of course when this cute guy handed me a shot I took it, He was taller then me probably six foot with dirty blonde hair and blue eyes; he looked like a model. Don't mess this up Bella just act cool and natural. Don't act too pretentious either, boys don't like that.

"Thanks" I said with a friendly smile "I'm Bella and this is my friend Alice"

"I'm Kyle" He handed Alice a shot too and then looked at me up and down. I twirled a piece of my hair the ways I had seen plenty of times in movies hoping it was going to work and my prayers were answered "Want to dance?" he asked me as he smiled at me.

"Go ahead I got to look for Jazz anyways" said Alice. Alice winked at me giving me a discrete thumbs up and then walked away into what I think was the kitchen.

I nodded and Kyle drank his shot and looked at me waiting for me to down mine. I did and I coughed lightly I wasn't used to drinking anything strong at all—the only thing I ever tried was whiskey mixed with something else but it wasn't strong at all I'm pretty sure it had just a little bit of alcohol.

"Um let's go" I managed to mutter to him. He smiled again and grabbed my hand leading me to the dance floor. He brought his body as close to mine as possible and we began to move to the music. He put his lips to my ear

"You look very pretty" he whispered huskily.

I turned to face him slowly making sure that all of my body was touching his and brought my body as close as possible to his. I felt dangerous for once in my life "Thanks." After a little while longer of dancing I decided to move things forward and ask him a bit about his personal life "So what year are you in?"

He went close to my ear and said "This is my third semester. I'm majoring in Accounting and how about you?"

"I'm a senior in high school actually" I said lamely.

He smiled nodding his head lightly "That's cool still…..you know what college you going to yet?"

I shrugged my shoulders "…..it's Undecided right now for me"

"Drinks!" yelled this huge guy with curly brown hair and light brown eyes. He was huge and completely muscular and my first assumption was typical Football player and then asshole.

"Over here! 2 shots" said Kyle putting his hand up motioning the guy to come to him. He got two and handed me one

"Awe you found yourself a beauty" said the big guy looking down at me with a huge grin "When you're finished with her maybe I can take her for a ride"

"Em you're such a horny bastard, get the hell out of there" said Kyle pushing him playfully away. The guy named Emmett winked at me and I just shook my head downing the next shot feeling weird.

"Sorry about him he can't think straight the only reason why he is even in college is because his dad works here" said Kyle after he drank his shot. How did he do that? He acted like he was drinking water and not acid.

"Its fine" I said putting my arms around his neck "Perfectly fine"

He smiled "Yes it is" then he leaned down and kissed me softly on the lips. It was a good kiss so I traced my lips with his tongue and he squeezed me tighter to him. "Come on let's go somewhere more private"

I nodded. I didn't know what else to say I was still a virgin and definitely not crazy enough to lose my virginity to some guy I just met but I couldn't stop either it was like a pull that sent me too anything that was dangerous. On the way there he passed me a huge red cup of something and I downed it down on the way to upstairs.

He led me to a room upstairs and we started making out heavily. He was touching me everywhere and of course I was enjoying it so I didn't stop. But then I got this weird feeling in my stomach, a bad feeling.

"God I feel sick" I whispered to Kyle. I rested my head on the wall that we were leaning on and Kyle stepped back and looked at me.

"You look a little green" he commented

"I think I'm going to throw up" I covered my hands with my mouth but it was too late and I was throwing up right in front of this really cute guy…God how embarrassing!

"Shit! Um look I got to go" then he left as quickly as he came. I knew for sure he wasn't going to come back here. He was going to find someone else who could hold his alcohol that's for sure. I felt like such an idiot; here I was trying to act like some confident little vixen and all I did was just end up embarrassing myself; I was a hopeless cause. Maybe the only thing I could do was be good and be perfect.

I left the room looking for a bathroom, so I could clean myself up a little more. When I opened the bathroom door I found a beautiful perfect looking guy making out with this blonde. She was sitting on top of the sink counter her legs wrapped around his body. She only had a bra on and he only had boxers. He looked at me and smiled at me as he kissed and sucked gently on her neck. Something about him was hypnotizing and I couldn't look away from his piercing emerald green eyes but then I heard a voice

"What the hell? Can't you see we're busy" said the girl finally noticing me.

"Sorry" I managed to say and closed the door quickly. I sat on the floor breathing heavily how could I be so turned on by THAT? What's wrong with me? Too much to drink probably…..But I couldn't help but think about how good he looked….he was a unique beauty. He had some weird colored bronzed messy hair that had sex written all over it and his eyes were so piercing—emerald piercing green eyes. And he had a perfect muscled body. Then I heard a muffled moan from inside the bathroom and I quickly got up I didn't want to hear this……

After finding another bathroom (thankfully empty) I managed to brush my teeth with using my finger and toothpaste and found some Scope. I put some water on my face and grabbed the lip gloss that was hidden inside my cleavage and applied some.

I walked back downstairs to the party and got another drink. I drank it all down and I could tell I was getting used to the alcohol it didn't sting or feel weird anymore. I saw Alice whispering into who I hoped was Jasper's ear. She was right. He was dreamy, he was really tall and muscular with honey blonde curly hair…..Alice giggled and blushed a little bit as she hit him playfully across the chest. How adorable!

"BELLA!!" she called out towards me. I waved and walked over to them slowly trying to dodge the people that were grinding on each other across the living room "I want you to meet Jasper Hale this is my very best friend Bella"

"Nice to meet you Bella" he pulled his hand out and I shook it. Nice firm handshake. He passes the test.

"You too Jasper" I said quietly.

"Are you okay?" asked Alice with a concerned motherly tone.

I nodded and forced a smile. I didn't want to ruin her night too because I was a complete fool I would just keep to myself for the rest of the night and drink, drink, and drink my sorrows away "Yeah I'm fine"

"You don't look okay what happened to the boy you were with?" she asked.

"Didn't work out" I said quickly trying not to sound like a bigger geek that what I already was.

"Oh I see someone I know…..I'll be right back" said Jasper as he put his hand on Alice's shoulder. Alice nodded and smiled as he quickly disappeared among the crowd.

"He's looks like a keeper" I said to Alice

"Yes he is" said Alice eyeing me "So what happened with Kyle?"

"I threw up while we were making out he bolted out of the room after that" I said coolly.

"Oh sorry…..then I guess he wasn't worth it. You'll find someone there are plenty of hot guys here"

"Yeah there is" I said remembering the beautiful creature in the bathroom

"Anyways I just wanted to tell you something before I forget. If anyone asks we're 18 and we go this campus okay"

"You told Jasper that you were 18" I hissed.

"Just do as I say okay" said Alice quickly "He's coming back here"

"I think I'll leave you two alone" I told her. I did not want to be a third wheel and Jasper and Alice needed their alone time anyways so that they could get to know each other and all that.

"Are you sure? I don't mind if you stay with us"

"No I need to find a guy anyways"

"Right…..have fun then" said Alice giving me a small smile.

I nodded and walked away. I looked at the crowd of people dancing on each other and I just didn't feel like it right now. I went back upstairs. I walked to the first door I saw and opened it. The room was surprisingly spotless everything was organized and in order……Whoever lived here was a neat freak; his music bookcase was alphabetized and his clothes in the closet were arranged by color and tone. I sat down on the bed and rested my head on the pillow….and smelled so good the scent was intoxicating, and addicting. I sniffed it letting the essence go all over me.

I guess I fell asleep because the next thing I know someone is whispering in my ear softly. My eyes pop open and I notice that the room is completely dark and I'm sure that I turned my lights on when I walked into the room. Oh, God was I going to get raped?!

"Looks like God answered my prayers" a velvety voice. I jumped out of the bed falling to the ground and I heard a chuckle "sorry I didn't mean to scare you beautiful" his voice sounded amused and I immediately felt angry.

"You almost gave me a heart attack!" I yelled. "I can't see anything" I said searching for the light switch. Where the hell is it? Then I felt a pair of hands meet mine and I felt electric bolts surge through me….then the lights turned on and I gasped it was the sex guy from the bathroom.

"You" I whispered

"Yes me" he said smiling lopsidedly "and you are you" I was so shocked that I couldn't manage to say anything at this hot guy standing in front of me so I just looked at him like a complete idiot. Thank God he didn't think I was a complete idiot because he actually introduced himself to me I'm Edward"

"Bella" I managed to say. I could not believe I was in the same room as the guy—I thought I was never going to see him again. Now that I was in the same room with him I just couldn't believe it—he was so mysteriously sexy.

"Hmm I like that name" He grabbed my hand and kissed the palm of my hand softly.

"Me too" I said totally hypnotized by him. I couldn't keep my eyes off of him I'm sure my eyes were bugging out. I should be totally grossed out I mean he was just having sex with another girl like what half an hour ago and here he was hitting on me but there just something bad, evil, about him that was just what I needed.

"Yeah…..so you were waiting for me" he said smugly.

"What?" I asked confused.

"You saw me, liked what you saw, and you're in my bedroom" he said confidently. Trust me if this was the perfect Bella the one in the daylight I would have slapped the living crap out of him or blushed so hard and ran away….but I just crossed my arms and smirked at him.

"So?"

"So you want me" he said again in that cocky tone. What the hell? He had every right to be cocky, he was PERFECT. I took a step back maybe he was too much, too dangerous, too sexy for his own good. Maybe I should go, find someone safer.

"No I was just looking for a room that's all I didn't know it was yours…..I better go"

"Wait why don't you stay?"

"Um I don't know"

"Come on it'll be fun" he grabbed my hand and led me back to the bed. I reluctantly sat down next to him and I felt this tingly sensation all across my body as he moved in closer until our thighs were actually touching. "So…."

"So" I repeated not really knowing what to say. This whole situation was surreal, something out a movie—this was crazy, maybe crazy enough that it could work.

"I'm not really good with the whole talking ordeal" he said after awhile.

"Neither am I" I said quietly as I stared into his piercing green eyes. God he had such lovely eyes, and the way he was staring at me was so smoldering and passionate. God. I might just die right here.

"Good" then he grabbed my face carefully and kissed me passionately on the lips before I even had a chance to react. I didn't know what to do I just stood there frozen enjoying the moment but too surprised to do anything about it that was until he stuck his tongue into my mouth and I felt like I was melting until a puddle…..I quickly put my hands through his hair and pushed him closer to me. He moaned and pushed me down on the bed so that he was lying on top of me.

"You feel so fucking soft" he kissed my nose lightly and put his hand under my skirt and I tensed a little "so smooth…" he whispered huskily. He began kissing from the corner of my mouth to the crook of my neck and began sucking on the pulse point—Oh, fuck this felt amazing. Please, don't let me throw up again! He positioned himself in between my legs and I felt like I was in heaven when he started moving back and forth slowly. He bit lightly on my collarbone and I moaned in pleasure.

He pulled away and I whimpered and he chuckled lightly and unbuttoned his shirt off revealing the most perfect abs and stomach—Wow this kid was like a Greek God or something. I couldn't help but touch him and he closed his eyes enjoying the moment while I touched his chest and then I began placing soft kisses all around his chest. When I looked back at his eyes they were open and he was looking at me so intensely—no one had ever looked at me like that before—his eyes were so dark and full of lust.

"I want you" he said clearly.

What was I supposed to say to that? This was the moment I was supposed to decide in what I knew what ws right and what I knew was wrong.

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