Title: Hook line and sinker

Fandom: yu-gi-oh GX

Pairing: JadenXSyrus (main, may be others)

Rating: T (might become M}

Warnings: guy on guy relationships, sexual refrences and fantasies, and most likely eventual mentions of implied molestation/rape. Also possibly eventual lemon.

Inspired by: the artists comments on an adorable pic of Jaden I found (the comments made my mind implode}

Summary: set after episode 38, after Jaden returns from being held hostage by the Admiral he becomes slightly distant and prone to nightmares. What exactly happened to him when the Admiral held him hostage, and can Syrus find a way to get the old jaden back? ( the idea is better than this crappy summary makes it sound. Really}

Ch1: feelings and longing

(Syrus's POV}

I never wanted him to leave, really I didn't. I didn't mean to get so mad at him. Hell I wasn't even mad, I was embarrassed.

Hey, you would be too if your best friend told you that he'd traded your bed for a trading card, and that you'd have to sleep in his bed ( since I wouldn't fit in Chumly's} until he could get you a new one.

Especially if you had a crush on that friend, but were too much of a chicken to tell them.

That's right people, I, little Syrus scardy cat Truesdale like my best bud and room mate Jaden Yuki.

No… I LOVE him. Everything about him. His quirky attitude, his seemingly limitless confidence, how he always has a smile on, I love that smile. He's everything anyone could want, he an amazing duelist, good looks, dazzling smile, he's supportive, he has a hot body. I blush just thinking about him.

But now he's gone, and it hurts because… I could have made him stay.

But no, I just stood there as that boat took him out to that submarine, he stared back at me as I stood there watching him go, brown hair blowing gently in the sea breeze, and those beautiful brown eyes staring back at me, with… pain in them, pain I'D caused by refusing to come.

If I had known that was the last time the last time I would see him….

Sure that nutty admiral guy wasn't a shadow rider, but he still took Jaden away. When the others came back without Jaden, I was afraid, afraid that Jaden had lost a shadow game and got his soul stolen, but what they told me scared me even more.

Jaden, had left on his own free will, for fortune and a job, and id never see him again.

When I heard this, I couldn't help it, I cried, I ran away to that cliff jaden liked to sit on and cried my eyes out.

Eventually after I was sure everyone was gone, I went back to the pier and stared at the ocean, which is where I am now.

I keep staring out at the ocean, now painted red by a sunset, hoping… no BEGGING for a boat or that damned submarine to come over the horizon, with him on it, smiling like he always did, I want the ocean to bring him back to me.

But as the evening wears on and the sky darkens I give up and walk back to the Slifer Red dorm in utter defeat. I enter my dorm room to find Chumly already asleep, and a huge gap where my bed was supposed to be. I sigh and take the only other option, sleeping in Jaden's bed. I try to smile thinking it might ease my loneliness to sleep in my secret loves bed, even if he isn't there with Me.

I change into my pajama's, turn out the lights and climb into Jadens bed, the covers are mangled and messy as usual, and one of Jaden's spare blazers is smushed against the footboard. I smile sadly, thinking of him again. I lie down and pull the covers over myself. But then I find it hard to relax because of an odd scent that hits me hard in the nose.

Jaden's scent.

It was all over the pillow and the sheets, it smelt of several spices, but also had a hint if sweetness to it, on the pillow it was mixed with smell of the cheap shampoo they have us use in the showers, but the rest of it, in the sheets and mattress and most likely the blazer at the end of the bed, was a pure blend of what seemed to be, cinnamon, ginger, and something sugurary sweet.

I instantly loved the smell, it was spicy yet sweet, potent yet soothing, and in my opinion, it fit Jaden perfectly, it relaxed me and saddened me at the same time, because I didn't know if I would see him ever again. Tears slipped from my eyes as I pulled the covers around me, allowing Jaden's scent to engulf me as I fell into a restless sleep

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(Jadens POV}

I watch the ocean pass by through a porthole on this submarine. I still don't belive it was just hours ago I was at Deul Acadamy, with everyone, with all my friends. And now ive practically been kidnapped by some nut that talks with phrases that sound like a completely different language. I may not have the best grades, but I know full well when someone's lying to me.

I mean sure the guy seems nice enough, hell you should see this room he's letting me stay in, its probly bigger and fancier than Chazz's room at his house! But I don't like it here. The admiral and some of the sailors were looking at me funny awhile ago, thus why ive locked the door. I feel trapped, surrounded, sure, anyone else would consider this place a huge improvement over the roach infested, paperthin walled Slifer dorm. And it is kinda nice…

But… its not home.

It can't be home. Not when what you've become used to calling "home" is a small, 1 room dorm that you share with 2 other people. I think I'm even missing the roaches right now. In fact im kinda missing everything about DA right now. I miss Chazz's insults and wisecracks, I miss Bastion's smarty pants talk that I don't understand half the time. I'm even starting to miss Crowler's more boring than dirt lectures.

But… most of all… I miss HIM

I miss the little boy with eyes like pure silver moons and hair that seems like someone ripped out a piece of the sky and placed it on his pretty little head. I miss the boy who stole my heart from the second I saw him. The boy who I swear on my soul is one of gods angels misplaced here on earth. I miss Syrus.

And the main reason, as youve probly already guessed by now is because… I'm in love with him. Ok there I said it, what do you want me to do, shout it from the rooftops? … cause I would be totally fine with that…

…… Anyway….

But yeah ive been head over heels for him ever since I met him at the entrance exams, I fell for his endearing cuteness and utter adorability on sight. I mean really how could anyone not look at him and think he was the cutest person on the planet? I mean I even once heard CHAZZ admit he was cute. (when he said that I had an odd urge to beat the crap out of him, because I want Syrus to be MINE and mine alone. My Syrus. Mine. No touchie.)

The point is, Syrus has become a necessary part of my life, I need him like I need air, food and water. Thus, why I need to get back to him as soon as possible. And I will, I'll get back to him if I have to freaking swim back.

I would do it now if I wasn't so flipping wiped. I feel like I just ran a marathon at 3 in the morning.

I lay down on the, for lack of a better word, huge bed ive been sitting on, im so tired I don't even bother taking off my shoes or getting under the covers. I stare out the window and surrender myself to dreams of duel academy, my home, my friends… and my Syrus.

But before I'm completely gone I wisper, " I'll come back soon, wait for me Sy."

AN: and theres chap 1, chap 2 will be longer I swear but I was kinda in a rush