today is december 3rd

today i went to feed and bumped into princess anna just as i was about to leave. She just stared at me for a couple seconds and ran away. I was in no mood to attack anybody. I changed into my hell beast form and flew back to the castle. When i got there no one was there except for the servents. They must have gone to castle frankenstein. Well they were away i went up to my room to rest. Master woke me up when they got back. He told me to get up and come with him so i did. He took me on a walk around the castle, it had seemed we had walked for hours but i injoyed my alone time with him. When we got back he kissed my forhead and walked to his study. I went to my room and sat down on the edge of my coffin when Marishka ran in. She looked at me and said verona was pregnant. I smiled untill she left the she left i started to cry my eyes out. Master must have scenced it and came to my room. He walked over and sat next to me." what is wrong" he said." i am disapointed that i can't give you kids i replied staring at the floor. He lifted my head up with hi fingers and said i love you anyway without kids. Well maybe if i get pregnant you will give me more attention i said. He just said love it may seem like i give your sisters more attention but they don't. Right before he left i asked would you miss me if i ever were gone. Why yes he said and left at that. huh i said adn to test that i flew to the forest next to an abanden cabin cause when the sun came up i needed a place to sleep without getting burnt.I hid there for a couple days but closed the mental bond between me and master." i just hope he won't punish me"?