*flashback*

'it's finally over,' I thought as I lay on the ground by the stream, my front legs bleeding. 'I can finally end this torturous life.' I closed my eyes and ignored the pain, listening to the birds sing above me. Suddenly the serenity was interrupted by a scream. I slowly opened my eyes, my vision blurry, and saw a yellow mare standing nearby. "go away," I muttered, before blacking out.

**time skip**

My first thought upon waking up was: 'wow, death is comfortable!' My first thought upon realizing I was alive was: 'where the hell am I?'
A mare's voice spoke up from somewhere to the left. "Oh, you're awake! Thank Celestia!" The voice was beautiful, quiet and comforting.

I hesitantly opened my eyes and looked around for the source of the voice... it was the yellow pony I had seen by the stream. she looked down at me, seemingly concerned. but that couldn't be right... nopony cares about me. I looked away and took in my surroundings; I was on a couch, a staircase to the right, a table to the left, a door in front of me... and animals everywhere. Birds, squirrels, beavers... and one white rabbit, perched on the arm of the couch, staring at me.

The mare spoke up. "Oh, uhm, that's Angel. He's the sweetest little thing!" she nuzzled the rabbit, Angel. "and what... what's your name?" I stammered nervously... wow, she was gorgeous, her pink mane flowing in front of her eyes cutely.. "Fluttershy..." she mumbled. I snapped out of my daydreaming. "my name's Fluttershy... what's yours?" "I'm..." I faltered. why was I finding it so hard to talk to this pony? "Deadwing. My... my name is Deadwing."

She smiles shyly. "why were you bleeding when I found you? were you hurt by wolves?" she asked. I slowly shook my head. "I'd... rather not say." She stared at me for what seemed like forever, before a look of realization spread across her face. "You were... killing yourself?" she whispered in shock. I nodded silently. she looked down at me and a tear slid down her cheek. "Well you can't now." she told me decisively. "what? why not?" I asked, confused at why she cared so much. "Because I... well, I was wondering... if you wouldn't mind..." I raised an eyebrow, waiting. "Will you maybe go on a date with me?" she squeaked out. I just stared up at her in shock...

**I'm making the prologue as two parts because I'm tired and can't finish, but I'm trying to post some every day. it's not much, but hope you liked!**