Breathless

He rushed into the room and slammed the door behind himself. Loud, restricting breathing sounded through the empty space. His eyes darted everywhere while his mind flooded with useless, terrifying thoughts. He pushed his back up against the door and covered his mouth. Tears began falling before he realised it, wetting his fingers with the unwanted salty liquid. A shudder wracked his body as his legs were pulled closer and hugged against his chest.

The silence of the room was filled with his sobs and strangled breathing. Finally after what felt like an eternity of mental torture, he opened his eyes to survey his room. From his trop draw he spotted the thick, brown rope, begging to be hung up and used. With shinning, glossed over eyes he stood up and brushed the falling chocolate strands from his face while walking over to his desk. With a shaky hand he scribbled;

i'm sorry

The world was watery as another sob shook his body and another struggle to breathe incapacitated him.

After he caught his breath again he grabbed the jewelled dagger he'd gotten as a gift, the shinning gems were tainted with his tears as well as his blood when he dragged the shinning metal edge slowly across his arm. Red rivers overflowed onto tanned skin whilst his breathing evened out. His mind was assaulted with such a powerful numbing, comforting and empty feeling, he felt as if all his problems were fixed and he was left without a care in the world. With a newfound willpower and a wobble in his step he walked across his room, dragging the desks chair behind him.

The rough brown rope was wrapped around his bleeding arm as he tied it around one of the support beams of the roof. The chair shuddered under his feet while he was finishing his new noose.

The boy smiled down and wiped the amber coloured eyes before securing the ring around his neck.

"Bye…" He whispered in a cracked and broken voice, feeling like nothing more than a speck, a flaw upon the surface of the empty world. Before kicking the chair out from under himself and watching the door handle shake.

Yeah, so the week hasn't been the best but writing always helps a little. I'm sure you can guess who this is right? So how many have we done so far, Jay was first then it was Lloyd, Zane had the attack and now this one. We've got two ninja left.

Anyways, I'm hoping a few fanfics be updated next week so that some brightness can shine through the cloudy start to the BIRTHDAY MONTH. Yay, 27 days to go. Maybe I'll finish off BurningEmerald tonight as well.

Bye-bye, see ya next time :)