Death and resurrection

Feeling so empty as I cross the wide open plains

What did ever go wrong?

I still don't know

I keep walking on my own

I wonder when they'll find me?

Tears stream down my face

A broken heart in my hand

Darkness swirls around me as I

stand in the center of this hurricane

trembling I glance toward

the tumble of dark clouds above me

I have no idea how it'll end

I wish to rid myself of this pain

But it seems like everythin I do-

Backfires on me…

My mind is twirling as I look at you

How could this have ever gone wrong?

Dainty blood spills unto the ground

as I watch them all fall like dominos

I scream for it all to stop

But my voice is drowned

by the thunder cracking above

rain spills as it mixes with tears

I fall unto the mud

Thinking this is my fault…

I have lost my mind

I have no thoughts, no voice, no soul.

What used to be mine is gone.

All that surrounds me is this abyss

I can't seem to get rid of

All I can do is cry

Even though I know it's pointless-

There's no use of shouting

When your body has gone numb

And you've become a shadow to everyone…

They all turn their backs to me

None acknowledge me

I've been abandoned by the roses

I used to have at my feet

Now all I have are these snares

on my feet that seem to claim me

nonetheless I keep walking down the line-

breaking glass under my feet and spilling blood

thorns prick my hands as I gently caress it

I see I've become no more than a shadow to your eyes

I see no reason to stay so I leave hollow goodbyes

And let myself fall into these murky waters

I've been dreading for so long…