Departing

I never thought it would come to this

I never imagined you…

The one I cared for …

The one I actually felt something towards ….

I never thought I would end up erasing you from my life

Its hard

All those feelings I felt

All those times I felt joy and happiness

They were nothing but a lie…

Now…

The feelings I have inside me hurt

They go deeper than anything I've ever felt before

But…

If I truly care for you

The best thing for you and me

Is to depart this friendship

Even…

Even if I fall and lose it all

I know that someday I'll learn to stand again