This is my first song fanfiction. It's basically a human AU with Percy and Annabeth. I sadly do not own Percy Jackson. I also don't own the song Amnesia: by 5 Seconds Of Summer.
Percy's POV:
'I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted'
I was driving home from the grocery store after picking up some food for dinner. I came up to a red light and stopped waiting for it to turn green. Looking to my left I noticed the bar I used to take her to. Whenever she was upset or angry I always knew how to cheer her up.
'I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way it tasted'
It was raining the last day I saw her. We were in the front lawn of her house. A white sign stood in the grass, the sold letters painted in bright red across the front of it.
Her father was calling for her to get into the cab because it was time to go. She turned to leave, but I quickly grabbed her wrist and pulled her in for a kiss. Her lips were moist from the rain pouring down onto us.
'And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine'
Piper gives me updates on her every day. She tells me about her new school, new friends, new life.
'Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you'
I know she's moved on, but I wonder if she ever thinks about me. About us.
'When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?'
I try and write her every day. Tell her how my life is going and asking how her's is. I still tell her 'I love you' at the end of every letter.
'Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie'
Every once in a while I question 'Was everything we ever had just fake?' 'Did she ever even love me?'
'If what we had was real how could she be fine?'
She's moved on and I know it, but what happened to everything we've been thought? What ever happened to us?
'Cause I'm not fine at all'
'I remember the day you told me you were leaving. I remember the makeup running down your face'
She called me one afternoon asking me to come over, saying it was important. I could hear her sniffling like she was crying, or was about to start. I quickly drove over to her house and she met me outside.
Her mascara was smeared and running down her checks, but I didn't care about her makeup, she still looked beautiful to me.
'And the dreams we left behind you didn't need them, like every single wish we ever made'
One day we were just talking about our future. Going to college together, getting married, and having kids. She wanted 2, I wanted 3, but I guess those dreams will never be achieved.
'I wish that I could wake up with amnesia, and forget about the stupid little things'
Sometimes I wish I would have never met her. She ruined my life in some ways, but in others made it better.
'Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you, and the memories I never can escape'
We would sometimes just lay side by side together for hours, talking and laughing, reliving old memories and making new ones. She would eventually snuggle up to my side and fall asleep, and soon I would fall asleep to, with my arms wrapped around her. When everything was perfect.
When Annabeth was with me.
'Cause I'm not fine at all'
