AN: This is a short one. Possibly six or seven chapters long. Like the other story, I will try to get two chapters out each week. I hope you get around to listening to the songs at the beginning of the chapters.
Disclaimer : I do not own Rizzoli and Isles in any way!
Wanted – Hunter Hayes
For the umpteenth time Maura read through her acceptance letter. It seemed surreal, how at only 16 years old she had the next ten years of her life sketched to perfection. Had it been only two years ago, she would have been jumping to the skies with delight. But since returning from her French boarding school and starting public school in America, a lot had changed.
''I don't want to attend a new school in Boston, I want to remain here'', Maura stomped her foot to the ground.
''Maura honey, get a hold of yourself''
''But it's not fair. You never asked me. It's the same thing that happened when we left Boston in the first place''
''These are well thought out decisions dear'', Constance tried to sound patient with her fourteen year old daughter.
''For you, yes. You drag me around the world to wherever your work takes you. I have to start making new friends again''. Maura was uncharacteristically pacing up and down in her mother's study, hoping the woman would just leave her at the boarding she was at so she could visit Boston on school holidays instead.
''You don't have that many friends to leave. I'm sure you'll make a plenty more at this new school''. Constance was frank most of the times, but it never ceased to hurt Maura when she pointed out things like these that caused her so much pain.
And just like that, they'd relocated back to Boston. Just because her mother and father's work was taking them there for the time being.
Maura would have hated her parents immensely for the move – once again – but then she met Jane. The brunette who was two years older than her had been a miracle in her life. She made each of Maura's dark days that much brighter. And after a year of tentative friendship to begin with, then comfortable company, leading to a majority of alone time filled with meaningful glances and shy touches, the two had begun a romance.
And they were now one year going strong, their love stronger than it had ever been. Jane had briefly dated Joey Grant and Casey Jones before Maura, but together they both had a new experience with each other. For Jane, Maura was her first ever girlfriend. And for Maura, Jane was her first relationship altogether. Even though they'd both never slept with guys before, their first sexual experience was with each other. Sloppy and awkward and painful, they eventually got the hang of things – together. And that was one of the bonds that kept them so strong. And they both knew they'd always feel this way about each other. How was it possible to ever forget the girl who gave you your first orgasm?
So much for love, as they say. This was the reason Maura was reading her letter once again, and putting it back in her drawer where it had taken residence for the last two weeks since it arrived. She would never tell Jane. She had never wanted to do it in the first place anyway. But her mother convinced her, saying it was worth a shot, as if her mind wasn't already planned. It was only when the acceptance letter came that Constance told Maura that they were planning on relocating to England. Her father was going to lecture at the University of Oxford while Constance did her art exhibitions.
It was happening all over again. Where her parents made their plans and had to find a way to fit her into them, never asking how she felt about it. But unlike before, Maura wasn't budging this time. Constance tried and tried but it was to no avail. Maura had made it perfectly clear; there was no way in heaven or hell that she was going to leave Jane. It was as simple as that. Constance who had before not much cast any thought to Jane, found herself filled with loathe over this tall brunette who was unknowingly ruining her plans.
Maura had been accepted into the medical school preparations program for 16-18 years olds at the University of Oxford. It was a summer program that she'd take to help her prepare to get into the world's second ranked best university. After the summer she'd begin her A'levels at the prestigious private Oxford International College. On completion she'd be headed into the beginnings of her medical career at the University of Oxford. Yes, it was all planned out. Her father had even stated that he'd arrange internships for her during the holidays at the private hospital a colleague of his worked.
Feeling the frustration rise once again at the thought of what her life was supposed to become, she folded the letter and put them back into the drawer. It was suicide to her future, she knew it. But it wasn't the end of the world. She'd get into BCU and not ever have to leave Jane or leave Boston. That was just fine with her.
With renewed resolution, she got herself prepared to leave. She was going for a sleepover at Jane's like she often did most weekends.
''Off to Jane's'', her mother called from the living room couch.
''Yes mother''
''Well have a nice weekend'', Constance said sincerely. It's not that she didn't see how much the two cared for each other. It's just that it was a romance bound to reach its end sooner rather than later, and that was the nicest way to put it.
...
''What would I do without you'', Jane laughed as she locked her bedroom door. Maura had sufficiently saved her from Angela's rumblings about cleaning up after dinner – again.
''A lot actually'', Maura answered.
''Can you put aside the math and the logic for a second'', Jane sobered up and walked towards her girlfriend. ''You look beautiful'', the brunette said seriously.
Maura couldn't control her blush; Jane always said the sweetest of things when she really wanted to. ''Thanks''
''It's not just the pretty dress and nice hair Maura, it's much deeper than that'', Jane pulled Maura against her by the waist, placing one hand against Maura to feel her heart beat. ''You know this last year we've been together has been one of the best in my life. You make me so happy''
''Me too Jane'', Maura whispered, already captivated by Jane's nearness and poetic words.
''Before we started dating, I used to watch you – not in a creepy way'', she chuckled, ''But I used to just look at you walking down the hall at school or something, and I wished I could just hold your hand and call you mine''
''You should have'', Maura smirked, swaying lightly in Jane's arms.
''I love you Maura, I really do. And I know forever is like…..forever, but I do wanna love you forever''
''I'll glad forever is forever, because I want to be with you for that long''
''I want that too''
''Is that all you want Jane?'', Maura challenged seductively.
''Ah…you know me well mi'lady'', Jane pulled Maura in for a soft kiss. ''There is a lot I want actually, now that you ask. I wanna wrap you up in my arms, and I wanna kiss your lips, and I…'', she paused, looking into Maura's shiny hazel eyes – they were as beautiful as ever. ''…I wanna make you feel wanted. Always''
And with than Jane pulled Maura in for a deeper kiss. Her tongue was granted instant entry as Maura moaned into her mouth.
''Not too loud Maur'', Jane panted, moving them towards the bed backwards.
''You're going…to have…to…do this fast Jane'', Maura said in between the kisses. And when Jane moved her lips the freckled neck, Maura could speak more clearly now. ''I don't think I can keep all that quiet Jane. It's been five days, and I've missed you so much''.
By this time Jane had her girlfriend pinned to the bed, as she frantically pulled her shorts and t-shirt off. Her bra was off by the time Maura fully opened her eyes.
''I'm not rushing this babe, so tell me if I have to duct-tape your mouth''
Maura smiled at the naked girl above her. While sometimes Maura preferred to just have a quickie, Jane had never been that type of girl. Jane didn't just have sex. She made love to Maura all the time, taking precious care with her body and showering her with kisses and all the tenderness in the world. Maura appreciated this, especially during their first times when it was all still new territory for her. But now there were just times when she was mad horny and wanted to be fucked senseless – fast.
Tonight was one of those nights, but Jane wasn't budging.
''Jane…'', Maura pleaded, roughly pulling Jane's hand where it was needed.
When Jane met the moisture, she understood the turmoil her girlfriend must be in so she picked up her pace a bit more, kissing Maura to help muffle her cries as she came undone. At this point in their relationship, they were sure that at some point someone had heard them having sex. No one ever mentioned it, but from Maura's often loud cried they knew it must have happened. And that's why Jane preferred having sex at Maura's than at her place.
...
On Monday morning Constance asked Angela if they could meet for coffee.
''With all due respect Angela – I don't mean to insult you or your daughter – but this relationship is pulling Maura back''
''But they love each other'', Angela reasoned.
''That, I know. But is it enough for my daughter to throw her entire future prospects away for?''
''Maybe it should be her decision. I understand she still hasn't told Jane about this''
''No she hasn't'', Constance said miserably.
''Give her time, she might change her mind''
''Jane says she wants to be a police officer when she grows up correct?'' Angela was quiet for a moment, and Constance saw right through the cracks. ''But you don't support that''
''Because it's dangerous and not well suited for women I think'', the Italian mother defended.
''That's what you think. And you want what's best for your daughter so you continuously discourage her from that. And you don't see me challenging you because of that''
''It's different''
''Because it's my daughter, and not yours?'', Constance asked back. Angela didn't respond. ''If Jane was accepted into the best school, and had the potential to do great things wouldn't you want that for her? If your family was moving away wouldn't you want your daughter to come too?''
''I see your point I guess'', Angela said softly. It hurt her that Maura had to go away. Because she loved Maura, and her and Jane were so good together. This whole thing was going to destroy both girls, Angela just knew. She felt the worst for Maura, because the blonde wasn't going to have anyone to comfort her. At least Jane would have her family and friends.
''Maura loves your daughter, and again meaning no disrespect, they are both young and this can't possibly last forever. Imagine how much Maura will despise Jane if they broke up when she'd thrown everything away for her. And imagine how guilty Jane would feel for the rest of her life knowing she was the reason that Maura didn't reach her full potential. Would you want them to both then stay together just because breaking up would be a waste? Don't you see it Angela?''
''I do''. The Rizzoli mother was staring to see Constance' point. Her argument was valid. There was a good chance all that had been said could happen. And would the girls recover from that? Wouldn't they hate each other for the rest of their lives if things got ugly? And didn't it seem like tying down someone, or putting too much pressure on them. Because if Jane learned all this, she'd work tirelessly to be the perfect person for Maura to make up for Maura choosing her over Oxford. And wouldn't Maura end up feeling entitled to everything Jane had to offer, because of the sacrifice she would have made for the brunette? And what if Jane fell in love with someone else, it is life, it happens. How would she tell the blonde this when Maura would have put her before everything in her life.
''Maura is only sixteen, and while she may hold a respectable intellectual level, emotionally she's not there yet. It's a 'hot' romance'', the refined woman used air quotes. ''They are young and in love and oblivious to real life. They are going to have to make plenty more sacrifices in their lives, this is just one of them''
''I guess'', Angela shook her head in sad agreement.
''In time, they will realize all this and move on''
''So what are we supposed to do?''
''I think that you should tell Jane'', Constance declared.
Angela gasped upon hearing this, ''What?''
''And I think you need to tell Jane to end things with Maura''
''That's not necessary Constance. Surely they can still date. I mean….if things eventually fizzle then fine. But it's not right to force them to break up. And can't Maura visit during her holidays?'', the woman pleaded on her daughters behalf.
''If Jane doesn't break up with her she won't go. Her mind is made up. Honestly, I've never seen her like this. She has a couple more weeks before she has to submit her decision for the summer program, there just isn't much time. And at the end of the term we'll be leaving for England''
''That's so soon Constance''
''It is. And Maura knows this, that's why she's neglecting to act upon it in the hopes that she will be late and they won't take her in''
''And the holidays?'', Angela asked.
''Her father has arranged some internships for her. And really, after Jane breaks up with her, there won't be much need for her return''
''It's not only Jane that loves her you know, we all love her''. Angela couldn't understand how at Maura's young age they had lined up all these things for the poor girl. Frankie was almost sixteen and all that was decided for him was which sport club he was going to join for the summer, and not a whole program to prepare him to get into an acclaimed university.
''I don't know what to say Angela. But I believe it is every mother's job to look out for her child in the best way they can. You have your way of raising your children, I have mine. It probably doesn't seem ideal to you, or necessary even. But where I'm from, how I grew up, these are the important things. I want my daughter to be well educated and prosperous academically. The college she will get into in England, it's only a first step. And where she'll end up, they will look at all of these things and consider them in high regard. I want her to be at the very top of her profession. Because I know what she is capable of. And my job is to enable her to be the best, and that's all I'm doing here. Lovers come and go, all the time, we both know that. And I can't let my decision be influenced by a teenage romance. Do you understand me?'', Constance asked. She really hoped her words could take root.
''But you brought her to a public school here. Weren't you thinking about her future then? Why didn't you take her to some private school then?'', Angela asked her a fair question of her own.
''It was a sudden move Angela. And two years ago, I believed a change in environment would do her a bit of some good'', came the lame response. She'd been caught red handed.
''That doesn't seem like a fair standard, but I won't argue with you over your daughter''
''Good. Anyway'', Constance continued, ''think about it''. Both their coffees had gone cold. The two had met at a café where they were having this discussion that would shatter the lives of their daughters. ''Talk to Jane. I know she too is a smart girl. And if she loves Maura, she'll do what's best for her.''
