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I Hope You Find It

JJ:
These clouds aren't going nowhere, baby. Rain keeps falling down. Just thought I try to call you baby, for you got too far out of town. And I hope that you get this message I'm leave you. Because I hate that you left without hearing the words that I needed you to.

You left this morning, I know because Garcia told me. Rain keeps falling down and I'm sitting outside on my steps. It's like a repeat of when I came home from the hospital the day that you "died". I tried to call you a few hours ago but your phone was disconnected. I wanted to leave you a message. You left and I didn't get the chance to say what I needed to say to you. You left and didn't give anyone a way to contact you.

I hope you find it, what you're looking for. And I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be and so much more. I hope you're happy, wherever you are. I wanted you to know that and nothing's going to change that and I hope you find it.

I wanted to say that I was sorry; I never should have strung you along like that. I know that it was wrong and selfish but I couldn't be without you. I hope that you find everything that I couldn't give, everything that I couldn't be. I hope that your life ends up like your dreams. But most importantly I hope that you'll end up happy whether it's in London or somewhere else in the world.

Emily:
Am I supposed to hang around and wait forever? The last words that I said, but that was nothing but broken heart talking baby. You know that wasn't what I meant.

I was sitting on the plane, looking out of the window when I thought about the last words I said to you. It was cruel, vindictive but honest. The worst part wasn't that it was the truth, the worst part was when I saw the hurt on your face, I was glad. I hope you know that wasn't what I meant.

Call me up let me know that you got this message I'm leaving for you. Because I hate that you left without hearing the words that I needed you to.

I wanted to call you, to apologize but I couldn't get passed the first ring and then I called you a second time and Will answered. I hate that I left without telling you the words that I needed you to hear but in the end I knew that it was for the best.

And I hope you find it, what you're looking for. And I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be and so much more.

I'm not mad at you for choosing Will over me. Deep down I always knew where and to whom your heart truly belonged to. I know that we had something special but I also know that in the end it wasn't as powerful as what the two have. I hope your life is what you dreamed it would be, the life we talked about. I hope that it's that and so much more.

And I hope you're happy, wherever you are. I wanted you to know that and nothing's going to change that. And I hope you find it.

I hope that you'll be happy wherever your life leads you. I will always cherish and treasure the time we spent together. You will always have a place in my heart, and nothing will ever change that.

A.N. So what do you think? It's short but it felt like the right length to me. It's not Beta'd so any mistakes are mine. This was also written for ZiggyStardustt's birthday. So, happy early Birthday!