So this is my first time writing something like this and its more of a drabble. Came to me last night and was a wee bit too lazy to write it down then. Anyways read it..and review it. GO GURL GO. I hope you like it! Like seriously though.
Summary: Drabble/Auslly. READ&REVIEW much love!
Disclaimer: I DONT OWN AUSTIN&ALLY. IF I DID THOUGH. MAN THAT'D BE TITTIES.
She knows it's the last time when he leaves.
Maybe not for sure at the moment, but it's a lingering feeling that stays as he closes the door.
It's been three months. Three long months since he left. They are no longer Austin&Ally, now its just Austin. Then Ally.
She feels as if its her fault, that he left cause who would want a broken girl by there side?
No one.
She wants to scream at him that its not her fault that her dad died, but she cant.
Shes falling apart even more than before and still she blames herself
Not the fact that he promised forever
That he would never leave
And that he'd always come home.
Things change though, and he never came back.
She misses his presence
The feel of him by her side in their bed, well her bed
She misses the good morning kisses
The conversations they shared
She misses him
She wonders if he'll ever come back
Still after all this time
She'll sit by the door, just waiting for him to come home
He never does.
Trish starts to worry, her friend is in bad condition
Trish knows he's gone, but isnt sure that Ally knows that.
Hes a popstar. Popstars break hearts, Ally knew this going into the relationship.
So why'd she think it'd be different for her?
It's been 2 years
Shes watching the televsion as his face flashes onto the screen.
"POPSTAR AUSTIN MOON ENGAGED"
She knows that its over now.
That he's never coming home.
He'll never say "Good morning beautiful" to her again.
She sits there, as it all sinks in.
She's more shocked really, than sad but the tears still fall.
Maybe it's a joke. A sad sadistic joke she thinks
She knows shes wrong.
She pushed him away, its her fault.
He would've stayed, she ponders on the thought.
He wouldve.
She knows it. Now all she wants is to go back in time.
To let him hold her as the tears fall from her face
But some wishes don't come true.
Its been five years
Ally's back on her feet
Living like she was, before he came along.
It's another regular night, Trish is over and the television's on.
"POPSTAR AUSTIN MOON DIVORICES WIFE"
This time it doesn't faze her.
Its been two months since Austin had his divorice.
Shes sitting at home, writing in her book.
The lyrics are almost done when she heres a light knocking at her door.
She opens the door to find him, standing there.
He looks a little lost.
She look utterly shocked.
"Austin..?" She's scared of his presence, why would he be here?
"Uh..hey Als." He seems heistant.
"Uh..um..uh..do you want to come in?" She curses herself for her awkwardness
"Yeah, that'd be nice"
They talk for hours.
Turns out
He missed her just as much as she missed him
And he made mistakes but he realized in the end who he wanted.
He apolgizes for never coming home
She sits there and crys
Shes fearful that he'll leave again
He promises he wont.
She believes him.
Maybe this time it's different
Maybe.
