There's always been that appeal, that attraction of a best friend. There's just something about being so close to someone, having them know every little thing about you, every secret, every habit, every like, dislike, allergy; everything. They know you better than anybody else, and without realising it, you fall in love with them, just a little bit. Just because they're so amazing. After all, they wouldn't be your best friend if you didn't find them amazing.

Best friends could make you laugh so hard, you cry, or wet your pants, but they'd never judge you for it. Best friends never judge each other. They've been through too much together to be able to judge.

There's the inside jokes you gather over the years, and all the little things you do for one another just to make the other happy.

There's the popcorn throwing, the movie watching, the cuddles on the sofa that aren't awkward at all, because you're just that close.

But maybe that last one was just Dan and Phil.

In any case, without a best friend, where would the laughter be? Where would the fun be? where would the love be? That tiny little bit, that could turn into something more, if it was let to grow (which it wasn't, because Phil firmly trod on it every day, smushed it down, hid it underneath his shoe, took it where the sun didn't shine, and the water didn't flow).

Somehow, though, that little bit of love still managed to grow. And boy did it grow. It grew and grew, and grew some more, it wouldn't stop. It blossomed, it spread its seed, which made more love sprout from nowhere, and grow just as quickly.

Phil loved his best friend, and the more he tried to hide it, the more it grew, and the more it showed.

It wasn't best friend love anymore, but that was okay, because nothing changed. He acted normal, he was still close with Dan.

He didn't let his feelings effect their relationship, because that was just the sort of person he was. He considered others.

And besides, why ruin a great friendship for love he knew for a fact wasn't returned?

So. I don't know where this came from. XD I was talking to my old (I'm pretty sure he still is tho. I've just known him since forever :))best friend on Facebook while I wrote this so I guess maybe that was it? I dunno we were talking about gaming and stuff and it made me realised that I love him :) just that little bit. And maybe its gonna grow, maybe not, but all I know is that he's an amazing guy, and the inspiration for this little drabble!

Shout out to Blake! :D You better tell me what that dream was one day or I swear to god! :P

Anyways, this is just my way of saying 'hey, I'm back! Let the Writing begin again!'. But I don't know about the schedule guys, I've got a daily job now, chores to do, a second job that isn't so daily, and I have to feed my dogs every day now (my sister has gone to America D: ) so we'll see. I think I'll end up going back to random updates, I don't know. What do you guys think?

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