Bittersweet, a Multi Chapter Fic
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Chapter 1
"See the panic in my eyes; Kiss me only when I cry"
I was sleeping when I had that nightmare again, we were at a scene of a fire and I called out for Casey and he wasn't there. I silently cried as I felt the side of the bed grow cold. I was on the verge of having a panic attack, it was then I saw my lock screen lit with a message. "Leaving now, you ok?" I sighed a sigh of relieve. I immediately went down stairs and waited. I heard a knock at the door, and saw Casey. I was relieved as I waited for him to shower, that way we could sleep. It has been 10 months since we had gotten married and I was happy that we finally were because Severide and Renee had gotten married, but against her wishes-Severide was still working for us; however I could tell that there was some unspoken tension between her and Severide. Then the dispatch alarm pulled me back to reality- Engine 51, Ambulance 61- Possible shooting victim, and a house fire." I did my usual routine of praying and checking the air tanks very quickly. Today, Casey and I did something we wouldn't do and that was kissing each other before we left to our posts. Mills, Otis and Hermann and Vargas all started singing that childhood kissing song, and I could tell that Severide has looking away out of respect, I wonder if he ever regrets pushing me away? We arrived at the scene and went to work. The shooting victim was transported to the hospital when I was inside (along with Casey and Mills) when I heard another round of shots. At that instant, I prayed that we'd get out alive.
