The cameras and I tried my best to smile. "Come on Selena, your gorgeous babe...just a few more." The photographer said as I posed some more for the camera. I tried my best to suck in my stomach, not wanting to look fat or something, but either way I was going to be photo shopped. He put the camera down and called it a day. I used to love my job, really, but there was no joy in anything for me anymore. I went to the bathroom and looked at my reflection in the mirror. Why would anyone want me to model? I was fat. I heard a knock on the door and I quickly opened it, seeing my manager on the other side. "Selena, you have a photo shoot tomorrow, so be prepared, I'll be seeing you at your apartment at 8 am. No excuses, this is important." She said, almost barking at me. I nodded. I haven't had a day off in so long. It's just there's been so many photo shoots, meetings, and advertising that I can't even have a day off. After every day my dumbass manager schedules me to do another fucking thing, while she gets to have days off to have sex with her husband.

I finally arrived home and slammed the apartment door shut. I was starving, but I knew if I ate anything, my manager would tell me I'm fat again. I took one look at the refrigerator and saw a plate of brownies with a note on them. I quickly skimmed the note: "Hey Sel, I thought I should make you some brownies because you look like you could eat something. Call me when you get this. Love, Taylor." I smiled. She makes the best food ever. I guess that's what you get for having a baker as a best friend. I debated on whether or not to eat them but I knew Carly would be pissed at me for eating anything, so I threw them in the trash, watching them sink to the bottom of it. I grabbed my iPhone out of my pocket and called Taylors number. "Seeelenaa!" She answered, almost bursting my ear drum. "Hey Tay." I laughed, falling on my couch. "Did you eat the brownies yet?" Taylor asked. A sudden wave of guilt rushed over me, because I threw them in the trash. "Yeah, they were amazing!" I lied. "Thank you...so how was your day?" Taylor giggled. "Same old shit." I sighed. "We need to hang out soon. I haven't seen you in forever!" Taylor whined. "I know, really soon..." I reassured.

I climbed in to the car. "Did you eat anything last night?" Carly asked. I rolled my eyes and shook my head no. "Good. You have a very important photo shoot today." She reminded me. "Who is it for?" I asked, looking out the window. "Some guy named, Nick Jonas." She shrugged.