Diclaimer: I don't own "Primeval" or its characters, I'm just a fan.


Oh no, it cannot be, he cannot die. I must tell him something! Nick please, open your eyes, don't die. I must tell you something, I must tell you that .... I love you! I do not know if Claudia loved you. But I do, I love you. Please, don't leave me, open your eyes Nick!

Oh no, he is here, before me, motionless, with a hole in his chest ...! Maybe I should give him a heart massage, maybe it could help him. Or perhaps the mouth-to mouth, so at least I can say I kissed him! Oh no, please do not die!

Why nobody does anything? Where is the ambulance? No wait ...don't die! can you hear me, huh? If you hear me squeeze my hand, come on, do you feel my hand in yours? Please! I'm here kneeling next to you, come on Nick!

I charge you! Love ... my love, please. But why did not I told you when I could? Maybe you'd not have gone to save the hag who killed you! Come on, open your eyes. Please. I beg you , come back to me, already I miss you . It was destiny, Nick. I loved you in both realities, I'm sure.

Look at me, show me your beautiful blue eyes. No, he does not respond, he does not move. He's dead! My mad professor is dead! No, no! Why? Stupid stubborn! She would not lift a finger for you! Do you love her ? She doesn't!

She betrayed you in all possible ways, and now she killed you! Why now? Why now that ... I know I love you? Yes stupid mad scientist, I love you.

And now you are dead. You stand here on the asphalt surrounded by your friends who weep desperately. You are here before me, I take your hand, I call your name, but you are not there anymore. Come on, amaze me, like in the movies! Open your eyes and look at me, give me a happy ending! Hey, where are you bringing him? Revive him, come on, it's your job!

Try it at least, don't look at each other shaking your head! Many people have recovered after a gunshot! No, don't cover him with a sheet! Abby? Connor? Why don't you protest? Was he not your friend, your boss? Am I the only one who does not surrender to his death? Am I the only one who loves him?

They are closing the doors of the ambulance, don't want me to go with him. Okay I am not a relative, but ... Nick cannot stand there alone! You are heartless, love is more than a kinship!

No, I don't calm down! That bitch killed Nick Cutter, my Nick Cutter! Why did I never said anything? I would had to declare myself, yes! But now he is in that ambulace who goes away with its sirens off .... I look at it, I cannot believe it: now I'll wake up and I'll find him next to me, he'll look at me with his severe look that I like so much. He'll make fun of me because I fell asleep on the job.

I swear that if I wake up and I find out that this is just a damned nightmare, I jump on him and I kiss him untill he dies suffocated. I don't care if there will be other people around us, I don't care if we will give scandal. If destiny will give me another chance, I swear that I will do it.

Enough Jenny, he's gone. Nick is dead, and this is not a nightmare. It's only the harsh reality. He is dead killed by his wife, far from me. At least .... at least he were died in my arms. Instead, he died sitting next to Connor, far from me.

We have not had time to love. It will never happen. He is died. He left me for ever, I'll never see him again. What will I do now, without him? It's not right, it's not right! I want to find an anomaly and throw myself inside it, maybe I'll go in some parallel universe where Nick is alive.

Please, tell me that it's not true ..... tell me I'll see him again. I can not have lost him, not now that I love him.