This is a fic, about how, now in Digimon 02, there is no Taito…It is really sad

This is a fic, about how, now in Digimon 02, there is no Taito…It is really sad. I swear, there use to be. For example, the flower pic in the Japanese version. The holding hands, in "Battle for Earth." And other numerous evidence that states that Taito, "use" to exist. Well, now it is over, the two are alone… and a lot of times they don't even act as if they were ever friends…Well, this got me real down, but hey, that is what fanfics are for, right? Well, it is Toei's fault…it was there idea to get rid of it. Anywayz, this fic is from Matt's point of view of how he misses Tai. It may be just me…but when Matt is around Tai…he just seems more depressed. This fic, is not a sequel or epilogue of "Identical Thoughts" or "Every Single Day…" Well, I hope you enjoy my ficcy, did I mention it was Taito as in YAOI…so if you don't like…don't read. This is only my third fic; I hope you like it, please Read & Review.

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Why Must it Be?

~Cresial Ryu~

Why must it be?

How is it…that you can never see?

You never even bother to look at me…

Except for the occasional evil glares.

You never smile at me…

Except for when you are mocking me…

I never thought…

That thing's could change this much!!!

You don't realize the pain in my eyes…

You wouldn't care if I ran home to cry…

I miss you more than anything…

But you just don't seem to recognize…

Why must it be?

Can't you see?

You're killing me!!!

How could someone change so much?!

You aren't even "you" anymore…

And I miss…"you."

I wish thing's could be like they use to.

Just two teenagers in love.

Both, you and I knew that we were.

I trusted you!!!

I cared for you!!!

I LOVED YOU!!!

And now we are getting further apart,

As if you wanted me to leave!!!!

I now know, that you don't want…

To no longer see me…

You wouldn't care…

If I never smiled again…

Ever…

Or if I died…

Who is left to care?

Before, when I was depressed,

I would always think…

No, I would "KNOW"

That you would always be there for me,

But now…

You are gone,

You just left me alone…

You abandoned me.

And now…

I have nothing left,

Nothing to live for,

I can barely remember…

What it felt like…

To be cared for,

To be able to trust someone,

To know that "someone" will always be there for me…

I forgot what it felt like to be loved.

I use to believe…

That me and you,

Will always be…

How can this actually be?

Why did you leave me?

How is it that you can't see?

And now…

I lie here …

On my bed…

Writing out all my thoughts,

My pains,

My sorrows,

My pathetic excuse for a so-called "life,"

Why should I even live?

If the one person I actually loved…

Just left me…

Unexplained…

You just turned your back on me.

You didn't even say goodbye.

I miss you more than anyone can imagine.

You made it obvious though, that you don't care about the idea.

The idea of you and me…

Me and you…

This idea will never be…

Sometimes I ever wonder…

If it ever was there…

Now that I think about it…

Oh…what is the point of ever going over this?!

I am just getting more hurt…

Imagining of what could have been…

Of both you and me.

Sometimes….

I wish we never met,

Than I would not be hurt.

I wouldn't be on the verge of tears.

I hurt too much to cry.

I still find this all hard to believe…

Although I am totally positive…

That sadly…

It is true…

But still, how can it be?

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Sniff, wasn't that sad? Please review…I hope you liked it…plz, plz review…