A/N: I know. I'm a bitch.

this will, eventually, be an AkuRoku fic. hopefully.

Axel: HOPEF--

Paine: shut it.

((Axel shuts it, pouting))

Paine: Warnings: this fic contains bondage, rape, abuse, cussing, yaoi, and lemons. continue at your own risk. while you read this, .luvrgrl and I will probably be squealing over some hot Gippalai goodness.

me: Disclaimer: disclaimed, beyotchez!!!

P.S. - i'm gonna try to write from the uke's pov this time! wish me luck!

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(Roxas POV)

Where am I? What happened to me?

I try to move, but I find that my arms and legs are chained to something. By the fluffiness of whatever it is that I am chained to, I'm guessing it's a bed. I try to pull my restraints off, but to no avail. I still as I hear footsteps. "Well, looks like our little blonde tart has finally woken up," coos a familiar yet unknown voice. Sora must have met him. Speaking of whom, how did I get separated from him again? Suddenly, the speaker steps into the light.

Cloud.

He smirks as I quiver at the sight of him. He is naked and fully erect. He climbs onto the bed, and I struggle to get away from him, out of my "prison", anything so that he doesn't bring it any closer to me. In my panic, he detached my legs, using the chains to wrap my legs around him as he thrusts in violently, causing me to scream in pain.

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(Elsewhere, Axel POV)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

At the sound of the scream, my newly found heart nearly stops. No, God, please, no! The scream sounded too much like my precious Roxas. PLEASE tell me he's not in this hellhole, I wish, but I hear another scream, this time screaming for help. The voice is unmistakably Roxas'. Slumping to the ground in my cell, I weep for my best friend and secret love.

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(Back to Roxas)

I scream as I feel him tearing apart my insides with his cock. "Please! Stop!" I beg him, but he ignores me, thrusting in harder. "Somebody. please help!" I scream, but my tormenter just laughs and slaps my face. His cock is slipping in easier, kind of like he lubricated it with someth-- oh, no. I glance down, and sure enough, when he withdraws to slam in again, I can see his cock covered in red liquid through my tears. "Mmm, so tight, Roxas. So glad I finally gave in to Master. You'll get to meet him soon, so soon, and--" Whatever he says, I don't hear, because I scream, feeling him pick up the pace of his thrusts and thrusting in even harder than ever. He wasn't supposed to be my first... My first was supposed to be--

He shouts as he thrusts into me one last time, his hot seed stinging my abused passage, causing me to scream in pain. "There, Roxie, now you're stretched out for Master Sephiroth." Stretched out enough? Wait, that means-- oh, no. Someone bigger? Right after CLOUD? Oh, shit... Cloud releases my legs from around his waist, and I try to kick him off, but he hits me hard, dazing me. When I am able to think clearly again, I feel someone behind me, with something big pressing into the crook of my back. The chains around my arms have been loosened, and I'm sitting in the person behind me's lap. "So good to see you, Roxas," a decidedly sinister voice purrs. I shiver, causing him to chuckle. "Cloud, go fetch our other guest." Oh, my God... There are other people here, too, being treated like me? "Which one, Mast-- I mean, Sephiroth?" "The one with the... fiery... temper." At this, Cloud's eyes brighten, and an evil smirk crosses his face.

I try to summon my Keyblades, but nothing happens. I stiffen, and the voice-- I mean, Master Sephiroth - chuckles. "You feel that extra band on your wrist, little one?" he asks, and then traces the mentioned band with long, pale fingers. "It keeps you from summoning your keyblades or using any magic." I feel the restraints around my arms loosen and I smile, hoping to escape, but Master Sephiroth tugs my arms back, turning them so that they encircle his neck. Long, silver hair comes into view, and the coldness and pure evil in his eyes causes me to shake a bit in fear. "Now then, pet, shall we get started?" I hear the door open, but I don't pay any attention as Master Sephiroth lifts up my hips then slams me down hard, impaling me on his hard cock, causing me to scream bloody murder.

"Roxas!" My eyes shoot open to see Axel chained up, Cloud holding onto him. He looks so weak... He is naturally very thin, but you could tell that he was kinda muscular. Now he looks as it someone's been starving him... I open my mouth to say something, but it is lost as I scream, Master Sephiroth lifting me back up and slamming me down again. He picks up a viscous rhythm, and when I stop screaming as much, I hear Cloud say mockingly, "Now, doesn't Roxas look like he's enjoying Master Sephiroth's long dick?" "Shut up!" Axel roars, but Cloud continues, "Look at how his back arches when Master Sephiroth slams all 11 inches into him, Axel. I bet you could never make him scream like that." "I said SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!" Cloud screams in pain, and Master Sephiroth freezes. I open my tear-filled eyes to see Axel summon his chackram. "N-n-now, Axel," Master Sephiroth stutters out nervously as I glance around the room, looking for Cloud, "let's be reasonable here. I'm sure we can come to some kind of compro--" "The only compromise I'm making with you is this: I'll let you live, and in return, you set everyone here free, with the possible exception of Cloud, and you swear to never do this again. Oh, and no matter what, you'll be missing something real soon, so if I were you, I'd remove myself from Roxas right now." Sephiroth nearly shoves me off, but me arms are still chained around his neck. He unlocks the chains, and I practically leap onto Axel - or, at least, I try to leap onto Axel, but I'm too sore to really leap.

Axel catches me before I fall, and holds me to him, his other hand reaching out towards Sephiroth. "I want all of the keys to this shithole. Now." Sephiroth practically throws them at Axel, and I snicker. As Axel finds the right key, I spot Cloud lying on the ground, burned to a crisp. Smirking, Axel dismisses his chackram, unlocking the band around my wrist. He scoops me up into his arms and, grabbing an extra blanket from the corner, carries me out of the room. He walks until we enter a hallway with cells scattered on both sides. "Leon!" he calls. "Over here, Axel," comes the answering call. Axel carries me to a door, and sets me down gently, then stands and unlocks the door. A shaggy-haired brunette steps out. "Leon, can you please carry Roxas? We're bustin' everyone outta here."

Leon nods, then opens his mouth, but Axel beats him to it. "Yes, we'll get your gunblade." Leon opens his mouth once again. "And Seifer and his gunblade." Squall smiles at this, obviously satisfied. He carefully picks me up - I'm now wrapped in the blanket - and follows Axel down the hall, stopping at numerous doors to release the captives inside. Apparently, Cloud and Sephiroth swing both ways, as a girl with short black hair - I think she said here name was Yuffie or something - and a young woman named Tifa were both here, as well as Leon's girlfriend. We come to another door, and after Axel unlocks it, a blonde with a familiar scar walks out. I can only stare. Seifer seems-- wait. Seifer. Leon's girlf-- I mean, boyfriend Seifer?

Seifer looks different than I remember, though. He looks... well, he looks older than Leon. "Glad to see you're still at your natural age and not a kid again, Seifer," Leon says, smiling. "Yeah, well, I betcha I could kick your ass anyway." Leon blinks. "That made no sense." "I know." I roll my eyes, and Seifer looks at me for a few minutes. "This is Sephiroth's new toy? He's just a kid!" "This is Roxas," Leon says softly. Seifer's eyes widen, and he looks at me before glancing at Axel and then back at me. What do these two know that I don't?

"Go to sleep, kid," Seifer orders, and I realize just how tired I am. Well, a little nap couldn't hurt...

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Yawning, I sit up and look around. I'm in an unfamiliar room, with someone sitting in a chair next to my bed. I look closely, and I see that the person is-- "Axel!" Axel jerks awake, and looks around the room, then glances at me. "Roxas? You're awake!" "Of course I'm awake, you big dummy! I-"

I'm cut off as his lips cover mine and his tongue slips into my mouth. I eagerly return the kiss, and when we pull back, panting for breath, Axel says something stunning to me: "Roxas, I love you. I think I always loved you, but I was afraid to admit it because I thought I wasn't supposed to feel anything. I love you more than my life itself, and I'd gladly give up my newly-acquired heart just to make you happy." My eyes widen, and apparently he thinks he had said something wrong, as he looks away and mumbles something about being sorry. "I love you too, Axel!" I burst out, blushing brightly. He looks at me, a huge smile on his face, and he hugs me. "Roxas, do you mind if I just hold you for a while? I won't do anything, I just want to hold you for a while." "Of course you can, Axel."

We hold onto each other for the remainder of the day.

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me: ((cries)) so sad!!!

((wipes away tears))

me: well, what do you think? I might put in a second chapter if I get enough reviews (yes, it will most likely be a lemon), and I want to know what you guys think of this. well, I gotta go. laterz!