My Life, My Pain, My Struggles

Okay. So this is a story about Jasper (Obviously). This is basically about what I think would happen if Jasper never met the Cullens, and never met Alice. This takes place around the time New Moon takes place.

Dislcaimer: I do not own Twilight; Stephenie Meyer does. This was created 'cause I felt like entertaining myself and other readers.

Happy Reading! :)

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Jasper's pov (It will be for the whole story, by the way)

I sighed, looking at the scars that I had received fighting in that war with Maria. Once I thought about her, it kind of stung for a while. I hated her so much.

I walked out of the small cottage I lived in. I took a breath of fresh air. It smelled so good. I was living in a place near Helena, Montana. But I lived in the woods.

Well, I wasn't in any covens, but I didn't want to feed off of humans anymore. So I decided to live among them, go to high school with them. Of course, I would move somewhere else after I graduated from Helena High School.

I would be starting my school life tommorrow. I would be in my Sophomore year. I was changed into a vampire when I was twenty years old, so I would have to tell the faculty and other people that I just looked mature for my age. Today was Sunday, December third. It was snowing outside. I loved the snow. It smelled good, in my opinion.

The last place I stayed in was Vermont. I had to move here, though, because there was someone.... whose scent had attracted me. I didn't want to lose control, so I'd decided to move here. Since then, everything has been perfect.

I am actually around over one hundred years old or something. I didn't keep track, but I never age because of my vampirism. I never will age. And I hate that;That I won't lead a normal life.

Montana was perfect because it had deer, rabbits, and other creatures in the forest I could hunt to quench my thirst for blood. I had to take all precautions for tommorrow.

I smelled the scent of deer in the air. I followed the scent. Deer is my favorite (A/N: I honestly don't know if it is. Sorry).

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The next day, I entered the main office of Helena High School. I walked up to the secretary's desk.

"How may I help you?" she asked kindly, obviously staring at me up and down. This woman looked to be around her mid thirties. Her name was Ms. MacEntire. Yet she was still staring at me. What the hell? Did I have something on my face?

"Yes," I replied quietly because vampires had very high-pitched voices. "I'm the new student in the class of 2011. I'm in the Sophomore year, and my name is Jasper Whitlock."

"Oh! Um, here's your schedule! Have a nice day!"

Blushing, she gave me my schedule, looking very embarrassed. If I didn't hunt yesterday, God knows what I'd do because of that blush on her face. I was a monstrosity, a beast in human form. I shouldn't even exist. I should've just walked away from Maria, Nettie, and Lucy when I had the chance. And because I didn't, I was changed into this.

I thanked Ms. MacEntire softly and walked out of the main office. First I had Biology, Algebra, Chemistry, Spanish, and then I had Lunch. After Lunch, I had Art class, Theology (Why did I have that?!), and then History.

'Well, here it goes,' I thought. I silently walked to Biology, not interacting with any humans, but earning a lot of stares from them. I snickered as I heard a couple of girls giggle as I walked their way.

I entered Homeroom and took a seat at one of the desks. I sat as far away from the humans as possible. The teacher, Mr. Smittie, turned to all of us, and stood up from his desk.

"Class," he began, "we have a new student today. His name is Jasper Whitlock. Please treat him kindly. Jasper, please introduce yourself to the other students."

I stood up, earning stares from everyone. A couple of girls swooned and some boys, who were probably their boyfriends, glared at me. I was about to laugh my ass off at that moment, but succeeded easily in keeping a straight face.

"Hello," I muttered. I sat down right away. Some girls giggled and some guys laughed at me.

"Wow. What a wimp," I heard some boy whisper. Ha! As if I can't hear them. I hate humans. They're annoying and they always tempt my thirst.

"Well," Mr. Smittie sighed. "I guess I'll do role call."

I found out that there were two girls out today. Their names were Elise Rose and Tia Ryan.

The bell rang soon after and I walked to Biology.