I saved every letter you wrote me
From the moment I read them
I knew you were mine
You said you were mine
You couldn't be mine
You remember what you said to me
That night you first made me feel alive?
You said,
"You have stolen my heart, my love."
I swore I'd do what I could to survive.
With each correspondance, your words left me senseless
Your sentences left me defenseless
You built me palaces out of paragraphs
You built a dream world
I long to re-read what you wrote me
I lie in a pool of my own blood
The fault is all mine
Now I can't rewind
Dear god, I was blind,
Now my world seems to
Blur
Blur
My father took time, but he wrote you
Dear god, I wish I could've wrote you how
I thought of you
The minutes I died,
The seconds I died
Do you know what I would've said
Had I had the chance to say goodbye?
I'd say
"There was no one else, my love,
No one else (but those so to survive)."
God, Your words, had I some of your eloquence...
In sentences, you wrote of passion
You, never paranoid of any backlash
I should have told you...
You, you, you…
I'll soon be erased from the narrative
To future historians, I'll be a few mentioned lines, "too soon for him to die", so here's my goodbye
Promise me you won't cry?
I watch the world
Blur
Watching it blur
You have all the right to my heart
You take up all space in my head
Who cares if they know what I meant?
Remember the memories
Forget all the times that I might have denied you
You fill up the holes in my heart
In you, I am no longer dead
Please don't trap yourself in your head
With only the memories
Of when you were mine
Don't let it all blur
