I figured since everybody like comedy, this is my last romance/drama… maybe… I'm not sure but maybe this is the last. Thank you for reading my last romance/drama story! I love you all! TT^TT
I really love you guys! I hope one of my stories gets popular but I know that'll never happen :(
Warning: Somebody died in this Fic. Maybe.
Inspired by: -if I haven't written anything here yet, I'm sorry because I forgot the pen name-
Disclaimer: I don't own the anime and its characters /(-.-)\ *cheer down* Maybe even the plot LOL!
-I'm really cruel! When I re-read this I started crying!
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Natsu's POV
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Dear diary,
It's been a year— I mean 8 years (After Tenroujima) since I discovered that I'm in love with Lucy but she doesn't know it yet, I haven't confessed to her yet. YET. Right now I'm gathering the courage to confess to her and ask her to be my girlfriend.
I left my house with a very ridiculous expression in my face, without Happy. He said he was going to the guild first because Gray told him so, wonder why he told Happy to go there early? Ugh! What am I doing? I must be thinking about different things and it mustn't be about Gray!
I visited many flower shops but I haven't found anything that reminds me of Lucy! When I was about to give up, I saw a very beautiful flower that reminded me of Lucy. It was a sunflower. Smooth yellow petals, just like her hair, brown thingies in the middle (A/N: Natsu's an idiot so he doesn't know what it's called. -.-" I'm just taking advantage of the fact that Natsu's an idiot, I really don't know what it's called. I got this sickness that lets me forget everything it's called 'amnesia') just like her big brown eyes. It was perfect! The perfect flower for her, Lucy, Lucy Heartfilia or should I say Lucy Heartfilia future girlfriend of the great salamander and future wife of Natsu Dragneel.
It was all so perfect… my dreams and my wishes will all be true. Will all come to me. Will all be mine.
I was walking my way to the guild, the sunflowers in my hand. Having a very huge grin in my face but somehow I felt like I was going to regret what I'm doing right now. I don't know why but—
"Hey, there Natsu. Who are you giving those flowers to?" The boat man number 1 who was passing by asked.
"To Lucy?" The other man in the boat asked, I was about to say yes but the boat man number 1 cut me off, "No way! He already knows that Gray's going to propose to her today!" The boat man number one said, and then he looked at me, "Right Natsu?"
I just nodded, my heart was about to break in pieces and I was about to give up and kill myself. I didn't even know that he'll propose to Lucy. I know that it was all just a big bad joke, right?
I walked normally but with a frown, everyone was looking at me as if I was a criminal and they were fanning themselves using anything they can see or their hands. I saw a kid who had an ice cream in his hands he was about to eat it but when I passed by, his ice cream melted. (A/N: Natsu if I was that kid would've killed you by now! For killing my ice cream! I really love ice cream. Really.)
Maybe I was giving off very hot air from my body because of my nervousness and all.
"Natsu be calm, Gray is NOT going to propose to her. I haven't seen him looking at her THAT way… maybe…" I told myself, before I knew it I was in front of the guild doors. I heard everyone cheering Gray's and Lucy's name then suddenly I heard Wakaba say 'Kiss, Kiss, Kiss!' everybody followed. After a few minutes the people inside stopped saying 'Kiss' and cheered Lucy and Gray's name again but louder.
What is happening in there?
Just when I was going to open the door, Juvia exited. Tears coming out from her eyes as she ran further and further away from the guild, I heard her say 'Gray-sama how dare you'. I went inside to confirm if what the boat man said was true. I opened the door with force making a loud 'THUD'
THUD
It started raining
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Everyone turned their heads to look who made the sound, it was me. I saw Gray standing up from his kneeling position and holding Lucy's hands tightly. I can see her happy face fading when Gray whispered something in her ear. She pulled her hands out of Gray's and walked slowly to where I was.
"Lucy, is it true?" I asked hoping that what I heard from the boat men was just a joke
"What's true?" Her facial expression went from sad to scared.
"That you and Gray are together?" Tears were threatening to fall from my eyes but I stopped myself, I'll be strong.
"I'm engaged to him Natsu, we're getting married." I suddenly dropped the sunflower that I was supposed to give Lucy.
"No, You're lying right?" It's not supposed to be Gray and Lucy but I was supposed to be Lucy and me.
"Natsu, I'm not lying… Gray and I are getting married in less than a month." Lucy took my cold hands and cupped it in her face; she put on a serious and determined look, and said, "I'm not lying." This time I couldn't stop myself from crying. I removed my hand from her face and left running, stepping on the flowers that I was supposed to give her today.
"Natsu." Even though I was pretty far away I was able to hear Happy mumble my name, Charles was just beside him comforting Happy. Everyone wanted to go after me but I made a fire shield that even the rain can't put out, Gray attempted to put it out using ice but he couldn't. Everyone tried to put it out using their own magic but even Titania, Erza Scarlet couldn't put it out using her Sea Empress armor. Even Mirajane, Laxus, Gildarts and Master couldn't put it out.
Everyone was about to give up but someone remembered Juvia, maybe she can put my fire out (A/N: You may be wondering how he can still hear those or how he knows all of those things. He used his hearing power) but she was nowhere to be found. They were all giving up.
They didn't know that the only one who can put my fire out was a mage who feel what I feel too. Hurt. They shouldn't worry, because they can all come out of there when I die. It's the fire of my life.
I gave them a message using fire saying, 'Don't worry my dearest friends, you won't be stuck in there forever. When I die the fire of my life will be gone too.
When they finished reading my message they started crying, crying because they'll lose the salamander. Crying because they lose… me…
When I arrived at my destination, I saw Juvia over there sitting alone, (Position: Juvia was sitting on a big rock near the end of the cliff) crying, and calling Gray over and over again. I took a step closer to her; I put my arm on her left shoulder, she stopped crying when she noticed my hand. She looked up at me who was also crying, but I cried silently. She tried stopped her crying, but failed. There was a comfortable silence that surrounded us but Juvia broke it.
"Natsu-san, why did you come here? Is your heart broken by the new couple too?" I simply nodded, I was about to leave Juvia and meet God but it surprised me when she stood up.
"Where are you going Juvia?" She didn't reply instead she continued walking forward, "Juvia, don't tell me…." She turned her face to look at me, tears still falling from her now red eyes from all the crying. "Juvia's sorry Natsu-san but Juvia needs to do it. Juvia couldn't take all the suffering anymore." She continued walking until I ran to her, I hugged her from behind which probably startled her. She held my hands tight; we stayed like that for a while.
"I'll join you Juvia. I'll join you." I barely whispered. She nodded then we let go of each other's arm. Don't get me wrong, we're just friends.
We both walked together our feet moving on the same time. Our faces started getting cold and our hands trembling. When we were near the end of the cliff, I used my strong hearings again to hear my friends. I know that they know that I'm doing it.
"Natsu-san! Juvia-san! Please don't do it" Wendy shouted as loud as she can, hurting my ear a little.
"Natsu-nee…" Romeo cried, he couldn't take it anymore and attacked my fire shield but he couldn't put a scratch on it, even though he knows it he didn't give up. What a good boy. Warren should be reading my thoughts right now.
"Natsu… stop what you're doing or I'll punish you." I smiled a little but shook my head even though I know Erza couldn't see me.
She was leaning on Jellal's chest crying, Jellal tried to comfort her but failed.
"You disappoint me Natsu; you said you'll beat me!" Erza said probably shouting
Master and Gildarts shook their heads then cried silently. Every one of them is special… specially the one that I fell in love with… the one that stole my heart… Lucy… the one that I wished to be mine, Lucy Fullbuster.
Juvia again looked at me asking if I'm ready, I nodded. I took one step forward like Juvia and the last thing I heard was 'I'm sorry Natsu' in my mind, thank you Warren for letting me hear Lucy's angelic voice again, I smiled and nodded. Forgiving my Lucy.
Juvia smiled too; maybe Warren did the same thing to her and let her hear his voice again.
"I… love… you… Lu… ce." I thought, and then everything became blurry.
Lucy's POV
"What happened next mama?" Nashi, my lovely daughter asked. She had pink hair just like Natsu and charcoal colored eyes. Maybe Natsu was reincarnated and took form as my daughter.
"Natsu realized it was all just a bad dream." I smiled softly, of course I lied! I haven't finished the story yet. Natsu's diary kept on writing on itself.
"Mama, one day I want to marry someone I love and someone who love me too!" She said enthusiastically, I chuckled from the way she acted and said.
"I know you will." I patted her head; she snuggled in my arms and eventually fell asleep. Hours later, I fell asleep.
I know this chapter is really short and I can't promise you that the next chapter will be long. This whole story was supposed to be just a one-shot but oh well.
Sayonara!
I am so cruel, nyan~ ^ :Q And so HUNGERAY! :3
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