2006 October 30
I look at Ali after I told her I was leaving. She looks so mad. She has been sick for a week and hasn't been to school to know what happened between me and her brother.
"So what? You are just leaving my brother and me for a stupid dream? BELLA HOW COULD YOU?" She was shouting in my face. We heard a door open downstairs and we knew it was Edward. I hadn't told him, not that I would want after what he did.
I look back at Alice with a blank expression. "You don't know what happened between me and him and you don't have a right to raise your voice at me. I am going whether anyone likes it or not. I have the permission from my father. I can do what I want Alice. I am going to California." I said in a hushed whisper. But it was menacing. She was pissed. I continued in a bit of a louder voice. "If you never want to talk to me fine, but it isn't affecting my decision in leaving. This is goodbye." I knew she didn't want a hug because she slammed the door of her room in my face.
I turned and saw Edward behind me. He looked sad and apologetic. I shook my head and tried to walk past. Not as planned...
2008 August 5
BEEEP! BEEP! BEEP!
I jump out of my bed. I hate having that dream over and over again.
I misss him. And her my best friend. I know I do. But it has been two years. I have been in California since then and haven't heard from either. Then again I did change my number and e-mail...
I am now a famous singer. The first minute I was in California I found an agent. Her name is Rosalie Hale. She is three years older than me. And now my best friend. Her brother Jasper is a singer too. Him and I are really close too. They are my family here.
My dad is in the army so I don't see him often except to for when he comes to California. Which today is that day. He is coming to my concert tonight.
Rose also told me last night that five people are being given backstage passes to come see me and they would sit with my dad. I felt bad because I couldn't even tell my dad who they were because I didn't even know.
Rose told me that my dad called and said he was coming asfter he got some clothes from...Forks. This is the first time that he had been to know of my concerts. I am so excited but then again I am nervous too. I don't know if he is going to like my music. He has never heard it before because he has been gone ever since I left for California.
I got dressed and left my apartment. I headed for the concert. I had to get dressed there and meet my dad and show him were he would be.
I got there and Angela did my hair. She is my hairstylist and close friend. She is so nice and she comes to me when she needs to talk. I like talking to her she doesn't make things at all awkward. Some of her stories that she told me were my songs. So were Jessica's. She is my choreographer. They like to hear that I am writing there stories. They don't mind.
I hung out in my dressing room and got dressed. I was wearing a blue shirt that came mid thigh and had a string belt around it and I was wearing black shorts that came above my knee. I was wearing cute sneakers that would allow me to do flips and everything. I love my fans and will do anything for them to be entertained for my show.
As I finished getting dressed Rose came in with my dad. I screamed and jumped on him and hugged him. He laughed and hugged me back.
"It is sooo good to see you dad." I whispered into his ear. I have missed him so much.
He whispered back, "You too Bells."
I jumped down and laughed. I looked at Rose and smiled. "So the concert is already starting then?" I asked.
She smiled and laughed, "Yes it is. And no you can't shpw your dad to his seat you will be killed trying to get there." I sighed I knew this was true
For some reason Rose didn't want me to see the other people that were going to be next to my dad and from the look on my dad's face he knew who they were too. But I can't put my finger on it...
"Alright well I am going to go to my seat." My dad said and he kissed my forehead.
I smiled and said, "Okay."
Rose budded in, "Bella I think you should explain some of your songs to the auidence you know so that your dad will understand too."
I looked at her in suprise. But I couldn't see a reason why not to. I shrugged and nodded. There is no way of winning an argument with her.
She smiled wide and said, "Perfect."
Dad looked shocked and wide eyed. I wonder why. But Rose was showing him to his seat before he could say what he seemed to want to say.
Jessica came into the room after. "COme Bella we got to get you below stage to began the show."
I nodded and followed her.
As we got below the stage I heard All-American- Rejects singing 'Gives You Hell' I wonder why Rose choose that song for them to sing. I still can't believe that they are even opening for me. It is sooo cool!
As we got to the bottom I heard the announcer begin to talk so we hurrided and I got into place.
The announcer shouts, "Are you guys ready?" I hear everyone scream. I smile.
He talks again, "I can't hear you!" It is sooo loud I can't even hear anything. The announcer yells back, "Alright! Then let's give it up for BEL-LA!" I laughed as I heard this then the music begin and I sang.
EPOV
I hear the announcer and then Bella appears on the stage and sings. SHe is even more beautiful than I remember. I am looking at her as she nears the center and dances.
(Are you ready -Hannah montana)
Put on your coolest dress
And your hottest pair of shoes
Come on let´s go
Oh
(Let´s go)
Get in my car
Turn the radio on up high
I said high
(Ouh)
At the red light
Boys trying to get the digits
But we sneak by
(By-by-by-by-by)
Ah by by
(By-by-by-by-by)
Cuz were heading to the club
Nothing´s gonna stop us now
Let´s go
(Let´s go) (2x)
Oh
She looks amazing and looks so into the song. SHe is one with the music.
Are you ready
Are you ready
Are you ready
Let´s go
Are you ready
Are you ready
Are you ready
Let´s go
Are you ready
Are you
(Whoa)
Yeah
I'm coming up with all my girls
Were gonna party
Like there's never a worry cuz
Good times rules
So no curfew
Were showing all the moves
The day is so cool
Let your hair down
Tonight you get to be a superstar
Your living like a superstar
A-a-ah
So were flirting with the dude
At the door till he says were okay
Hey
Move the velvet rope
Back off
Get out of our way
(He-he-he-hey)
Hey
Come on
Come on
All the guys got there eyes on us
As were moving up to the floor
(Up to the flo-o-or)
Oh
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
Trying to waste some time
But were doing what we came here for
(Were here to dance baby)
Oh
(Whoa)
Are you ready
Are you ready
Are you ready
Let´s go
Are you ready
Are you ready
Are you ready
Let´s go
Are you ready
Are you
(Whoa)
Yeah
I'm coming up with all my girls
(All my girls)
Were gonna party
Like there's never a worry cuz
Good times rules
So no curfew
(Yeah)
Were showing all the moves
The day is so cool
Let your hair down
Tonight you get to be a superstar
A-a-a
A-a-oh
A-a-a-a-a-a
Are you ready
We get red carpet love
When we come stepping up
The boys keep dropping there jaws
Can never get enough
We make them stop and stare
We see them everywhere
And now you know who we are
Tonight your living like a superstar
(Superstar)
Are you ready
Are you ready
Are you ready
Let´s go
Are you ready
Are you ready
Are you ready
Let´s go
Are you ready
Are you
(Whoa)
Yeah
I'm coming up with all my girls
(My girls)
Were gonna party
Like there's never a worry cuz
Good times rules
So no curfew
(No curfew)
Were showing all the moves
The day is so cool
(Yeah)
She looks like she is having some much fun..
I'm coming up with all my girls
(All my girls)
Were gonna party
Like there's never a worry cuz
Good times rules
So no curfew
Were showing all the moves
The day is so cool
Let your hair down
Tonight you get to be a superstar
Your living like a superstar
A-a-a-a-a-a-ah
She is at the front now and I can tell that she see's us now beacause she sort of stops. Oh boy.
Tonight you get-get-get to
Get to
Be a
Be a
You're living like a superstar
A-a-ah
BPOV
I finished the song and now was in the front and couldn't believe who I was looking at. In front of me was Alice, Esme, Carlisle, Emmet, and Edward Cullen next to my dad. All I thoguht was, I am going to kill Rose.
Alice looked like she was going to cry and Emmet liked happy to see me. I hadn't talked to him since he left for college. HE wasn't there when I left and I never told him that I left.
Esme had the same look as Alice. Carlisle looked at me looking sort of proud. I couldn't even look at Edward.
I snapped out of it and looked out into the crowd and spoke.
I smile out to the crowd, "So how is everyone out the tonight?" I asked and all I heard was screaming. I laughed, "I take it that that is a yes?" I smiled wider when they screamed louder.
"Great! Well tonight for you I have some new songs, and some old. But tongith is not just any old night. Tonight is a very special night for me because for the first time ever my dad is at my concert and is hearing my music for the first time too. It is special for you guys too because I am going to explain some of my songs for you." I smiled when they screamed excitedly. I laughed, "Okay my next song, is Been Here All Along ( by hannah montanna) and this song is about my dad. Enjoy." I giggled.
Sun rise and I lift up my head then I smile at your picture sitting next to my bed
Sun set and you're feeling okay cause you smile at the letter that I sent you today
Cant wait till I see you again and we both say remember when
The band played on the fourth of July and you held me on your shoulders way up high
My dad is grinning at me and I smile back knowing he remembers.
Your still there for me
Wherever there might be
And if an ocean lies between us I'll send a message across the sea
That you can't sleep tonight knowing it's all right
I believe that you're listening to my song
You're with me
You've been here all along
You've been here all along
I walk back and start walking around the stage towards the other people and high fived some kids.
Back then you walked me to school told me to be careful and to follow the rules
Fast forward you taught me to drive you gave me the keys and we went for a ride
And I cant wait till I see you again and we both say remember when
I'm holding on to moments like that and I know that their coming back
I moved to the other side.
Your still there for me
Wherever there might be
And if an ocean lies between us I'll send a message across the sea
That you can't sleep tonight knowing It's all right
I believe that you're listening to my song
You're with me
You've been here all along
You've been here all along
Yeah
I went back to the front and looked at my dad
All along the way I keep you in my heart and in my prayers
You'll always be the one who cares the most
Counting all the days
I see you running up to say, " I missed you"
I missed you
I felt a tear slide down my cheek as I looked at my dad. But I was smiling.
Your still there for me
Wherever there might be
And if an ocean lies between us I'll send a message across the sea
That you can't sleep tonight knowing It's alright
I believed that you're listening to my song
Your still there for me
Wherever there might be
And if an ocean lies between us I'll send a message across the sea
That you can't sleep tonight knowing It's alright
I believed that you're listening to my song
You're with me
Cause you're with me
You've been here all along
You've been here all along
I looked down at my dad and saw a tear in his eyes. I looked Esme she was crying full out. I didn't look at anyone else because I had to introduce the next song.
I laughed and wiped my tears, "Sorry there, I got emtional." I heard some laughter in the crowd.
I smiled then said, "My next song you all know, well must of you know." I laughed as I looked down at my dad. He rolled his eyes. "It is called I'm still good (again hannah montanna lol) I wrote this when I left Washington and I was feeling pretty down. I hope you like it."
So I might slip again,
let it in now and then,
that don't mean anything,
i'm still good
I look around me,
how did I get here?
not part of my plan,
I ended up in a situation,
wasn't in my hand's
I was dancing around the stage like crazy I loved this song. I was back in the center of the stage.
I think about it,
when I wanna give up
how to keep on goin'
how to keep my chin up
somehow I know it,
I'm not gonna give up,
never gonna give up
So I might slip again,
let it in now and then,
that don't mean anything,
i'm still good,
trying to be my best,
when I fall it's a mess,
pick myself up again,
I'm still good, I'm still good, I'm still good
When day's are like that,
and I can't shake 'em,
it's weighing on my mind,
so i'm just saying,
I'm only human,
life get's you down sometimes
I think about it,
when I wanna give up
how to keep on goin'
how to keep my chin up
somehow I know it,
I'm not gonna give up,
never gonna give up
So I might slip again,
let it in now and then,
that don't mean anything,
i'm still good,
trying to be my best,
when I fall it's a mess,
pick myself up again,
I'm still good
(repeat chorus)
I was looking at Alice. I was scared but I did. She was crying as she looked at me but then I looked away.
Life put's up a fight with me,
but I can take on anything,
I'm gonna make it real,
this dream I believe in
I think about it,
when I wanna give up
how to keep on goin'
how to keep my chin up
somehow I know it,
I'm not gonna give up,
never gonna give up,
oh oh
I was in the front now. Two of the dancers were with me too.
So I might slip again,
let it in now and then,
that don't mean anything,
i'm still good,
trying to be my best,
when I fall it's a mess,
pick myself up again,
I'm still good
(repeat chorus)
I'm still good,
pick myself up again,
I'm still good,
I'm still, I'm still good.
I smiled brightly as people screamed.
"Alright now here is a new song for you. I have a star guest. You all know him and absolutely love him! Here he is! Jasper Hale!" I couldn't hear for a few minutes but then Jasper came out and hugged me.
Hewhispered in my ear, "You ready?"
I laughed and said, "Bring it on."
he laughed and pulled me out of a hug but kept his arm around my shoulder.
He shouted into the mic, "Hey people! Ready for this new song?" They screamed and he put his hand to his ear and they screamed louder.
He laughed and said to me, as he moved his hand from around my shoulder, "Hey Bells, I think they are ready."
I laughed, "More than ready, I think they are impacient." I smiled then shouted to him, "We gonna get this!"
I think we got somethin'
Hey, It's my girl Bella,
And Jazz on the track right now
Hey, Let's go
Tonight were gonna get this,
Tonight were gonna get this,
Tonight were gonna get this,
Were gonna get this,
Were gonna get this.
I can here you crankin up dem speakers
I don't really wanna show up any later
Because soon were gonna party like it's new years
Oh oh, Oh oh
Yo I'm lovin all the music that there playin'
But I ain't hearin' anything you're sayin'
Tonight were gonna get this gonna live exquisite
Oh oh, Oh oh
(Get yo hands up)
Somebody dance beside me,
'Cuz I'm feelin' good at this party
Yeah, I'm fly just like Bob Marley
So here we go again, just turn up
Are you the boy, the boy, the boy
The honest truth, the real McCoy
If you're the boy, the boy, the boy
Then make me feel like a movie.
This girl, this girl, this girl
Can be the one to rock my world
So be my girl, my girl, my girl
And love me just like a movie
I can see you hangin' out in the corner
Lookin fly and you finally comin' over
I've been checkin' out ya, but you didn't notice
Oh Oh, Oh Oh
Yeah I did and it's really nice to meet ya
1, 2, 3 could you smile for a picture?
Tonight were gonna get this, gonna really live it
Oh Oh, Oh Oh
Somebody just said
"Bella, do you already have a man
'Cuz I'm smooth like Carlos Santana."
Well here we go boy, just crank it up
Are you the boy, the boy, the boy
The honest truth, the real McCoy
If you're the boy, the boy, the boy
Then make me feel like a movie.
This girl this girl this girl
Can be the one to rock my world
So be my girl, my girl, my girl
And love me just like a movie
Yeah I'm gonna sing my melody
If ya wanna join in go ahead and sing
We can dance all night baby you and me
Oh Oh, Oh Oh
Yeah we gonna get down and party
Celebrate with everybody
Have a crazy good time,
Yeah the time of our lives
Oh Oh, Oh Oh
Are you the boy, the boy, the boy
The honest truth, the real McCoy
(We're gonna get this, my boy)
If you're the boy, the boy, the boy
Then make me feel like a movie.
This girl this girl this girl
Can be the one to rock my world
So be my girl, my girl, my girl
And love me just like a movie
(Everybody)
Oh Oh, Oh Oh, Oh-Oh-Oh
Ooh Ooh, Ooh Ooh, Ooh-Ooh-Ooh
Oh Oh, Oh Oh, Oh-Oh-Oh
This boy, this boy, this boy
Ooh Ooh, Ooh Ooh, Ooh-Ooh-Ooh
Oh Oh, Oh Oh, Oh-Oh-Oh
Ooh Ooh, Ooh Ooh, Ooh-Ooh-Ooh
That girl, that girl, that girl
This boy, That Girl,
This boy, That girl,
This boy, That girl
Jazz and I hugged and laughed as the crowded went wild. I shouted into the mic, "So? What do you think?"
I heard a lot of screaming. I look down at my dad. He smiled and gave me two thumbs up. I smiled so wide.
"That song was about Bella, my sister, and I were watching one night. We both heard the bet of a drum going and then we hard some people shouting we gonna get this. And bamn new song." Jazz laughed into the mic.
I laughed with him. We had both freaked out and Rose had screamed from us screaming "WE GONNA GET THIS" in the middle of the movie. It was pretty funny.
"Okay next we are gonna sing one that I know you know. We are singing I wanna Know you.(hannah monatanna)." I smiled at Jasper as he brought over to stoles.
The music began and I started to sing.
(Bella Jazz both
Woah Oh
Woah Oh
Woah Woah Oh Oh
Woah Oh
Woah Woah WOAH
Woah Oh
When I saw you over there
I didn't mean to stare
But my mind was everywhere I wanna know you
Gonna guess that you're the kind to say whats on your mind
But you listen when I have something to show you
There's a mark above your eye
You got it in July
You're fighting for your sister's reputation
You remember people's names
And Valentines are lame
So I'll bring you flowers just for no occasion
Woah
Woah oh oh
Woah Oh
I wanna know you
Woah Woah Oh Oh
Woah Oh
I wanna go there where you go
I wanna find out what you know
And maybe some day down the road I'll sit back and say to myself "Yeah I thought so ."
You smile never shout
You stand out in a crowd
You make the best of every situation
Correct me if I'm wrong
You're fragile and you're strong
A beautiful and perfect combination
Yeah Yeah
Woah Woah Oh Oh
Yeah Yeah
Woah Oh
I wanna know you
Woah Woah Oh Oh
Woah Oh
I wanna go there where you go
I wanna find out what you know
And maybe some day down the road I'll sit back and say to myself
I like how you are with me
In our future history
And maybe some day down the road I'll sit back and say to myself "Yeah I thought so."
I thought so
Woah Woah Oh
Yeah Yeah
Yeah
YEAH Woah Woah OH Oh
YEAH WOah Oh
I wanna know you
YEAH WOah WOah OH OH
YEAH Woah Oh
I wanna go there where you go
I wanna find out what you know
And maybe some day down the road I'll sit back and say to myself
I like how you are with me
In our future history
And maybe some day down the road I'll sit back and say to myself "Yeah I thought so."
I smiled and laughed when Jasper hugged me at the end of the song. We had worked hard for that song 3 months ago. Again that was from a movie. I was a good one to.
"Alright Bella, I gotta go, but it was great singing with you and singing for you guys!" Jasper said into the mic.
"It was great singing with you to Jazz. Come back soon." I laughed.
"Bye!" Jazz said.
Everyone screamed back their goodbye's.
I laughed and said, "Well it is time for intermition because this girl here needs a drink of water." I laughed. "I'll be back, hang tight people!"
I looked down and saw all the Cullens still there. I looked at my dad and shook my head meaning don't let them go back stage. At least not until the end of the show were I can make an escape.
I walked off the stage and I was pissed.
I looked for Rose and saw her talking to one of the camera men.
I went straight for her, "Rosalie Lillian Hale!" I shouted. She heard me and she ran. I chased after and ran around the hole back way and finally jumped ont her back.
"Okay, okay I surrender." She laughed.
I didn't get off. "You think that this is funny ROse? I haven't seen those people in two years and then magically thay show up to my concert with backstage passes?"
"Look Bella it wasn't my idea, it was your dad's and that Alice girl's." She said then she shouted, "NOW GET OFF ME! YOU ARE RUINING MY SKIRT!"
I got off of her in shock. It had been dad's and Alice's idea? But why!
I ran to my room and got dressed. I heard someone enter the room. I didn't look I just said, "Rose go I am almost ready I need to get out there in two minutes."
For some reason the door didn't close right away it was like more ...than one...person...
I wiped my head around and saw all five of them standing there.
A/N: I hope you like this!
