Just a one-shot. I didn't spell check or nothing. Just wrote it. And posted it. Inspired by my life. And this one girl. I used Mikayla and Mitchie, because I think it kinda fits Demi/Selena best. Considering there lives.
Mikayla's POV
It's amazing what she does to me. She makes me feel on top of the world, for so silly reasons.
Being apart from her, it drives me crazy. It'd been almost two months since we'd seen each other. She's on tour, living out her dream. I'm here. Filming. Working. Wishfully dreaming…?
And just when I feel like I haven't seen her or heard from her, she manages to show up.
Like a few months back. When we had that four day campaign thing with the whole Disney cast. Stars from every show got together to support "Friends For Change"
She's missed the first 3 days, and honestly, I'd wished to see her. Wished she's see me. But when she wasn't there, I didn't have to worry about missing her. I could be myself, well, part of myself.
And then, that night when I went home, I was laying in my bed, when she crossed my mind. I'd missed seeing her. Hearing her voice. Seeing her smile. Making her laugh. I feel asleep thinking about her.
And the next day, she's shown up. Late. With Miley. But still. When I saw her, I couldn't keep my eyes away. She was sitting behind me, so I switched with David so I had a better view. Just seeing her made me feel happy.
But then when she came up to ask me if I knew where she was supposed to be, I barely managed to stutter out a, "I-I'm not sure. But I'll keep my eyes open."
Thinking back, that didn't even make sense. But I was too…something…to think. She was wearing the beanie I'd picked out for her. Green. And the green jacket, which I only knew the reason to her buying.
We weren't the closest. Like we used to be. But, still, we had a bond.
When I went home that night, knowing I wouldn't see her for god knows how long, it didn't matter. Because, I was still in that after high stage. Where nothing really mattered. Nothing could make me feel any less down. Like she's told me, happens after being on stage.
And then I dreamt her. Her beautiful face. The dream was just me telling some stupid joke, only she would understand, and her laughing at it.
I'd woken up with a smile on my face, then trudged along the rest of the day like normal.
Stupid cute.
Now she manages to do it to me again.
I'm sitting at my desk, after a particularly long day. I quickly sign on to messenger, only to see a new message from her.
Oh, and one from Jennifer. I read Jennifer's first, typing in a quick reply. Jenn, manages to make me smile, but I smile just thinking of opening hers.
A part of me hopes it a long email, telling me how much she misses me, and want to hang out, or something. That part of me likes to dream.
Hesitantly clicking on the message, I read her sentence.
haha, they had black and white ones since forever. Dork. .
It's enough to confuse me, till I realize she's referring to my person message thing. I'd open a pack of trail mix earlier on to find black and white m&m's along with all the colors. I quickly typed in, "I didn't know they made black and white m&m's…"
The message it self it short and sweet. And makes me smile again. Knowing that she took the time to read my silly message, and that, hey, maybe she reads all of them. All the cryptic ones, and the silly ones.
I can't decide if I should reply back, or if I should just leave it at that. If I reply back, what would I say?
Hey I miss you. No that's out, I can't seem clingy.
Hey! In my defense, chocolate's never been my thing. Oh, who am I kidding, I love chocolate. I'd loved giving them to her also.
I decide to settle for,
Hey it's been awhile. How's it going?
She knows I like knowing if she's ok and stuff. But it still takes me like, 3 minutes to hit send. And after I can't decide if I want to regret that, or get over it. She may not even read it. Running through all the bad things she could think, all the stupid things she may think of me.
But it's too late now. The cyber world has taken the message, and it will put a smile on her beautiful face. Just like she put a smile on me.
Short. I know. Tell me what ya think. Thanks.
