A/N- hey thanks for reading this is my forth story and I'm determined to make this one a good one I kind of disappointed a few people with Be my baby so I am sorry about that, this one will be good, pinky promise.
{Disclaimer I don't own anything}
1. Changing
"You don't want me"
"No"
I couldn't believe what he was telling me he must be lying he loves me I know he loves me
"You're lying, you love me and I love you don't do this!" I could see in his eyes that he was mad and there was also determination
"I do not love you do you hear me? You were just a toy to us we didn't love you, I just loved your blood, I was going to kill you but then you got attached convinced that yourself that you loved me, I pitied you, so there's your answer I do not love you"
He just walked away and left me, I was crushed, my life was gone and my heart was shattered. I just lay on the ground and then I heard someone approach.
Could it be him?
"You came back for me" I whispered
"Yes little Bella I came back for you, for me and for my James"
Victoria!
She lifted me off the floor and carried me to my house
She climbed into my bedroom window and laid me on my bed
"Hello Isabella did you miss me? Where's Edward this evening, on his way to avenge you, I would love it if he could see his play thing die before him"
Her words cut me like a knife 'play thing' "You were just a toy" his words flashed in my head/
"He wont be coming he left me, he didn't love me, he didn't want me I was nothing but a mere toy, he left me alone and wouldn't care if I died so please just do it put me out of my misery and give him what he wants"
I was begging her for death; Edward didn't want me I had nothing to live for anymore my life was over.
"He left you? Well this does change things, but wait he doesn't want you alive I could do the one thing so that your not alive but you will still be there and you can live with this pain forever"
I was confused but then I dawned on me what she was saying, she was going to change me, I would have to live an eternity without Edward.
Before I could protest she had pinned me down and attacked my neck
I felt her razor sharp teeth pierce my skin, I screamed out then the burning began it started in my hands but then covered my whole body
It was the worst pain I have a ever felt, the pain for James' bite was nothing compared to this I would take that pain a million times over and not complain at all not even whimper.
I lost all concept of time, I felt like I had lay there for years the pain never got better just worse, there was no relief.
Then it started to get better, slowly but surely it got better the pain started to vanish from my fingertips and my heartbeat increased more than ever, I thought it would slam through my chest at any moment.
Then after one more thud my heart stopped
Pure silence
And the pain started to disappear till eventually it was gone.
I lay there for I don't know how long
Then I opened my eyes, I was in my bedroom, I could see everything very clearly the dust particles, the chips on the wallpaper even a very small spider in the corner of the room.
I could smell the moss of the woods just past the house and the coffee from the pot downstairs
Shit Charlie
I could feel someone next to me
I could hear their heartbeat, Charlie
But where is the bloodlust that the Cullen's told me about
I don't feel the need to attack my father
"Bella are you awake" I turned to look at my father.
"Oh Bella I have been worried sick, I came home and you were lay in bed screaming I tried to wake you up but you wouldn't I didn't call the doctor because it didn't look like this was something a doctor could solve, Bella what's wrong with you" how do I explain to my father that I am not human, that I'm a vampire, only one way
"Dad this is going to be a lot to take in but you need to believe me, I'm a vampire, the Cullen's were vampires, Victoria bit me and now I am one of them" his face paled
"A …. Vampire?"
"Yes dad I'm a vampire don't be scared please don't be scared I wont hurt you I couldn't hurt you you're my dad I love you"
"Baby girl I'm not scared of you, this is just a lot to take in, Billy and Jake told stories about their legends and the cold ones but I didn't think they were real just silly legends, does that mean werewolf's exist as well?"
"I'm not sure dad I mean if the cold ones exist I guess there is a chance that there are also werewolf's but I don't really know"
We sat there for hours just talking about vampires, I told him everything, how I wouldn't age, bloodlust well my lack of bloodlust, I told him all about the Cullen's, he was mad at first but he calmed down.
After about 3 hours he yawned "dad go to bed I'll be here tomorrow I promise" "ok Bella I'll see you in the morning?" he said it more of a question than a statement "dad I'll be here I swear".
When he left I felt a small tickle in my throat, it was an annoying little itch that I couldn't scratch, it could only mean one thing.
I was thirsty, so I jumped out of the window and ran into the forest.
It was the first time I had ran as a vampire, it was exciting to say the least, it was such a rush to see the trees whipping past me.
Then I caught the scent it smelled delicious I ran towards it.
A pack of mountain lions near a stream I let my senses take over.
I pinned the closest lion and dug my teeth into its skin and sucked its blood dry, the feeling of the blood flooding down my throat was delicious.
After I drank 3 more, just to be sure, I ran back home.
When I was back in my room I decided to look in the mirror for the first time, to say I was shocked would be an understatement.
The woman looking back at me was nothing like plain Bella Swan, no this woman's hair was slightly longer and silkier, her cheek bones were more prominent and her lips were pink and full, she has curves in all the right places, her chest was full and then her eyes, they were the most beautiful thing I had ever seen but they surprised me more than anything,
They were not gold or red they were violet with swirls of green nothing like any vampire she had ever seen, she always wondered what it would be like to be a vampire but she never expected this.
Then she saw her clothes ripped and covered with blood, she looked terrible in these clothes, she just stared at the clothes then to her surprise the clothes just changed, they were clean and had no rips.
Was this her power, she decided to experiment
She looked at her hair and imagined it curly,
And so in a matter of seconds it was curly, this was Bella's power she could change things to what she wanted.
She spent the whole night playing with her power
Changing clothes, hairstyles and she even discovered she could make herself look human, obviously more beautiful than other humans but human skin; she could create the illusion of a human.
This could work to her advantage, she could still go to school without anyone suspecting anything.
Then her alarm clock rang, she looked out of the window and much to her surprise it was morning and a sunny day in Forks.
Would she go to school? She could use her power not to sparkle and she didn't want human blood.
So the answer was yes she would go to school.
She looked in the mirror and gave herself a human look, she also looked in one of the fashion magazines and changed into one of the outfits in the magazine, a pair of leather tight pants and a tight red tank top with a leather jacket and black heels.
New Bella, new look.
She would show Edward that she didn't need him, she could live without him.
