Authors note:
This is my first story. umm, I'm open to any suggestions. Like I said I am COMPLETELY new to this so I need all of the help I can get :) Most likely going to be a drabble. So I will try my hardest to upload everyday..maybe twice depending on what happens in my day. :S
Disclaimer: I don't own anything...sadly :(
Enjoy!
February 11, 2012
I'm sitting here, thinking again. Angela is sitting next to me on the couch, busy watching Teen mom 2. She stayed the night last night to have just a girls night and to help distract me. She's the only person that knows about everything that happened with….him.
It's bad that I can't even say or think his name. Wow. I never EVER thought I would let a guy hurt me this much. And the worst thing is…he doesn't even realize it.
I miss him so much, I still love him. My heart skips every single time he's around. The 'bad' things practically run away when he's around. Fucking hell! He was my light, my rock, my...everything. I could never imagine living without him.
Why doesn't he realize that he's the ONLY one to make them go away? They hurt me, choke me, and verbally hurt me as the day goes on. I'm sick of it. I just want it to stop….I just honestly think that I can't keep living like this.
Angela's dad is here…I guess it's time for her to go. I really, REALLY don't want to be alone again.
Why doesn't he realize?
I'm sorry it's so short, I just wanted to be cautious on my first chapter! Plus this is like, a preview before we get into the actual story of what happened :P
Review, review, review!
-Lurvs Lauren 3
