A/N: I know it's a little out of character but that's how I wanted to portray him. Please R/R. Your friend, Gwen.
Dear Friend,
I don't know if I should tell you this because I don't really know what happened but I'll try my best. I have been having feelings for Patrick ever since the first day of shop. I didn't know how to deal with them so I just buried them and thought that Sam was the closest thing to him. I really do love her but only as a sister.
When I was walking home from school yesterday he honked at me and say, "Hey, get on in, it's cold out." It wasn't that cold but I obliged. There was an awkward air, but I could tell that I was the only one feeling that breeze. "Patrick…" I said meekly. "Yeah?" He said, concerned at my demeanor. "Do you, ya know. Like me?" I stated, trying to be as confident as I could but failing miserably. We pulled up to his driveway. "Gosh, all you straight boys think us gay guys are out to get them, well you know what? We're not. I know you're in love with my sister…" he said trailing off at the end as in he had been hurt.
"Patrick, that's not it. Please, tell me the truth." I stated sincerely. "Okay, yeah. I do, but it's not like you like me or anything so just forget it, okay?" that last line hurt a bit but I knew I didn't want to forget. I looked at him then pulled his chin towards me then I kissed him. It was so soft and sweet but so needed. Patrick had been broken up with Brad for 3 weeks now. He seemed to be over it to a certain extent. I pulled away for air, keeping our foreheads together. "Charlie, what just happened?" I didn't know how to respond so I kissed him chastely and then said, "I really like you, Patrick. I have ever since the first day I met you. I know you think I like Sam but honestly, I just want you. All I've wanted for the past six months, you, quirky, amazing, adorable, hot, you."
I could see his face light up with joy and then I felt a weight lift off of my shoulders. After a few moments of endearing silence I asked him if he wanted to go inside. "Sure," he said. "nobody is home." He replied with a wink.
I want to spare you the dirty details but… I feel something so special for him and I don't know what to do anymore.
Love always,
Charlie
