As said in the summary, I am new here. I do, however, usually write fanfiction on another site, so don't worry, I wouldn't consider myself a complete amateur. If I do things that seem odd, or do something wrong, I apologize.

This is going to be a Destiel (DeanxCas) and DeanxBenny fanfic. This story is mainly going to be angst. There will, at times, be fluffy scenes, just because I feel it is needed. Rather or not the ending is happy has not yet been decided.

I also have never written anything supernatural (in the true sense of the word), so due to my inexperience, I'm probably going to have slight difficulty with those parts. I might also mention that this is an Alternative Universe fanfic. It also does not include 'hunters' or 'monsters," only angels and possibly demons.

Description :

Dean, someone who went out late, drinking every night. Heartbroken, depressed, alone. These are not uncommon occurrences nowadays. Pity is something that seems to be lost. Going to work, unable to keep up a fake smile, seeing no reason to be happy.

However, what happens when he finds someone who's broken down, in a far worse state than he has ever been in?

Castiel, someone who had never felt a single emotion in his life, suddenly came crashing down, a world of emotions hitting him at once. Sadness, simple sadness. The feeling overwhelming, he cried instantly. It was unbearable, the worst punishment God had to offer, and it wouldn't go away. Can he learn the feeling of happiness?


I know that description sucks. Mine generally always do. However, you'll probably soon learn the content of the story is better than what is to be expected.

If I ever freaking update.