Uh hi. sorry for my 1 years break. I was kind of busy. Been updating my

grammar and stuff. I got this review from Aleka, well just to say this, that was

a beginners fic... and I don't really care about what you feel about the story.

but I'm giving another shot. I'm not trying to be mean or anything... I'm like

a rebellious Michael Jackson . *but a girl giggle * oh its a song fic.

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Once I loved You

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It never occurred to me how I felt about you. You were always there, from day one.

I mean I wasn't lonely or anything. I had plenty to do. But is was you who brightened my world.

You taught me the fine elements of life. Life in Erador was peaceful and quiet, almost to quiet .

But then you were there, oh how I miss those days. I miss you most of all (note this takes place

pippin kills himself), I miss your lopsided smiles, your twinkling eyes, and the ways you always

laughed. Now that I think of it, Ye name fits you well. *Merry* you were, my Merry....

Athair Ar Neamh, Dia Linn

Athair Ar Neamh, Dia Lonn

M'anam mo chroi`, mo ghlo`ir

Mo`ladh duit, A Dhia

*laughs sadly* Well here I am, alone..., I never thought you were the suicidal type. Then again you

loved me unconditionally. Why was I so stupid... I shouldn't have turned you away. Why did I do it?

I cannot even answer that question. I am not the Pippin everyone knew, not after the wars. I lost all

sense of hope... the sense of us... Then It happened . I was sauntering near the outline of the Old forest,

a murmur of voices came from behind a bolder near a thick dieing pine to my left. I was known

through out the Shire and Beyond as the curious meddler. I would always hear things that did not

involve me what so ever. I crept to the bolder and tip toes around it until I found were the voices

originated from. They were two elders, sitting on the hard forest floor smoking the richest of pipe

weed. I inhaled the familiar sent, longing to join them. That was exactly what I intended to do til'

one of them spoke. Those words were never forgotten , well not in this life. He said exactly this

" Old Damir was killed by the people of the town because of his sin... He loved his brother Tamir.

Such a sad story they had. Poor boy, Tamir ran away from the town and was said to have jumped in

coastline.... If only things would have turned out differently. I only hope the next person who is in

love with a family member would have the ability to keep a secret" He said shaking his head sadly.

I am not trying to be dramatic or anything, but I swear something died in my that day.

Fada an la`, go sa`mh

Fada an oich`, gan ghruaim

Aoibhneasm, athas, gra, mo`ladh duit,

A Dhia (-- that sounds like *china* so its moladh duit, a china)

I cannot live without my Merry... You took a piece of my heart with you when you died. I was

the caterpillar and you were my nutrition, my life basis , you turned my into the butterfly (kind of

cheesy huh?) You were my Sun and I was your moon, bound to be together. Never did I think you

would do that for me... Oh my own stupidity has befallen me again... Why am I so cursed.... I cannot

even answer my own questions... How pathetic. Look at me now... a miserable halfling... I do not

deserve to be in this world. I want to be with my beloved... What is it the elves call it?... life after

death... oh yeas, the Valar I think. May be I will meet him there. Oh I do hope I will see him....

Or I will surely be Damned.....

Mo`rain thu` o` la`. Mo`rain thu` o` oich go

hoich.

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Ya know the more people review the more I respond. U see I like it when people

request . sorry its kind of a habbit. so R&R. ---- Tiger Eye Oh I forgot to tell you that

the song is called " Athair Ar Neamh"