Uh hi. sorry for my 1 years break. I was kind of busy. Been updating my
grammar and stuff. I got this review from Aleka, well just to say this, that was
a beginners fic... and I don't really care about what you feel about the story.
but I'm giving another shot. I'm not trying to be mean or anything... I'm like
a rebellious Michael Jackson . *but a girl giggle * oh its a song fic.
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Once I loved You
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It never occurred to me how I felt about you. You were always there, from day one.
I mean I wasn't lonely or anything. I had plenty to do. But is was you who brightened my world.
You taught me the fine elements of life. Life in Erador was peaceful and quiet, almost to quiet .
But then you were there, oh how I miss those days. I miss you most of all (note this takes place
pippin kills himself), I miss your lopsided smiles, your twinkling eyes, and the ways you always
laughed. Now that I think of it, Ye name fits you well. *Merry* you were, my Merry....
Athair Ar Neamh, Dia Linn
Athair Ar Neamh, Dia Lonn
M'anam mo chroi`, mo ghlo`ir
Mo`ladh duit, A Dhia
*laughs sadly* Well here I am, alone..., I never thought you were the suicidal type. Then again you
loved me unconditionally. Why was I so stupid... I shouldn't have turned you away. Why did I do it?
I cannot even answer that question. I am not the Pippin everyone knew, not after the wars. I lost all
sense of hope... the sense of us... Then It happened . I was sauntering near the outline of the Old forest,
a murmur of voices came from behind a bolder near a thick dieing pine to my left. I was known
through out the Shire and Beyond as the curious meddler. I would always hear things that did not
involve me what so ever. I crept to the bolder and tip toes around it until I found were the voices
originated from. They were two elders, sitting on the hard forest floor smoking the richest of pipe
weed. I inhaled the familiar sent, longing to join them. That was exactly what I intended to do til'
one of them spoke. Those words were never forgotten , well not in this life. He said exactly this
" Old Damir was killed by the people of the town because of his sin... He loved his brother Tamir.
Such a sad story they had. Poor boy, Tamir ran away from the town and was said to have jumped in
coastline.... If only things would have turned out differently. I only hope the next person who is in
love with a family member would have the ability to keep a secret" He said shaking his head sadly.
I am not trying to be dramatic or anything, but I swear something died in my that day.
Fada an la`, go sa`mh
Fada an oich`, gan ghruaim
Aoibhneasm, athas, gra, mo`ladh duit,
A Dhia (-- that sounds like *china* so its moladh duit, a china)
I cannot live without my Merry... You took a piece of my heart with you when you died. I was
the caterpillar and you were my nutrition, my life basis , you turned my into the butterfly (kind of
cheesy huh?) You were my Sun and I was your moon, bound to be together. Never did I think you
would do that for me... Oh my own stupidity has befallen me again... Why am I so cursed.... I cannot
even answer my own questions... How pathetic. Look at me now... a miserable halfling... I do not
deserve to be in this world. I want to be with my beloved... What is it the elves call it?... life after
death... oh yeas, the Valar I think. May be I will meet him there. Oh I do hope I will see him....
Or I will surely be Damned.....
Mo`rain thu` o` la`. Mo`rain thu` o` oich go
hoich.
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Ya know the more people review the more I respond. U see I like it when people
request . sorry its kind of a habbit. so R&R. ---- Tiger Eye Oh I forgot to tell you that
the song is called " Athair Ar Neamh"
