Disclaimer: I don't own this show or its characters

AN: I haven't decided yet who this story will be about. It's between being Quamcedes/Fabrevones with either of the girls as the central character or Puck/Quinn/Santana with Quinn at the center.


She's pulling me into a kiss right here in front of everybody. It 's slow. It's aching. It's everything good in this world. And it feels no different from ... which does nothing to ease my mind or heart, turmoil or guilt. When we finally break apart, I drop my head before daring to open my eyes, hoping to spare her from seeing my deception. She deserves better than that. She deserves better than me.

"You love me."

It's soft, but certain. Upon placing her left palm on my cheek, she lifts her right. I know where it's headed; so I meet it at its destination over my heart, holding it there closing my eyes once more.

"Look at me" she's pleading. I just...I just can't. I don't want to do this to her.

"Baby..." She knows what these types of words from those lips do to me. She knows they're more than just pet names because she knows my history because, against my better judgement, I'd allowed her in too far. Succumbed to my gravity and sucked her into my orbit. I knew it was all bad. I knew I would only break the hearts of undeserving victims in the end and my heart was breaking in anticipation. I could have tried harder to save her from loving me.

"...look at me." I finally lift my head.

"You love me. I know your heart belongs to me... " It's an indisputable truth, and still a lie that I can't allow her to believe. So I assure her first with a nod and then start to tell her.

"But"

"...just as much as it belongs to him".