I know that this chapter is SUPER short but this is my first fanfiction and I've always wanted to become a writer. I know Laurzona is not a popular ship but, please give me your feedback. THANK YOU SO MUCH!


Chapter One

"Apparently I lost you."

The words echoed in her head as she was lying down in the on-call room. She loves Callie with all her heart and soul but is she still IN love with Callie? Arizona was thinking hard and trying to convince herself to think the right way.

"Of course I'm still in love with her," she thought. "We're married and have a beautiful child together."

Her thoughts were interrupted by the loud noise of the on-call room door opening.

"Hey, are you okay? What happened?"

The voice sounded familiar and beautifully raspy. Lauren was standing in the doorway. Her arms were folded across her chest with a concerned look on her face.

"Yeah, no. Not right now. Just. Pl-please.. Just leave me alone," Arizona muttered trying to suppress the hot tears welling in her eyes.

"Arizona, if you need to talk, I'm here for you. Like I said before, I'm not leaving things like this because I like you, a lot."

Arizona heard the door slam. She looked back and felt relieved but, at the same time missing the beautiful blonde's presence. Then, she remembered what happened earlier that evening.

"You are allowed to lose a little bit of control." Arizona was ashamed at the fact that she missed the way Lauren's soft lips kissed hers. She thought about Lauren's delicate hands running up and down the soft, silky skin of her torso. Arizona was moaning softly and thinking about how good sex was with Lauren.

Something that good cannot be bad, right?

The rain clattered on the window, thunder rumbled, and lightening struck and all Arizona Robbins wanted to do, was sleep.