A/N:
Hello everyone, this is my first time writing a Fanfiction story. I have tried my best with this chapter, it wasn't easy. I would appreciate it if everyone could leave a review, I would love to know what you think, constructive criticism would be helpful if you have any as well.
Many thanks,
ANGEL-EYES2019
CHAPTER 1
Bella POV:
Life, so strange. You know, there has been two questions that I have always wanted to know the answer to. Where do we come from? Where are we going? I certainly think about the answer to those questions everyday. Is seems as though everyone on this earth is here for a purpose, they have a reason to be here. Everyone but me. I have no family, I have no friends, nobody loves me. I'm alone in this world and I can see why. I'm weird, different to everybody else, i'm quiet and I blend into the shadows, i'm unnoticeable. I don't speak, because nobody speaks to me. I'm quite ugly as well if i'm honest. No boy has ever had an interest in me which is difficult to cope with because it's something i've longed for pretty much most of my life.
Being 15 is difficult, because you never know where you belong. You're too to try to fit in with the kids who have just moved up from elementary, and your too young to fit in with the kids who have been here much longer than you have.
I don't have any family. My parents abandoned me when I was 9, that was six years ago. I still remember that day quite clearly. I couldn't place it, but something seemed off about my parents that morning. I just brushed it off, thinking that it was an argument they had the night before, they argued a lot, especially when it was about me.
When I came back home from school that day, I noticed that the house we lived in seemed eerily quiet. It was strange, because usually my mother would have been attempting to cook whatever strange concoction she might have though of for dinner, or she would have been watching the TV. My dad wasn't around, which wasn't unusual seeing that he was the Police Chief of the town we lived in, Forks, he was always busy, he rarely ever got to spend time with us.
I walked around the house and noticed that everything was as it should be which just lead to me thinking that my parents were just out spending time together, but when I made it to the kitchen, there was a note on the kitchen table addressed to me, scrawled in my mothers messy handwriting. It looked rushed. As I read what it said, all blood drained from my face, it read:
Bella,
We can't really say that we are sorry for leaving you because we aren't. We never wanted you, you were a huge mistake on both parts. Your father Charlie and I have decided that it's best for us if we move on with our lives, unfortunately for you, you're not included. We weren't ready for you, you were just holding us back.
Goodbye,
Your parents.
I completely broke down after reading the letter, my thoughts were incoherent, and I was unable to move for hours after I sat down. I remained glued to the kitchen floor. How could my parents just abandon me like that? If nobody else could, weren't they the two people in the world who were supposed to love me unconditionally, no matter what? Well I guess in some cases, things don't work out like that.
A few days passed before anyone realized that neither me nor my parents had been seen. Upon gaining no response from me, the local authorities had broken apart the front door, worried that the worst might have happened, but instead they found me, a young girl curled in heap on the floor. I was broken, there were no words to describe how much pain I felt.
I don't remember much after that, but all I know was that I had been taken from my home, and placed into another. It wasn't a happy place though, it was a place where many children just like myself had been taken because their parents didn't want them anymore. I don't understand how people can be so cruel. How can you give life, and then toss your child away, acting like you didn't just carry them inside you for nine months?!
For months after my parents left me, I cried myself to sleep every night. I cried because my parents left me, I cried because nobody loved me, and I cried because I didn't know if anyone would ever love me.
A/N:
Hey everyone, so that was the first chapter of my story. Thanks for reading, I hope you enjoyed it. Please let me know What you thought. More so come soon.
